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Tikialia

Tikialia

I became the person I swore I'd never become
May 7, 2023
65
Mourning by Keiichi Okabe. Got the NieR: Automata OST put on loop. ❤️
 
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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
Pasasenger
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,235
After The Burial-Death Keeps Us From Living :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











I've been through hell
The familiar feeling
The bitter taste
Polluted smell
Vile beatings
Vitals meeting in silence
Pull me down into the depths with the wicked
Coal and bone surrounding
I see the ice upon my breath

I won't fear for nothing as nothing awaits
Everyday is a beating that I can take
Internal bleeding
Surface remains clean
Suffering
Suffering
We abandon

Unearth the saints of
Struggle
Through the lows of the grieving
Tunnel
The light never finds it's direction
Death keeps us from living
Buried with these scars
It tears us apart
Inhale the burn of drifting embers
Of the distant pyres we remember
Death keeps us from living
Buried with these scars
It tears us apart
Nothing can save you from this pain
Nobody can save you from
Nobody can save you from this pain
We offer full embrace, suffering

Worn memorials
(Wretched)
Lost souls
(Hopeless)
Our time
Slips through the fault lines
Rise and Fall
In the woes of repetition

Oblivion

We carry ghosts
The godless head
Of pure despair
Gripped by the throat
Release me from
This curse I abandoned
I abandoned

We are the saints of
Struggle
Through the lows and the grieving
Tunnel
Where the light never finds it's direction
Death keeps us from living
Buried with these scars
It tears us apart

Inhale the burn of drifting embers
Of the distant pyres we remember
Death keeps us from living
Buried with these scars
It tears us apart

Nothing can save you from this pain
Nobody can save you from this pain
We offer full embrace, suffering

Death keeps us from living
(Suffering)
Death keeps us from living
(Suffering)
Death keeps us from living
Buried with these scars
It tears us apart
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,223
 
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unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,139
Place of Memory
 
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donniedisposable

Member
May 15, 2023
8
What music are you listening to at the moment? For me, I am listening to In the End by Linkin Park.
the past is a grotesque animal by Of Montreal , its pretty long and repetitivve in sound but something about it feels so comforting
 
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THRESHOLDBRAT

THRESHOLDBRAT

New Member
May 17, 2023
3
 
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TwistedGirl

Member
May 17, 2023
6
Joy Division.
 
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unnormal9

unnormal9

SOLDIER T.
Apr 12, 2023
1,139
"Shallow" (f/ Book of Right Ons)
 
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leaf23

Specialist
Dec 12, 2020
335
Fra Lippo Lippi - Everytime I See You



You know how sometimes there's this popular song you know the melody of, almost know some of the lyrics, but don't know the title of, or the singer? This was the bgm of a public space when I was in a few days ago. It got stuck in my head so now I'm mostly listening to Fra Lippo Lippi, synthpop, new wave, that kind of 80s stuff. I also learned something new! Their band name apparently came from a Robert Browning poem. Very cool.
 
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CloudyNight

CloudyNight

Wake me up before you go go
Apr 15, 2023
63
Sunset park by flamingosis
 
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Float On Okay

Float On Okay

I won’t be okay.
May 13, 2020
53
The Classic Vinyl channel on SiriusXM has been hitting the spot recently.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,235
Rihanna-SOS :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:











La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la, oh
You know, I've never felt like this before (oh, oh)
La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la, oh
This feels like, so unreal (oh, oh)

I'm obsessive when just one thought of you comes up
And I'm aggressive, just one thought ain't close enough
You got me stressing, incessantly pressing the issue
'Cause every moment gone you know I miss you

I'm the question, and you're of course the answer
Just hold me close, boy, 'cause I'm your tiny dancer
You make me shaken up, never mistaken
But I can't control myself, got me calling out for help

S-O-S, please, someone help me
It's not healthy for me to feel this
Y-O-U are making this hard
I can't take it, see it don't feel right

S-O-S, please, someone help me
It's not healthy for me to feel this
Y-O-U are making this hard
You got me tossing and turning, can't sleep at night

This time, please someone come and rescue me
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me
Love is testing me, but still I'm losing it

This time, please someone come and rescue me
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me
Got the best of me, so now I'm losing it

Just your presence, and I second guess my sanity
Yes, it's a lesson, it's unfair, you stole my vanity
My tummy's up in knots, and when I see you, it gets so hot
My common sense is out the door, can't seem to find the lock

Take on me (uh-huh), you know inside you feel it right
Take me on, I could just die up in your arms tonight
I melt with you, you got me head over heels (over heels)
Boy, you keep me hanging on, the way you make me feel

S-O-S, please, someone help me
It's not healthy for me to feel this
Y-O-U are making this hard (Y-O-U are)
You got me tossing and turning, can't sleep at night

This time, please someone come and rescue me
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it ('cause you on my mind)
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me
Love is testing me, but still I'm losing it

This time, please someone come and rescue me (someone come and rescue me)
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me
Got the best of me, so now I'm losing it

Boy, you know you got me feeling open
And, boy, your love's enough with words unspoken
I said, boy, I'm telling you, you got me open
I don't know what to do, it's true
I'm going crazy over you, I'm begging

S-O-S, please, someone help me (somebody help me, yeah)
It's not healthy for me to feel this
Y-O-U are making this hard (oh, why you makin' this hard for me, baby?)
You got me tossing and turning, can't sleep at night

This time, please, someone come and rescue me (someone rescue me)
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it
I'm lost, you got me lookin' for the rest of me
Love is testing me, but still I'm losing it

This time, please someone come and rescue me
'Cause you on my mind, it's got me losing it (all of the time)
I'm lost, you got me looking for the rest of me
Got the best of me, so now I'm losing it

La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la, oh
Oh, oh
La-la-la, la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la, oh
Oh, oh
 
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Rogue Proxy

Rogue Proxy

Enlightened
Sep 12, 2021
1,316
Little Big - "Antipositive"
 
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simplymiserable

Hi
May 21, 2023
35
sound of silence
 
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Alltheywanted

Alltheywanted

I'll just lay here and die
Mar 6, 2023
325
"Wolf at the door" by Radiohead
 
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AerialBoundaries

The Songs of Distant Earth.
Sep 18, 2022
432
A lot of Mike Oldfield's 90s stuff, lately.
 
LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,981
I only listen to music at a very low volume because of ear problems, but I have been listening to Evanescence, they have always been my favourite band.
Evanescence are AWESOME!
 
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esthe

esthe

for the tainted sorrow in languor dreams of death
May 9, 2023
46
 
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Rocinante

Rocinante

My name is Lucifer, please take my hand
Aug 26, 2022
1,223

 
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Vincent666

Vincent666

New Member
May 20, 2023
2
Merry Go Bye Bye, by Mr. Bungle.

 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
8,235
Make Them Suffer-Ghost Of Me :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:










See you when you hit the bottom
You think a mother's ever been so proud?
A falling wretch, they clipped your wings
Heaven sent from the burning clouds

You know my face, remember me
When everybody has forgotten you
Once all your friends have left, you'll see
That it gets lonely at the bottom too
Sinking deeper yet, pull me from the depths
Please hold me close, never let go
We're going down, down, down
(Wе're going down, down, down)

(Do you really want to hurt me now?)

But if I'm gonna stay
Would you noticе?
We're falling out of place
We're so hopeless

You know my face, remember me
When everybody has forgotten you
Once all your friends have left, you'll see
That it gets lonely at the bottom too
Cry yourself
To death upon your bed of broken crowns
Once placed upon you
Find yourself
Or run and hide beneath your self-made hell

But if I'm gonna stay
Would you notice?
We're falling out of place
We're so hopeless
We gave in (we gave out)
We gave up (we gave up)
We gave up everything we had
It's all about to break

Do you really want to hurt me now?
Do you realize that you hate yourself?
Can't be you, it's everybody else
Can't be you, it's everybody else
So you really want to hurt me now?
We both know it's 'cause you hate yourself
Can't be you, it's everybody else (can't be you, it's everybody)
Abandon the ghost of me
The ghost of me
But I don't want to stay
Do you really want to hurt me now? (hurt me now?)
Do you really want to break me down? (break me down?)
Do you really want to hate yourself? (hate yourself?)
Do you really want to put me out? (put me out?)

See you when you hit the bottom
You know my face, remember me
The ghost of me becomes a part of you
 
Disappointered

Disappointered

Enlightened
Sep 21, 2020
1,272
A great band call Nailbomb...and all i can say is "you had me at Nailbomb".
 
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