Discussion What method would you use for CTB? And what is the reason for it?

[Nights]

Cyanide, i can't think of any method that's more peaceful than cyanide, cyanide kills you in seconds, it's painless, you won't even feel anything, there's no way you will be "rescued" even if the ambulance and everyone in this earth tried to "rescue" you

 

[highjumping]

Cyanide, i can't think of any method that's more peaceful than cyanide, cyanide kills you in seconds, it's painless, you won't even feel anything, there's no way you will be "rescued" even if the ambulance and everyone in this earth tried to "rescue" you

how do you get it tho and what do you do with it?

 

[Nights]

how do you get it tho and what do you do with it?

Cyanide isn't this easy to get at least for me, cyanide is deadliest poison on earth, it's usually used for murdering people by governments due to how effective and hard to detect it is, cyanide will kill you within seconds without any pain, the way of how cyanide works is blocking cells from using oxygen, i think there's threads about cyanide here, if not then you can google cyanide

 

[highjumping]

Cyanide isn't this easy to get at least for me, cyanide is deadliest poison on earth, it's usually used for murdering people by governments due to how effective and hard to detect it is, cyanide will kill you within seconds without any pain, the way of how cyanide works is blocking cells from using oxygen, i think there's threads about cyanide here, if not then you can google cyanide

thank you, i'll definetly look into it, it sounds like a dream

 

[meowmeowkitty]

Cyanide, i can't think of any method that's more peaceful than cyanide, cyanide kills you in seconds, it's painless, you won't even feel anything, there's no way you will be "rescued" even if the ambulance and everyone in this earth tried to "rescue" you

i 100% agree, or jumping from a very high altitude.

 

[greg2000]

Hyrdrogen Sulfide "detergent" for me. Next Saturday unless some miracle happens before then. Fairly easy and from everything I know and have studied. It's quick and painless. I ordered the 2 chemicals online which was easy. The like sulfur was expensive because of shipping.
Will park car in abandoned parking lot. Have a 10gal garbage can on passenger seat floor. Will add HCL, FaceTime my daughter, then dump in the lime sulfur when I hang up. Should put me our with in 30 seconds.

 

[00nobody00]

Once I decide I have had enough of myself, I would like to scour the streets for heroin or fentanyl so I can fall asleep and never wake up

 

[waverinthought]

I would prefer SN, it's very straightforward once you get your hands on it and there's little physical consequences should the attempt fail. My back up should I not obtain SN would be assisted hanging because its extremely accessible.

 

[busybee]

As a primary method I would use nitrogen gas but I would also use something slow acting as a back up. There are certain medications that need a while to absorb so there would be a failsafe for the case I got found to avoid living with braindamage. I would be hospitalised where they have strong medications and can induce comas while I would still be in a haze from what I have done so I don't think dying that way would be as scary to me anymore.

 

[alonely]

My top option right now is nitrogen, because I think I could do it successfully first try and the ease and legality of getting all the materials and ease of having a backup story if I were to be questioned about any of those materials. Only problem is not having a car to get the N2, been thinking about how to get around that...

N would be a top option if it were easier to get.

Would prefer CO over N2 also, but I would want to do it from a tank of pure CO rather than charcol or chemical mixing, and getting a tank of CO is hard to explain away.

Also thought about just going with a gun, one item, one shot, high success, not too much to think about getting it perfect as long as I aim right. Just never been into guns, would want to go practice at a shooting range a few times, then buy one based on that experience, then would need to figure out a remote place to go to do it.

Jumping would be another option, traveling to an ideal place wouldn't be an issue. That one mostly would have other people around though, not exactly ideal.

SN is too risky now in terms of wellness checks. Plus it would be difficult to get antienemics, don't think I could lie well enough.

Hanging calls to me because I could do it any time. It's tempting, always. But suffocating is not for me, same reason I wouldn't go with drowning or nightnight, and there is a high risk of failure.

 

[sppplmgwiwlkiwbtft]

As a noob I tried to slit my veins open but apparently it requires a lot of physical strength because I tried it two times and both of them weren't even dangerous for my wellbeing lmao and just left deep scars
Now I'm thinking about taking all pills prescribed to me in one go. Ik it's kinda messy but rn I don't have any other options

 

[Sweet Tart]

N would be ideal but I have no way of acquiring it. I'm panicking because my situation is about to get worse when my emotionally abusive family returns home in a few days. I had hoped to have a method at my disposal by now and ctb while they are away. The thought of being here when they return is very overwhelming. I can't take being with them any longer and have been unable to find any way out.

May try night night or partial for ease of access, tho from what I've read, I'm not very confident these will go smoothly. My original plan was to take a massive amount of insulin along with benzos, so I sleep thru my body seizing and slowly shutting down. I am afraid it won't work and I'll end up in a psych unit with organ damage. Sigh.