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DiscussionWhat method would you use for CTB? And what is the reason for it?
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For me it would be the night-night method since it doesn't require much and is said to be painless since you pass out before succumbing to brain death. Also it wouldn't leave such a mess and you can do it in the privacy of your own home, for me it's perfect.
For me it would be the night-night method since it doesn't require much and is said to be painless since you pass out before succumbing to brain death. Also it wouldn't leave such a mess and you can do it in the privacy of your own home, for me it's perfect.
Primary method is nitrogen gas method as it is peaceful and painless, backup method is sn if something wrong happened with my nitrogen setup and I don't die then I will take sn
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Hydrogen sulfide, definitely. Very quick, very effective, no vomiting or anything, and your body stays intact, just don't do it in a crowded area or you could hurt someone else.
And it's cheaper than nitrogen gas.
For me it would be the night-night method since it doesn't require much and is said to be painless since you pass out before succumbing to brain death. Also it wouldn't leave such a mess and you can do it in the privacy of your own home, for me it's perfect.
Hydrogen sulfide, definitely. Very quick, very effective, no vomiting or anything, and your body stays intact, just don't do it in a crowded area or you could hurt someone else.
And it's cheaper than nitrogen gas.
My preferred method is CO via char coal, or, if available, mixing sulfuric + formic acid. It needs good preparation but char coal is usually available anywhere, anytime without restrictions, and CO is pretty effective without alarming SI.
I don't know which specifically but I'd just want something that'll knock me out and I peacefully die unconscious. I could buy a gun but that's messy as hell and to be frank I am a coward when it comes to pain, plus my face being a pile of mush... yuck.
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Primary method is nitrogen gas method as it is peaceful and painless, backup method is sn if something wrong happened with my nitrogen setup and I don't die then I will take sn
I don't know which specifically but I'd just want something that'll knock me out and I peacefully die unconscious. I could buy a gun but that's messy as hell and to be frank I am a coward when it comes to pain, plus my face being a pile of mush... yuck.
In my case all the methods are either inaccessible, risky or just horrible/incredibly difficult to go through with, at least for me suicide feels like pretty much an impossibility, it's horrible how Nembutal isn't an option, to be able to pass away peacefully in such a way sounds so incredibly ideal to me, but of course it's far too good to be true.
And OP if you want to read about SN then it explains it in detail in the suicide resource compilation, if people want to read about methods then just go there.
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To me all the methods are either inaccessible for me, risky or just horrible/incredibly difficult to go through with, at least for me suicide feels like pretty much an impossibility, it's horrible how Nembutal isn't an option, to be able to pass away peacefully in such a way sounds so incredibly ideal to me, but of course it's far too good to be true.
And OP if you want to read about SN then it explains it in detail in the suicide resource compilation, if people want to read about methods then just go there.
thank you very much, i'll check that out
i understand your feelings about suicide, i've attempted multiple times before, ofc unsuccessful and it feels very hopeless and you feel like a failure but at least we know that one day it's gonna be over no matter what, that kinda comforts me in some way
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Considering SN eventually, if I can get my hands on some. I also might try some form of improvised hanging, or taking the route of jumping. If I'm going to jump, I want to be as drunk or high as absolutely possible so I don't really even have time to think about it.
Finding the drugs to get me into that state is the hard part- and alcohol might not have the effect I want. I'd also have to consider the time and place, and if I want to leave any words behind. Sometimes I'm not sure if it's worth writing anything, since it's not going to ease anyone's mind if they choose to care. <3
Considering SN eventually, if I can get my hands on some. I also might try some form of improvised hanging, or taking the route of jumping. If I'm going to jump, I want to be as drunk or high as absolutely possible so I don't really even have time to think about it.
Finding the drugs to get me into that state is the hard part- and alcohol might not have the effect I want. I'd also have to consider the time and place, and if I want to leave any words behind. Sometimes I'm not sure if it's worth writing anything, since it's not going to ease anyone's mind if they choose to care. <3
saving up lethal doses of medication + some common lethal poisons that grow around here and hoping for the best.
if that doesn't work, jumping off a bridge or partial suspension. both are hard to do as there is no where i can hang myself without traumatising someone (it's either my family or kindergarteners and both are horrible options), and the bridge part is just hard because there aren't many in germany that you can jump off which have a probability of killing you. i might do it when i'm on vacation in another country.
saving up lethal doses of medication + some common lethal poisons that grow around here and hoping for the best.
if that doesn't work, jumping off a bridge or partial suspension. both are hard to do as there is no where i can hang myself without traumatising someone (it's either my family or kindergarteners and both are horrible options), and the bridge part is just hard because there aren't many in germany that you can jump off which have a probability of killing you. i might do it when i'm on vacation in another country.
In my case all the methods are either inaccessible, risky or just horrible/incredibly difficult to go through with, at least for me suicide feels like pretty much an impossibility, it's horrible how Nembutal isn't an option, to be able to pass away peacefully in such a way sounds so incredibly ideal to me, but of course it's far too good to be true.
And OP if you want to read about SN then it explains it in detail in the suicide resource compilation, if people want to read about methods then just go there.
Currently my preferred method is either night-night, if I can get that to work, or shallow water blackout, since then it wouldn't look like a bus-catching but an accident.
i don't know. whenever i'm sick my mum just hands me entire packages of medication, including antibiotics. i am really allergic to pencillin in larger amounts and have had to go to the hospital before over a tea spoon full of it. i plan on saving whatever i get and taking it all at once. i doubt it'll do much as i'm hoping atropa and hemlock do the heavy lifting.
since N is out of the question, SN would be ideal. i can't get a gun in my country and the nitrogen/exit bag method seems too complicated, i'd probably mess up.
I would use a little click button. Kinda like when you're subscribed to a company's email flyers that start to annoy you. Just clic unsubscribe to life. And be done.
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I would use a little click button. Kinda like when you're subscribed to a company's email flyers that start to annoy you. Just clic unsubscribe to life. And be done.
Unfortunately we have to put ourselves through some shit
I hate the police so much for ruining the simple options for me. Not simple but maybe peaceful. Oh and I wasn't treated like a patient I had several pistols pointed at my forehead while I was asked where my sealed bag of sn was
Ngl full hanging seems like a good option since it's like 10 seconds at max of pain and then it's done, SN is a good option but getting an anti-emetic is just uggggghhh.
Yes, in the relatively low ppm range. If you mix it in a bucket and put your head right over / next to it (or hell, if you're inside a car and mix a bucket of it) it'll be at that 600+ ppm range which is pretty much instant death. It destroys your nervous system before you can even register the pain. They call it a "knock down" effect when it occurs, because you are knocked out within 10 to 15 seconds, then die within minutes like the diagram says.
Yes, there's vomiting, if you don't mix enough. This diagram was made for situations where a leak may occur in a large factory, instead of deliberate production in a small enclosed space.
For me it would be the night-night method since it doesn't require much and is said to be painless since you pass out before succumbing to brain death. Also it wouldn't leave such a mess and you can do it in the privacy of your own home, for me it's perfect.
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