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cgrtt.brns

wandering ghost (he/him)
Apr 19, 2023
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my chemical romance - desert song

We hold in our hearts the sword and the faith
Swelled up from the rain, clouds move like a wraith
Well after all, we'll lie another day
And through it all, we'll find some other way
To carry on through cartilage and flood
And did you come to stare or wash away the blood?

Well tonight, well tonight
Will it ever come?
Spend the rest of your days rocking out
Just for the dead
Well tonight
Will it ever come?
I can see you awake anytime, in my head

Did we all fall down?
Did we all fall down?
Did we all fall down?
Did we all fall down?
From the lights to the pavement
From the van to the floor
From backstage to the doctor
From the Earth to the morgue, morgue, morgue, morgue

Well tonight
Will it ever come?
Spend the rest of your days rocking out
Just for the dead
Well tonight
Will it ever come?
I can see you awake anytime in my head

All fall down
Well after all
this song was recorded during the recording for three cheers but never made it to the final album. gerard sang this recorded version drunk, and said it was his worst take, but i think there could be no better take. the song is about the band's and his struggles especially with suicidal ideation and drinking at the time. its one of my favourite mcr songs.
 
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Alexa Cappelli-Could've Left Me Alone :heart::angry::heart::angry::heart:










I should've known it
When you gave me every compliment
Or when you told me that
I spend too much time with my friends
Got me attached, so you could break my heart and play the victim
I bet you'd do it all again (all again)

If you call me crying
I'll just wanna hang up on you
So don't bother, block my number
'Cause we're done (done)

Oh, it makes me sick
How you just quit on us
Months wasted
When you could've just left me alone
Oh, you're so basic
Got the same old tricks
Let me fall for it
When you could've just left mе alone

La-da, da, da-da
Da-da, da-da
La-da, da, da-da
Oh, you could've just left mе alone

I wouldn't have to try and puzzle piece my life together
After you came and tore it up
So much for your forever
I wish I could believe that all this changed me for the better, no
I wouldn't recommend (I wouldn't recommend)

If you call me crying
I'll just wanna hang up on you
So don't bother, block my number
'Cause we're done (done)

Oh, it makes me sick (me sick)
How you just quit on us
Months wasted
When you could've just left me alone
Oh, you're so basic (basic)
Got the same old tricks
Let me fall for it
When you could've just left me alone

La-da, da, da-da
Da-da, da-da
La-da, da, da-da
Oh, you could've just left me alone
 
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Slipknot-Snuff
 
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Bring Me The Horizon-Lost :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Watching Evangelion with a big fat slug of ketamine

I lost the plot a little while ago, oh-oh
My dog just died, my friends hate me, I saw myself on MTV
And my ego is not my amigo

Oh, maybe I don't belong on this planet
Red crescent moons all over my hands
It's too much to take, I can't understand it
Someone, tell me

Why am I this way?
Stupid medicine not doing anything
What the hell is fucking wrong with me?
I guess there's no remedy, I'm so terribly lost

Imaginary enemies, suicidal tendencies
Serotonin's proper on its arse, oh-oh
I used to go to therapy, but the doctor tried to section me
The next time that I open up to someone will be my autopsy because

I don't think I belong on this planet
Red crescent moons all over my hands
It's too much to take, I can't fucking stand it
Someone, tell me

Why am I this way?
Stupid medicine not doing anything
What the hell is fucking wrong with me?
I guess there's no remedy, own worst enemy, I'm so terribly lost

If I keep this up
I think I'm gonna break down
If I keep this up
I think I'm gonna break down
I think I'm gonna break down
Afraid I'm gonna break down (whoa, oh, oh-oh, oh)
I think I'm gonna break down (whoa, oh, oh-oh, oh)
Someone, tell me

Why am I this way?
Stupid medicine not doing anything
What the hell is fucking wrong with me?
I guess there's no remedy, I'm so terribly lost

Why am I this way?
Stupid medicine not doing anything
What the hell is fucking wrong with me?
I guess there's no remedy, own worst enemy, I'm so terribly lost
 
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Shania Twain-That Don't Impress Me Much :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:


Country Mix





Pop Mix


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Dance Mix





Ow
(Han han, uh-uh) uh-huh, yeah, yeah
(Han han, uh-uh) uh-huh

I've known a few guys who thought they were pretty smart
But you've got being right down to an art
You think you're a genius, you drive me up the wall
You're a regular original, a know-it-all

Oh-oh, you think you're special
Oh-oh, you think you're something else
Okay, so you're a rocket scientist

That don't impress me much (han han, uh-uh)
So you got the brains, but have you got the touch?
Now, don't get me wrong, yeah, I think you're alright
But that won't keep me warm in the middle of the night
That don't impress me much
(Han han, uh-uh) uh-huh, yeah, yeah
(Han han, uh-uh)

I never knew a guy who carried a mirror in his pocket
And a comb up his sleeve, just in case
And all that extra hold gel in your hair ought a lock it
'Cause heaven forbid it should fall outta place

Oh-oh, you think you're special
Oh-oh, you think you're something else
Okay, so you're Brad Pitt

That don't impress me much (han han, uh-uh)
So you got the looks, but have you got the touch?
Now, don't get me wrong, yeah, I think you're alright
But that won't keep me warm in the middle of the night
That don't impress me much
Han aho
Yeah

You're one of those guys who likes to shine his machine
You make me take off my shoes before you let me get in
I can't believe you kiss your car good night
Now come on, baby, tell me, you must be joking, right?

Oh-oh, you think you're something special
Oh-oh, you think you're something else
Okay, so you've got a car

That don't impress me much (han han, uh-uh)
So you got the moves, but have you got the touch?
Now, don't get me wrong, yeah, I think you're alright
But that won't keep me warm in the middle of the night
That don't impress me much (don't impress me)
Oh-oh no, you think you're cool, but have you got the touch?
Now, now, don't get me wrong, yeah, I think you're alright
But that won't keep me warm on the long, cold, lonely night
That don't impress me much
(Han han, uh-uh) uh-huh, yeah, yeah
(Han han, uh-uh)

Okay, so what do you think, you're Elvis or something? (Han han, uh-uh)
(Han han, uh-uh) that don't impress me much
(Han han, uh-uh)
Ho no (han han, uh-uh)
(Han han, uh-uh) that don't impress me
(Han han, uh-uh) ho no
(Han han, uh-uh) han aho
(Han han, uh-uh) yeah
(Han han, uh-uh) woo (woo, woo)
(Han han, uh-uh)
 
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My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
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Listening through Fragile
 
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Enlightened
Sep 12, 2021
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Rockit Music - "Rivals" (Official Garten of Banban 3 song)
 
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and a little bit of Ryoji Ikeda, Merzbow, Yamataka Eye, and Aphex Twin
 
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Kingdom Of Giants-Wasted Space ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️










I can feel the shifting
Everything is twisted
My ears have been ringing
And it's written on your face
There's no need to fake relate 'cause

I've been feeling low
Nothing seems to flow
And now
I can't pretend

If it's too much to take
I've given all I can give
Two time heartbreak
I can't get out of my way
Fell down to your bottom love
But tonight know it's not enough
I can't breathe, I can't stay
Inside your wasted space

I take the long way home
To center my soul
But I can't let go
I guess we'll suffer some more
I've been running, running, running
I'm crashing burning, spinning out
And now I can't pretend

If it's too much to take
I've given all I can give
Two time heartbreak
I can't get out of my way
Fell down to your bottom love
But tonight know it's not enough
I can't breathe, I can't stay
Inside your wasted space

I can feel it shifting again
I'm the source of
The source of all your mayhem

The source of all your mayhem

If it's too much to take
I've given all I can give
Two time heartbreak
I can't get out of my way
Fell down to your bottom love
But tonight know it's not enough
I can't breathe, I can't stay
Inside your wasted space

Too much to take
I've given all I can give
Two time heartbreak
I can't get out of my way
Fell down to your bottom love
But tonight know it's not enough
I can't breathe, I can't stay
Inside your wasted space

Inside your wasted space
 
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Mar 23, 2023
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just this song, over and over, for the past two hours. anchoring for dissociative episodes
 
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Chemical Animal

"I was born out of time, I'm not meant to be here"
Jan 24, 2023
43
VR SEX - Surrender


What do you get when you introduce yourself?
Thought you're dumb as a drum
But I let you show n' tell
Walked in the room
And your bound to meet your doom
I recognize you're someone
Who needs to be exhumed
Dashing and smashing inebriated style
You cut your thumb on your gun
Aimed at your lonely smile

And you look so eccentric
And you dress like Jimi Hendrix
And beg for attention and surrender
And you seem so obsessive
And your taste is so selective
And I have no intention to remember
You're just a flub

What did you hear when I introduced myself?
Ya thought I'm dumb as a drum
But I let you show n' tell
Walked in the room
I was bound to meet my doom
I recognize I'm someone
Who needs to be exhumed
Dashing and smashing inebriated style
You cut your thumb on my gun
Aimed at your lonely smile

And you look so eccentric
And you dress just like Jimi Hendrix
And beg for attention and surrender
And you seem so obsessive
And your taste is so selective
And I have no intention to remember
You think its so convenient
That your brain's so anemic
And you beg for attention to surrender
And you act so frenetic
And you reek of dianetics
But I just wont remember you
Your just a slug

(Sleep, go to sleep)
 
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lonely
May 6, 2022
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crying to this rn lol
 
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Grave with a view...
Jan 22, 2023
358
She needs more money, wants it by yesterday. You can't get blood out of a turnip, honey. She's gotta squeeze it anyway...

 
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this will be the end of me
Jun 14, 2023
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Def Leppard-Have You Ever Needed Someone So Bad 💙💔💙💔💙










Here I am, I'm in the wrong bed again
It's a game I just can't win
There you are breathin' soft on my skin, yeah
Still you won't let me in
So come on
Why save your kisses for a rainy day
Baby, let the moment take your heart away
Have you ever needed someone so bad, yeah
Have you ever wanted someone you just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad
And you're the girl I gotta have
I gotta have you baby, yeah, come on
There you go, midnight promises again, yeah
But they're broken by the dawn
You want to go further, faster everyday, baby
But in the morning you'll be gone
And I'm alone
Why save your kisses for a rainy day
Baby, let the moment take your heart away
Have you ever needed someone so bad, yeah
Have you ever wanted someone you just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad
Every dream I dream is like
Some kinda rash and reckless scene
To give out such crazy love
You must be some kinda of drug
And if my time don't ever come
For me you're still the one
Damned if I don't, damned if I do
I gotta get a fix on you
Have you ever needed someone so bad, yeah
Have you ever wanted someone you just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad, so bad
Have you ever wanted someone (have you ever wanted someone, yeah)
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
Have you ever needed someone so bad
And you're the girl I gotta have
I gotta have you, baby, yeah
It's a game I just can't win, oh
Have you ever needed someone so bad
Have you ever wanted someone
Have you ever wanted someone, you just couldn't have
Did you ever try so hard that your world just fell apart
 
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Debbie Gibson-Shake Your Love :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake...
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love

I'm under a spell again
Boy, I'm wondering why
This is not a game of love but an emotional tie
I'm trying to figure out my heart (heart...)
But I can't offer you proof
Of why we should never be apart
And that is the- (that is the), that is the truth
Oh...

Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love

Do you know why I stop and stare?
And smile when you walk by
And how I call you up at night
I hang up the phone and I cry
If I never got to know you so well (I knew you well)
Maybe I would be fine
Baby, you know that I can't tell
Why you should be (you should be) you should be mine oh

Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake...
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love

Ooh I know what you're thinking
I see it in your eyes
You want to give our love another try
I'm so glad you realize I can't...

Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love

Shake it
Your love
Can't shake
Just can't shake your love

Shake, shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake...
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love

Shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake (say shake it)
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love

Shake your love
I just can't shake...
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
Shake your love
I just can't shake...
Shake your love
I just can't shake your love
 
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my favourite song I get addicted to or coping for depression
 
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Polaris-Inhumane :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:








Oh

Like a deer in the headlights
I'm barely alive
Lost in the ether
Cutting my teeth on whatever it takes to survive
Suffer; everyone's a victim
Cover your callous indifference
Deaf are we who refuse to listen
I need a shock to the system

Fall short in your breathing
Eyes wide, stare at the ceiling
No fear and no feeling
I've seen enough and it's left me numb

One more for the reaper
He's been hot on my tail
But I've been trying to dig a little deeper
'Cause the pain don't feel like it used to feel, no
I've seen enough, I crave the rush
So I'll dig a little deeper still

Such a tragic affair
All the souls still doomed to meet their end
Clasping their hands in a prayer
To gods deaf to their cries
To live and die as another statistic
Oh, doesn't that sound sadistic?

One more for the reaper
He's been hot on my tail
But I've been trying to dig a little deeper
'Cause the pain don't feel like it used to feel, no
I've seen enough, I crave the rush
So I'll dig a little deeper still

Callous and cold, inhumane
We drop the deadweight
Side effects are to be expected
We grow detached and disconnected
Callous and cold, inhumane
We drop the deadweight
Can't bear to look away
Count every name you erase like a bloodstain

Who do you mourn when everyone's a victim?
I don't need to know, I don't need to

No sympathy, don't sing for me
Give me a shock to the system
In the end we return to nothing
What's another nail in the coffin?

Fall short in your breathing
Eyes wide, stare at the ceiling
No fear and no feeling
It's left me numb

One more for the reaper
He's been hot on my tail
But I've been trying to dig a little deeper
'Cause the pain don't feel like it used to feel, no
I've seen enough, I crave the rush
So I'll dig a little deeper

A little deeper still
 
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This is something i started listening in 2019 and got obsessed with this, i like that it has sad melody and beautiful beats, i love sharing music with others, its whole another lever of pleasure when someone listes to my favorite music :)
 

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