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determination

determination

* (It's as comfortable as it looks.)
Jul 23, 2025
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Me personally I'm probably going to listen to hkmori's stuff. I love breakcore as much as the next mentally ill person, but seriously I love them sooo much. It helps me relax/puts me in a good sadish mood. (does that make any sense?). I think listening to music will help me CTB. I wonder what it's like listening to your favorite song as you lose conciousness.

If you want a song reccomendation of theirs from me I'd say "am i overreacting" every single time.
 
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Upon a hanging Body

Upon a hanging Body

Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
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darksouls

darksouls

Enlightened
May 10, 2025
1,162
my ctb partner may decide
I prefer goa and melodic remixes
 
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maka

maka

this is for you, mi cuervito 𓇢𓆸
Apr 23, 2019
180
I'm ngl, I often daydream when listening to music and may send myself into a panic. I plan to listen to a funny podcast or a comedy/comfort show instead to distract myself one last time.
 
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Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Paragon
May 7, 2025
934
I don't know. Probably just random songs. I hope that my method doesn't have me conscious very long, so I shouldn't last even halfway through a song... so I'm honestly not thinking too much about specific choices.
 
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heliumgirl

heliumgirl

gender dysphoria
Jun 26, 2025
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,153
As someone who enjoys Touhou, I may listen to this on my way out:



But it all depends on the mood and occasion, I don't really have a set music. Also, I don't really listen to many things outside of video game music and what not.
 
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failedmind

failedmind

Student
Oct 31, 2024
117
discovered this song recently. im not sure if i'll ctb to it, but sometimes i lay in bed and visualize myself dying to it
 
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thaelyana

thaelyana

One day, I am gonna grow wings
Jun 28, 2025
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all
 
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naookoo128

naookoo128

Student
Jul 13, 2025
127
Oh, great question, that will be a huge thing for me. Maybe even in that form, that I wont listen to any music, lol. It´s cleary one the very best things in life and sometimes I think it will make it harder for me to end it. Maybe just the songs I´m listening to lately, where I dont have a massive connection to the music, you know. I think going through my alltime faves would be too rough for me somehow, many of them are connected to emotions and memories I probably want to avoid in that moment. I like the comedy podcast idea, haha.

Still want to share one of my favorites. There are like 3 or 4 songs I want to be played when I died, thats one of them.
 
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naookoo128

naookoo128

Student
Jul 13, 2025
127


That song would fit for me. Its beautiful and dramatic but not too hard, thinking about building a playlist around it.
The bass feels like going down, deeper and deeper, while the synth carpet makes me float.
I think it has to be instrumental-only for me.
 
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ginko0

ginko0

To be or not to be
May 8, 2025
90
Well!

Screenshot 2025 07 24 19 20 21 790 edit comspotifymusic
 
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alt131313

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Jul 4, 2025
18
"Winter Song" by Sara Bareilles, and Ingrid Michaelson, or "No Surprises" by Radiohead
 
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Parnate

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Dec 16, 2021
342
I will be listening to AR rehman s sad songs.
 
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bananaolympus

bananaolympus

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Dec 12, 2024
346
Probably linkin park
 
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Anura

Anura

Member
Dec 8, 2024
29
"Il Porco rosso" by Joe hisaishi (orchestral), listening to it just hits all the right feelings
 
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SummertimeSadGirl

Trans She/Her
Jul 14, 2025
7
Be Yourself by Audioslave
 
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Pale_Rider

Pale_Rider

Enlightened
Apr 21, 2025
1,007
Right now my favorite is the live version of so cold by breaking benjamin, but that will be decided at that time.
 
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naookoo128

naookoo128

Student
Jul 13, 2025
127


That song would fit for me. Its beautiful and dramatic but not too hard, thinking about building a playlist around it.
The bass feels like going down, deeper and deeper, while the synth carpet makes me float.
I think it has to be instrumental-only for me.


Adding these to the Playlist :)

 
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Lemuell

Lemuell

Depressed algerian guy
Jul 23, 2025
31
Me personally I'm probably going to listen to hkmori's stuff. I love breakcore as much as the next mentally ill person, but seriously I love them sooo much. It helps me relax/puts me in a good sadish mood. (does that make any sense?). I think listening to music will help me CTB. I wonder what it's like listening to your favorite song as you lose conciousness.

If you want a song reccomendation of theirs from me I'd say "am i overreacting" every single time.
I'd probably be listening to name of love by cinema staff or any other cinema staff song
 
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kopebaldy

Experienced
Jul 5, 2025
233
Skyrim Soundtrack - Bannered Mare Theme

It's peaceful.
 
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ringo99

ringo99

Arcanist
Apr 18, 2023
496
Halo 2 Mjolnir Mix or Suicide Mission (yeah, yeah I get it) from Mass Effect 2. I'm a gamer btw
 
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Mooseanonsky

Mooseanonsky

Member
Apr 13, 2018
76
Either a vaporwave playlist or stickerbush symphony on repeat
 
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hanging_around

hanging_around

New Member
Jul 19, 2025
4
this song or one in a similar style

 
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Foxcompany2nd3rd

Member
Jul 24, 2025
58
I personally as very fond of this movie and believe a lot of its philosophy. So I will go out with it.

I can post it because the owner doesnt allow linking, but just search in youtube "The Fountain Soundtrack"
 
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ultradespair

ultradespair

Shut-in
Jul 25, 2025
46
this one for sure
 
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nowherelilies

nowherelilies

cause death, it takes too long.
Jun 30, 2025
40
televangelism by ethel cain

it's a piano piece that always calms me down but also makes me cry because it sounds so fragile. the lore about it makes it even more fitting. it's the song that symbolizes ethel cain's ascent to heaven after she died as she was killed by her lover. there's a whole story behind the album too that i deeply resonate with. all of her trauma seems like a reflection of mine.
 
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