What music are you listening to at the moment?

[suicidalloser]

music worsens my pain physically.

 

[ares0027]

I am listening to various Cem Adrian songs. He is from Turkey. The song is right now one of my favorites Benden Sonra (After Me/After I(am gone).




Hide my pains. Let pains become fairytales, tell(them). Water the flowers, let flowers become beautiful, smell (them). Write poems to children, make sure they include hope, don't forget (them). Stroke your hair in the spring, after (i am gone) me.

After i am gone, tell your heart, every night, son't forget(;)

Tomorrow is too late, i must die tonight. Like a deaf bullet, i must fall slowly. To touch your broken heart one last time and your hands. I must burn out in the sky like a falling star.

whereas, colors were beautiful. how beautiful was it, seeing a spring flower and kissing it on the branch.


Whereas the wind, was so beautiful and how beautiful it was to fly in the sky, going on top of the clouds with closed eyes.

Whereas hearts, how beautiful it was to love in a winter morning like a snowflake, pure white.

Tomorrow is too late…..

This is the rough translation. Forgive any nonsensical sentences and typos.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Joan Jett and the Blackhearts










We've been here too long tryin' to get along
Pretendin' that you're oh, so shy
I'm a natural ma'am doin' all I can
My temperature is runnin' high

Cry at night no one in sight
An' we got so much to share
Talking's fine if you got the time
But I ain't got the time to spare, yeah

Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where?

Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where, there, yeah?
Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

Every girl an' boy needs a little joy
All you do is sit an' stare
Beggin' on my knees baby, won't you please?
Run your fingers through my hair

My, my, my whiskey and rye
Don't it make you feel so fine
Right or wrong don't it turn you on
Can't you see we're wastin' time, yeah?

Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where?

Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where, there, yeah?
Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah
Yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there?
Do you wanna touch?
(Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, there, yeah?

My, my, my do you wanna touch me there?
Touch you, touch me touch, everybody
You touch me, you know where, there
Oh yeah, oh, yeah

 

[liljeep]

Right now, Her Last Words by Courtney Parker.

 

[KrowaKovsky]

Madness and Ritual Solitude - Witch Ripper

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[not-2-b-the-answer]

Left To Suffer-Disappoint Me










Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I'm still here thinking about it every day

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye

Why am I the one that you've chosen
So make up you're fucking mind
You try to rewrite my reality

Blegh

There ya go just spit in my face
Keep my name in your mouth how bad does it taste
Why do you sit there and belittle me?
Oh
When you choke on your own animosity
Ah

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
We're living in a lie

I always trusted you, but you
Disappoint me

A question now as the story unfolds
A never ending catacomb of a misery hole
And the devil on my shoulder says that I should be sentenced to death
Left in the cold I take my last breath

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye

Breaking me down as quickly as you build me up
And I'm still here thinking about it every day

Cause we're not built to feel pain
Start to feel nauseous when will anything fucking change
Oh
Why does it matter when we're all going to die
Why can't you ever fucking look me in the eye

Why am I the one that you've chosen

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Asking Alexandria-Psycho










I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho

I love to get attention
The tensions all I need
To feed my own insanity (to feed my own insanity)
Don't ask me for forgiveness
I'd rather watch you bleed
If it meant that I could see with clarity
Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage (in a cage)

I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'Cuz I'm a fucking psycho

Woah, Woah
I'm a fucking psycho

You'd think I'd learn my lesson
Or quit while I'm ahead
Don't fuck with all the memories in my mind
I'm about to break down, nothing can help now
Why do I keep falling, falling to the ground

Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage (in a cage)

I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'Cuz I'm a fucking psycho

Woah, Woah
I'm a fucking psycho
Woah, Woah

Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage

I'm feeling out of my mind
(I'm a fucking psycho)
I'm feeling out of my mind (I'm a fucking psycho)

I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm feeling out of my mind

I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
(Die)

Somethings awaken deep inside
It's like I'm frozen still in time
And In my head it's like I'm in a cage
I hide behind the devils eyes
I lost my faith a thousand times
And in my head it's like I'm in a cage

I'm feeling out of my mind
Oh god I feel so alive
Oh no I'm not gonna die
'Cuz I'm a psycho
A messiah to life
I'm feeling out of my mind
I'm going crazy
'CuzI'm a fucking psycho
I'm a fucking psycho

 

[Rogue Proxy]

"Suprise Buttsecks"

 

[sometimes.sometimes]

Mirror Man by Jack Stauber

 

[cgrtt.brns]

 

[Rogue Proxy]

Stupeflip - "Psycho Girl"

 

[cgrtt.brns]

 

[NoFutureAnymore]

Probably nothing, just silence.

 

[gab702]

Hurt by nine inch nails/Johnny cash

 

[PinkyStat]

Dead girls-penelope scott

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Le Click-Tonight Is The Night
Not CTB yet.











Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Forever and ever it's never enough
Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Together forever I can't get enough

Come on in mon, mu-huh

Hold me, hold me, ya squeeze me, squeeze me
Yes come and rid the lovin' 'cause you know it's not easy
Hold me, hold me, yes nobody love me
Yes come and rid the music come receive the pardon
Yes run come give me love and come-a, give it to me
By the way you give me loving, give me, physically
And anything we do it, do it, naturally
Say come again we do it till we receive the pardon

Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Forever and ever it's never enough
Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Together forever I can't get enough

Oh, oh, oh, give me the night for love, I just can't get enough
Oh, oh, oh, give me the night for love, too much is not enough

Come down with it mon, mu-huh, stor pah-to

Now that you got my love and together we can make it
Don't anybody try to stop it people try to break it (uh huh)
Come quit the fights I meant to keep peace and harmony (I like that)
Your love is what I want unless you give it to me
Yes, a-da-heh, a-da-heh, come quit the fights don't stop it
A-da-heh, a-da-heh, yes my love I've got to
A-da come with a disc come make me stop me find me go
Say come baby girl your gonna hear how we flow take me with your love (oh no)

Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Forever and ever it's never enough
Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Together forever I can't get enough

Oh, oh, oh, give me the night for love, I just can't get enough
Oh, oh, oh, give me the night for love, too much is not enough

Aiee, aiee, aiee, aieeh, I just can't get enough
Aiee, aiee, aiee, aieeh, I just can't get enough
Aiee, aiee, aiee, aieeh, I just can't get enough
Aiee, aiee, aiee, aieeh, I just can't get enough

Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Forever and ever it's never enough
Tonight is the night it's the night of love
Together forever I can't get enough

 

[gethsemane]

The new muse album :-)

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Better Than Ezra-Desperately Wanting










Past the road to your house
That you never call home
Where they turned out your lights
Though they say you'll never know
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
When they pumped out your guts
Filled you full of those pills
You were never quite right
Deserving all the chills
Say the worst is over
Kicked it over again
Then they ask what went wrong
When they turn you on again
When they turn you on again
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
Kick them right in the face
Make them wish they weren't born
And if they bring up your name
Will they say you won the war
Baby burst in the world
Never given a chance
Then they ask what went wrong
When you never had it right
No, you never had it right
I remember running through the wet grass
And falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately Wanting
I remember running through the wet grass
And falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
Oh, the letters have dropped off
Though they say you got them all
I finally figured out some things you'll never know
Take back your life, let me inside
We'll find the door, if you care, if you care to anymore
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting
I remember running through the wet grass
Falling a step behind
Both of us never tiring
Desperately wanting

 

[leaf23]

Hélène Vogelsinger - Patch Notes

This is so beautiful.. making me feel things along the edge of my numb sadness. Just discovered her but so glad I did.

 

[Awake47]

Nirvana
Okay. Nirvana is cool

But aggressive phonk music makes me want to toast all the bread and put it back in the bag

 

[winamp]

reminds me of Boys Who Cry from SpongeBob for some reason

 

[mooglepies]

I am currently OBSESSED with Egosystem and really getting back into drum n bass. Was really into dnb in middle school and it feels so freeing to be coming back to it now that I have a car and can blast it on my way back from work.

Egosystem - blood-sucking spit swap

 

[winamp]

I am currently OBSESSED with Egosystem and really getting back into drum n bass. Was really into dnb in middle school and it feels so freeing to be coming back to it now that I have a car and can blast it on my way back from work.

Egosystem - blood-sucking spit swap

I highly recommend Kemistry and Storm along with DJ Bailey's Intelligent Drum n Bass and Atmosphere Chapter 1 and Hidden Agenda Boxed 97 #3

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Chelsea Grin-Sing To The Grave











It's not goodbye
So I'll sing to the grave

I will sing to the grave

There's no light, but it feels like morning
I'll deny till I hear the doves sing
It's not goodbye if we meet again
So to you, my friend, I will sing to the grave

Put you back together
You will live forever
Put you back together
You will live forever

All the memories that you gave to me
I'm all messed up, thinking about you
Oh God, I want to see your face
I'd pull you from the grave just so I could say goodbye
Goodbye

It's not goodbye
So I'll sing to the grave

Put you back together
You will live forever
Put you back together
You will live forever

I can remember when you left this place
Couldn't perceive it, didn't wanna believe it
All of this time to reflect in me
Where your soul lies, now you're free
Now you're free
Now you're free

You will live forever
You will live forever, goodbye
You will live forever

 

[gethsemane]

Nirvana
Okay. Nirvana is cool

But aggressive phonk music makes me want to toast all the bread and put it back in the bag

I love aggressive phonk. I recommend Montagem Amedrontadora if you don't know it already

 

[Stormy Raine]

What music are you listening to at the moment? For me, I am listening to In the End by Linkin Park.

I love My December, Chester voice is beautiful

 

[Awake47]

I love aggressive phonk. I recommend Montagem Amedrontadora if you don't know it already

I'll check it out rn

 

[Rogue Proxy]

"Dancing On The Corpse"

 

[winamp]

 

[TransilvanianHunger]

The Smashing Pumpkins' Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness. The album has one of my favourite openings in music, with the title track followed by Tonight, Tonight. It's a real gem of the 90s, this one.