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Angel_of_nostalgia

Angel_of_nostalgia

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Jan 25, 2023
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Currently listening to Vocaloid music from producers like Kairiki Bear and Kikuo. I feel like their lyrics (translated by subtitles) put feelings into words in a way that I can relate to and haven't seen anywhere else.
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Another Day Dawns-Beautiful Suicide :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








let us speak today
we're not silent anymore, we're free today

you're one sick individual
your life must be so sad
your mind is so f+cking pathetic
you realize we're all that you have

just give us life
just give us time
just give us this moment to feel alive

you've got the gun to our heads but we're not gonna let you win
now there's blood on our hands but we're made to pretend we're fine
you told them i was contagious
you told them i was dangerous
you've got the gun to our heads, but i'd rather take my life
a beautiful suicide

let it be today
we're gonna rip off all these chains
we're gonna throw that rat in his cage

you're one sick individual
your life must be so sad
your mind is so f+cking pathetic
you realized we're all that you had
you've got the gun to our heads but we're not gonna let you win
now there's blood on our hands but we're made to pretend we're fine
you told them i was contagious
you told them i was dangerous
you've got the gun to our heads, but i'd rather take my life
a beautiful suicide
 
underscore

underscore

captain faggot
Mar 7, 2023
34
joywave rn but emmure is a current fav (polar opposite feels lol)
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Falling In Reverse-Last Resort (Reimagined) :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:









Cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck, if I cut my arm bleeding
This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort – suffocation, no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding?
Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight? Chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight
And I'm contemplating suicide, I'm contemplating suicide

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine, I am fine

I never realized I was spread too thin
'Til it was too late and I was empty within
Hungry, feeding on chaos and living in sin
Downward spiral, where do I begin?
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself, and no love for another
Searching to find a love upon a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing is fine

I'm crying, I'm crying
I'm crying, I'm crying

I can't go on living this way
I can't go on living this way
Cut my life into pieces
(I can't go on living this way, I can't go on living this way)
Cut my life into pieces
(I can't go on living this way, I can't go on living this way)

'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
(I can't go on living this way)
Nothing is fine (I can't go on living this way)

I'm running and I'm crying (I can't go on living this way)
I'm running and I'm crying (I can't go on living this way)
I'm running and I'm crying (I can't go on living this way)
Nothing's alright
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Repost from last year... Seems to be getting popular. There is now an official video. Still love the live version the best.
Benson Boone-In The Stars :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart:











Sunday mornings were your favorite
I used to meet you down on Woods Creek Road
You did your hair up like you were famous
Even though it's only church where we were goin'

Now, Sunday mornings, I just sleep in
It's like I buried my faith with you
I'm screamin' at a God, I don't know if I believe in
'Cause I don't know what else I can do

I'm still holdin' on to everything that's dead and gone
I don't wanna say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever
And now you're in the stars and six-feet's never felt so far
Here I am alone between the heavens and the embers

Oh, it hurts so hard
For a million different reasons
You took the best of my heart
And left the rest in pieces

Diggin' through your old birthday letters
A crumpled 20 still in the box
I don't think that I could ever find a way to spend it
Even if it's the last 20 that I've got, oh

I'm still holdin' on to everything that's dead and gone
I don't wanna say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever
And now you're in the stars and six-feet's never felt so far
Here I am alone between the heavens and the embers

Oh, it hurts so hard
For a million different reasons
You took the best of my heart
And left the rest in pieces

I'm still holdin' (on), holdin' (on), holdin' on (on)
I'm still holdin' (on), holdin' (on), holdin' on (on)
I'm still holdin' (on), holdin' (on), I'm still holdin' on (on)
I'm still, ooh, still holdin' on

I'm still holdin' on to everything that's dead and gone (ooh)
I don't wanna say goodbye, 'cause this one means forever (ooh)
Now you're in the stars and six-feet's never felt so far
Here I am alone between the heavens and the embers

Oh, it hurts so hard
For a million different reasons
You took the best of my heart
Left the rest in pieces
 
not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
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Rise Against-I Don't Want To Be Here Anymore :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










On pins and needles we are waiting for the fall
We count the days scratching lines on a wall
Wait in the wings at someone's beck and call
No longer recognize the place that I call home
No longer recognize this face as my own
Somewhere, this fate, I lost control

We backed down
We took "no" for answers far too long
We felt those walls close around
I don't wanna be here anymore
I don't wanna be here anymore

I don't wanna be here anymore (be here anymore)
I know there's nothing left worth staying for
Your paradise is something I've endured (oh-ah-oh, oh-ah-oh)
See, I don't think I can fight this anymore (fight this anymore)
I'm listening with one foot out the door
And something has to die to be reborn
And I don't wanna be here (be here) anymore

On hand and foot we answered every single call
And weathered every day like passing storms
But when they break we will all be gone

Won't back down
Won't take "no" for answers anymore
These walls close
We pace back and forth

I don't wanna be here anymore (be here anymore)
I know there's nothing left worth staying for
Your paradise is something I've endured (oh-ah-oh, oh-ah-oh)
See, I don't think I can fight this anymore (fight this anymore)
I'm listening with one foot out the door
And something has to die to be reborn
And I don't wanna be here (be here) anymore

The point where we break
Gets closer everyday
But where do we go?
But where do we go?

I don't wanna be here anymore
I don't wanna be here anymore

I don't wanna be here anymore (be here anymore)
I know there's nothing left worth staying for
Your paradise is something I've endured (oh-ah-oh, oh-ah-oh)
See, I don't think I can fight this anymore (fight this anymore)
I'm listening with one foot out the door
And something has to die to be reborn
And I don't wanna be here (be here) anymore

(We need a better way, we need to let go)
(We need a better way, we need to let go) anymore
(We need a better way, we need to let go)
(We need a better way)
 
Professor K

Professor K

your eyes vacant and stained
Feb 9, 2023
211
as always, some retro video game music, classical music and japanese or chinese songs to help me better learn those languages.
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Crowbar-Slave No More :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Slowly drowning thru my own abuse
Nothing changes anymore
Thought I'd taste the freedom long ago
Not the man I was before

Slave no more
Slave no more

Hold that bottle as I start to sink - comatose and fading slow
One more time I always tell myself
Dragged down by the undertow
 
bijou

bijou

meow meow meow
Jan 23, 2023
173
this song has been stuck in my head for weeks since a friend on here showed it to me :)
i love love love it


also have been listening to this song as well, i hope to sing it myself one day
 
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C & C Music Factory-Just A Touch Of Love :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










One, two, three, hit it

Just a touch of love, just a touch of love
Just a touch of love, just a touch of love
Just a touch of love, just a touch of love
Just a touch of love, just a touch of love

Love has been on my mind for some time now
But you've been the missing link
Of all that whats happened all the stuff made me
Think that love is not for kids

All I want is your touch, so come a little closer
What's his memory, open up your heart and let me in
Like the bird in the sky love has got me flying in
And the stars in the night, beautiful

Just a touch of love, just a touch of love
Just a touch of love, just a touch of love
Just a touch of love, just a touch of love
Just a touch of love, just a touch of love

Music will light the fires of romance
So that must be forever
You got a friend and a lover someone does discorver
That just a touch of love is all I need

All I want is your touch, so come a little closer
What's his memory, open up your heart and let me in
Like the bird in the sky love has got me flying in
And the stars in the night, beautiful

Just a touch of love, just a touch of love
Just a touch of love, just a touch of love
Just a touch of love, just a touch of love
Just a touch of love, just a touch of love

Just a touch of love, just a touch of love
Just a touch of love, just a touch of love
Just a touch of love, just a touch of love
Just a touch of love, just a touch of love

Just a touch of love, just a touch of love
Just a touch of love, just a touch of love
Just a touch of love, just a touch of love
Just a touch of love, just a touch of love

I want just a touch of your love
Not too much, just a touch
So what do you say, are you gonna give it to me?
Give it to me?

All I need is just a touch of your love
A touch of your love, come on
A touch of your love, oh yeah
All I need is a touch of your love
All I want is a touch of your love

Give me just a touch
All I need is give me just a touch of love, yeah
Touch
 
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Mar 23, 2018
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Not typically the music I listen to but I thought I would say goodbye to a legend.
I think this is his most popular song. :wink:

Tony Bennett-I Left My Heart In San Francisco ❤️🤗❤️










The loveliness of Paris seems somehow sadly gray
The glory that was Rome is of another day
I've been terribly alone and forgotten in Manhattan
I'm going home to my city by the Bay

I left my heart in San Francisco
High on a hill, it calls to me
To be where little cable cars climb halfway to the stars
The morning fog may chill the air, I don't care

My love waits there in San Francisco
Above the blue and windy sea
When I come home to you, San Francisco
Your golden sun will shine for me
 
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Heard this song on the 90's Channel.... May have posted before.:wink:
Rythm Syndicate-P.A.S.S.I.O.N. :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











Sitting in my bedroom the rain is pouring down
The shade is on the window and loneliness is all around
A little voice I'm hearing says don't you stay inside
But I can't fight this feeling got L. You. S. T. On my mind

I head for the arena where lovers try their fate
Moving through the darkness I take my place and wait
A pretty bird beside me says hello with her eyes
She looks so sweet and lovely but is she N. A. S. T. Y?

Chorus
P. A. S. S. I. O. N.
Got me in a jam again
There's no way that I can win
P. A. S. S. I. O. N.

Her lips are callin to me no way I can resist
Addicted to the feeling intoxicated by her kiss
I take her to my castle we set our bodies free
And while the music played on she loved me down from A to Z

The night is getting longer I start to realise
Don't know what I've got into the girl is C. Are. A. Z. Y.
I try to cool the fire like I oughta should
But there's no way to turn back the S. E. X. Is just too good

Chorus

Don't be tempted to touch the fire
I shouldve read all the warning signs
You might get burned by your own desire
I lost my mind I must have been blind

I never knew another lover that was evil under cover
Then I discovered you girl, you're like no other
Doin the time for the crime I was blind
To the games that you were playin
Words that you were sayin
Goin out of my mind, you're like a hurricane
Drive me insane you're like a heart attack
Know it's a fact, you got the knack to drop a man to his knees

Chorus
 

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