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determination

determination

* (It's as comfortable as it looks.)
Jul 23, 2025
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Me personally I'm probably going to listen to hkmori's stuff. I love breakcore as much as the next mentally ill person, but seriously I love them sooo much. It helps me relax/puts me in a good sadish mood. (does that make any sense?). I think listening to music will help me CTB. I wonder what it's like listening to your favorite song as you lose conciousness.

If you want a song reccomendation of theirs from me I'd say "am i overreacting" every single time.
 
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otoyikim

otoyikim

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Jun 8, 2025
10
Hurt by nine inch nails. There just ain't any other song i could listen to.
 
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happilyneverafter

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Aug 24, 2024
18
I'll be listening to bang bang by 9mm
 
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Eternal Disaster

Eternal Disaster

IHaveDemonsInMyHead
Aug 3, 2025
91
I may sound crazy but it's a lullaby from a Turkish series. I sleep very peacefully after listening to it. I will listen to it before sleeping forever.
 
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Seaghost

Seaghost

Arcanist
Apr 14, 2019
423
Don't know exactly.

Maybe some songs from the Braveheart Soundtrack:


Or the Theme from Gladiator:


Or the Jurassic Park Theme (Welcome to Jurassic Park)


Or from The Sea Inside (Mar Adentro) - Titulos Finales



It depends what I'm feeling in that moment. Maybe I just wanna close my eyes without music. Just the nature or the silent arround me.
We'll see...
 
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Cowboy_Kid

Cowboy_Kid

Jeremy spoke in class today
Feb 18, 2023
71



I don't want my death to be brutal and scary. I want it to be peaceful and calm, like going to bed after a long day...it's dark outside and there is so much snow. But it's peaceful. So, so peaceful. I just want peace
 
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temporal_anchorite

temporal_anchorite

wanting outta this bitch
Sep 23, 2022
175
Nothing but absolute silence.

As a musician, I honestly love music far too much. So much so that I'm worried that listening to it while trying to CTB may snap me out of it & make me appreciate life again or something lol
 
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ely.li

ely.li

Member
Nov 4, 2024
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Je ne sais pas. Probablement juste des chansons au hasard. J'espère que ma méthode ne me laissera pas trop longtemps éveillé, pour ne pas tenir la moitié d'une chanson… donc honnêtement, je ne réfléchis pas trop à des choix précis.
Hello, sorry to perturbing, but what is your method choice ?
 
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Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Enlightened
May 7, 2025
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Hello, sorry to perturbing, but what is your method choice ?
I was confused for a second... because although I can sometimes recognize some French words, I don't speak French and it was weird seeing a post of mine "quoted" in another language!

Anyway... I'm intending to go via CO (carbon monoxide). If I do it right, should be successful and painless. Here's hoping!
 
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hypoxic_ideals

New Member
Aug 11, 2025
1
Probably with

I listened to it while studying at university (best years of my life) and it calms me
 
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FtMoidlet

Member
Jul 20, 2025
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Probably either "Untitled 9" by Sigur Rós, "BABYS IN A THUNDERCLOUD" by Godspeed You! Black Emporer, or the album "Morgondagen Inställd I Brist På Intresse" by Apati.
 
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Give Up The Ghost

Give Up The Ghost

All Apologies
Jan 13, 2025
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It's been this one for a while. It brings me peace like nothing else can
 
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evilblondegirl

evilblondegirl

Member
Aug 3, 2025
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Me personally I'm probably going to listen to hkmori's stuff. I love breakcore as much as the next mentally ill person, but seriously I love them sooo much. It helps me relax/puts me in a good sadish mood. (does that make any sense?). I think listening to music will help me CTB. I wonder what it's like listening to your favorite song as you lose conciousness.

If you want a song reccomendation of theirs from me I'd say "am i overreacting" every single time.
My boyfriends song since I'm planning on meeting him
 

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fishygirl

fishygirl

in the end, nothing matters
Sep 17, 2023
177
probably start with 'xerces by deftones', followed by 'entombed', then 'let go by frou frou', and 'pelagic by covet'. if i have enough time and then more to listen to those songs, it'll be followed up by the rest of my playlist.
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
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I don't think I'll be listening to music. I stopped listening just over a year ago cause it upsets me more than anything. I plan to book into a hotel room near a beach, perhaps listen to the ocean instead, or hopefully have a nice view.
 
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NotRealKiller

NotRealKiller

I'm just not enough
Aug 15, 2025
4
I'm not really certain on what song will I actually listen to but it will probably be between these.

Happy end of the world - XI


Im the rain - inabakumori (pjsk ver)


Composing the future - mafumafu (also pjsk ver)


I'm getting on the bus to the other world see ya! - Tuyu


I would just want to listen to something that is meaningful to me that I like and/or is really soothing.
 
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Vlad Tepes

Vlad Tepes

Student
Jun 24, 2025
110
When I did attempt earlier this month, I was blasting metal and Death Grips, I guess in order to assuage any SI and pump myself full of determination so I'd be ready to go ahead with it.


A dream of another existence
You wish to die
A dream of another world
You pray for death
To release the soul
One must die
To find peace inside
You must get eternal
I am a mortal, but am I human?
How beautiful life is now when my time has come
A human destiny, but nothing human inside
What will be left of me when I'm dead?
There was nothing when I lived
What you found was eternal death
No one will ever miss you

This was one of the songs I was listening to during my attempt, lol.
 
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