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Ben

Warlock
Sep 12, 2018
784
The only limit to methods is your imagination, but there are methods that are definitely better than others. Everyone has their preferences, but are there any methods you would like to publicly speak negatively about to maybe raise awareness of their consequences?
 
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Ben

Warlock
Sep 12, 2018
784
I'll start with the method I posted here. Shallow water blackout. If you want to dig deep in the thread list, you can read about how it failed me.

It's a natural phenomenon that can happen to anybody, but in reality, it's extremely hard to pull off intentionally. I made it sound easy, and it's not. I would delete that thread if I could. I don't want to be the reason somebody becomes a vegetable because I told them about SWB. I would rank SWB very low on the list of methods you should consider. Both for difficulty to pull off, and the dangerous consequences of failure.
 
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Threads

Warlock
Jul 13, 2018
721
Tramadol OD.

don't do it. Why? Serotonin syndrome. It's not a pleasant way to go. Also the seizures with Tramadol OD are fucked.
 
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weedoge

Banned
Jul 12, 2018
1,525
I'll start with the method I posted here. Shallow water blackout. If you want to dig deep in the thread list, you can read about how it failed me.

It's a natural phenomenon that can happen to anybody, but in reality, it's extremely hard to pull off intentionally. I made it sound easy, and it's not. I would delete that thread if I could. I don't want to be the reason somebody becomes a vegetable because I told them about SWB. I would rank SWB very low on the list of methods you should consider. Both for difficulty to pull off, and the dangerous consequences of failure.
Actually you can delete it by asking a moderator. Someone else kindly posted a little bit of information about how SWB mostly happens to trained divers who have already dived to a depth and then as the pressure drops when you come up you blackout right before you reach the surface and gasp for air. It was a bit eye opening about why so many people might have struggled, sorry for your experience anyway and no harm done.
 
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Ben

Warlock
Sep 12, 2018
784
Actually you can delete it by asking a moderator. Someone else kindly posted a little bit of information about how SWB mostly happens to trained divers who have already dived to a depth and then as the pressure drops when you come up you blackout right before you reach the surface and gasp for air. It was a bit eye opening about why so many people might have struggled, sorry for your experience anyway and no harm done.

Thanks weedoge I didn't know that was a option. If it's in the rules, my bad for not noticing it. That thread being up is bugging the shit out of me lol
 
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Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
Anything not done by legally operating euthanasia doctors. Because you'll be safe.
 
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weedoge

Banned
Jul 12, 2018
1,525
Anything not done by legally operating euthanasia doctors. Because you'll be safe.
How do you define safe? When you're trying to end your life and it's not possible to access a euthanasia doctor, then what?
 
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stargazer

Arcanist
Nov 19, 2018
433
Is hanging with padding around the neck pretty painless? Before seconds to blackout and gone?
 
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Sinbad

Sinbad

Self-Annihilation is loading...95%
Nov 27, 2018
542
Cutting your wrist.

It's way too painful with a high chance of failure.

This method is usually attempted on impulse. Because it's freaking easy to cut yourself, no need for any preparation.

Don't do it, please.
 
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mattwitt

# 978
Jun 28, 2018
2,307
I really don't recommend anything except for N because of peacefulness and reliability.
 
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DeletedUser4739

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Drug (prescription and/or illegal) pills and cocktails...too many variables, severe short and long term consequences that may be worse than what fuels to urge, and low success rate.
 
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Is hanging with padding around the neck pretty painless? Before seconds to blackout and gone?
I don't know that pain would be as much of a concern as the instinctual urge to get air. If the instinct is somehow prevented from interfering, it's possible that the further you get from consciousness, the less pain you may feel.
 
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TiredHorse

Enlightened
Nov 1, 2018
1,819
Partial sure seems to a tough one to make work.

Any exsanguination: too painful, too hit-or-miss.

OTC/benzo-based cocktails seem like Big Pharma Roulette.

Paracetemol OD: ghastly way to go.
 
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Sinbad

Self-Annihilation is loading...95%
Nov 27, 2018
542
I really don't recommend anything except for N because of peacefulness and reliability.
I agree with you, but like 99 % of suicidal souls here or anywhere in the world won't have a chance to get their hands on N.
 
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stargazer

Arcanist
Nov 19, 2018
433
Dumb question but why is partial hard? I saw a web cam archive where a guy I Sweden did it live many many years ago? Sure paramedics arrived but he died it looked like partial near his window blinds
 
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Ben

Warlock
Sep 12, 2018
784
I agree with you, but like 99 % of suicidal souls here or anywhere in the world won't have a chance to get their hands on N.

I never even entertained that as a option. I'm not sending 500 bucks to some dude in Mexico who tells you packages sometimes get lost
 
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Minudah

Stupid
Dec 3, 2018
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Sinbad

Self-Annihilation is loading...95%
Nov 27, 2018
542
I never even entertained that as a option. I'm not sending 500 bucks to some dude in Mexico who tells you packages sometimes get lost
hahaha that 'some dude in Mexico' is a very happy man.
 
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Ben

Warlock
Sep 12, 2018
784
hahaha that 'some dude in Mexico' is a very happy man.

No kidding. I wouldn't trust a grim reaper that has a debit machine instead of a scythe haha
 
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Donewith_

Elementalist
Sep 28, 2018
876
Drug (prescription and/or illegal) pills and cocktails...too many variables, severe short and long term consequences that may be worse than what fuels to urge, and low success rate.

Why are cocktails not reliable? Are you talking about the ones mentioned oh Peph or some other?
 
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OkTotti

Wizard
Nov 6, 2018
616
I never even entertained that as a option. I'm not sending 500 bucks to some dude in Mexico who tells you packages sometimes get lost
He seems to be the only legitimate source to obtain N. in the world... though..

Shipping and customs is a bit out of his hands
 
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Ben

Warlock
Sep 12, 2018
784
He seems to be the only legitimate source to obtain N. in the world... though..

Shipping and customs is a big out of his hands

Just because he's the only option doesn't make him a good one. I personally don't have that kind of money to spend on a hope and prayer.
 
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weedoge

weedoge

Banned
Jul 12, 2018
1,525
I never even entertained that as a option. I'm not sending 500 bucks to some dude in Mexico who tells you packages sometimes get lost
Understandable but I was under the impression that he made good on those who had lost their packages.
 
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Kingkelly

Mage
Dec 3, 2018
532
Why are cocktails not reliable? Are you talking about the ones mentioned oh Peph or some other?
It seems you need hundreds of pills to get the job done. That many pills can be hard and expensive to aquire. That's why od on pull can leave you in bad shape and really sick. Its a miserable way to be. I am trying myself to get the cocktail just right. The ones in the resource section seem reliable enough but the meds listed are hard to get and outdated. Sigh I'm looking for amitriptyline myself now. If I had 200 Valium I'd take them lol
 
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weedoge

Banned
Jul 12, 2018
1,525
Why are cocktails not reliable? Are you talking about the ones mentioned oh Peph or some other?
Of course there is an endless list of cocktails that won't kill you but there is also a decent handful of cocktails that will reliably and peacefully kill you in a similar way to N, their main downsides being cost and availability and having to swallow so many pills. The statistics are massively skewed due to "overdose" being such a wide range of different things.
 
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OkTotti

Wizard
Nov 6, 2018
616
Dumb question but why is partial hard? I saw a web cam archive where a guy I Sweden did it live many many years ago? Sure paramedics arrived but he died it looked like partial near his window blinds
Plenty of threads on here of members trying to do partial but they were unable to do it. The survival instinct is very difficult to overcome... every method to CTB is hard if you think about it
 
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weedoge

weedoge

Banned
Jul 12, 2018
1,525
Partial sure seems to a tough one to make work.

Any exsanguination: too painful, too hit-or-miss.

OTC/benzo-based cocktails seem like Big Pharma Roulette.

Paracetemol OD: ghastly way to go.
Right, Partial is the one that comes to mind for me, or at least I would make people aware that unless you have the balls to just drop and not back out even disregarding discomfort, then it's not going to be as simple as most people describe unfortunately. Seems a LOT of people here have tested and attempted partial and decided they would rather wait months to obtain something more peaceful and I think that says something.

think some of the cocktails that contain benzos aren't actually bad though, just that a large benzo dose is a good way to sedate yourself for hours on end, great for the cocktails where the method of death isn't very peaceful.
 
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