What method would you choose? Old opened N, Drug overdose or Jumping from 25th floor?

[watermelonsugaré]

My life has become almost unbearable at this moment and I think cbt is my only way out at this point, I've got 3 methods at my disposal.

5 months opened N sealed tightly sealed but opened a few times (although I'm doubtful I'll be able to do this method due to reports of the taste being unbearable)

I've also got access to Meto (anti-vomit agent), 300 MG of Morphine, 1075 MG of Promethazine, 100mg Zopiclone flushed down with alcohol (I read a cbt manual that listed this method as an alternative to phenobarbital, but it seems a bit too good to be true so I'm not sure)

And the last method would be jumping from the 25th floor

What method would you choose and why?
Thank you

 

[hungry_ghost]

I would take the morphine, and then drink the N.

I'm not sure if the former would affect the efficiency of the latter, but, at least it would probably calm my nerves, if not contribute to the quiet death.

 

[Nirrend]

Prob leaving with Opio and Benzo OD, even if it's not that reliable and that here people avoid OD.
Like you I have access to OD on opio and benzo, my stuff is ready, don't know how to make this more reliable. When I was planning to ctb, I was thinking to put multiple layers of tape on my mouth just after having swallow the drugs to OD. Like that, even if vomit, I will die of asphyxia while being unconscious.


I would like to go with N but for the moment, it's not possible. For the taste, maybe dissolve some syrup or sugar in it ? Idk

Good luck ❤

 

[Cantbereal]

Prob leaving with Opio and Benzo OD, even if it's not that reliable and that here people avoid OD.
Like you I have access to OD on opio and benzo, my stuff is ready, don't know how to make this more reliable. When I was planning to ctb, I was thinking to put multiple layers of tape on my mouth just after having swallow the drugs to OD. Like that, even if vomit, I will die of asphyxia while being unconscious.


I would like to go with N but for the moment, it's not possible. For the taste, maybe dissolve some syrup or sugar in it ? Idk

Good luck ❤

Won't the vomit come out nose? I also have opio a d benz. Need a way out now!

 

[lemonhoney]

i would prob risk it with the N

But lmk if u don't want it anymore..

 

[Nirrend]

Won't the vomit come out nose? I also have opio a d benz. Need a way out now!

When the body is unconscious, the rejection reflexes are abolished.

You can vomit, but there will be no reflex or cough to evacuate what is bothering you.

So there will probably be some through the nose but also a lot in the oesophagus.

And since it is possible to breathe a little even while under an OD, it's a question of time before the vomit end up in the trachea and the lungs.

I think it's also possible to take a bath, go in a pool or put the head above a basin filled with water. Like that, it's possible to drown during the OD and increase the reliability.

One day, I'll probably have to test it, so, you'll see if I never come back here again or not

Wishing you the best ❤

 

[Cantbereal]

When the body is unconscious, the rejection reflexes are abolished.

You can vomit, but there will be no reflex or cough to evacuate what is bothering you.

So there will probably be some through the nose but also a lot in the oesophagus.

And since it is possible to breathe a little even while under an OD, it's a question of time before the vomit end up in the trachea and the lungs.

I think it's also possible to take a bath, go in a pool or put the head above a basin filled with water. Like that, it's possible to drown during the OD and increase the reliability.

One day, I'll probably have to test it, so, you'll see if I never come back here again or not

Wishing you the best ❤

How much oxy and klonopin do you think it should take? These are what I have. Ty

When the body is unconscious, the rejection reflexes are abolished.

You can vomit, but there will be no reflex or cough to evacuate what is bothering you.

So there will probably be some through the nose but also a lot in the oesophagus.

And since it is possible to breathe a little even while under an OD, it's a question of time before the vomit end up in the trachea and the lungs.

I think it's also possible to take a bath, go in a pool or put the head above a basin filled with water. Like that, it's possible to drown during the OD and increase the reliability.

One day, I'll probably have to test it, so, you'll see if I never come back here again or not

Wishing you the best ❤

How much oxy and klonopin do you think it should take? These are what I have.

 

[Sad_Sack]

Well I definitely would not jump. The moments leading up to the actual jump and then the fall would cause much more discomfort than the bitter taste of the N. I'd go with the N. The taste only lasts for moments and isn't going to be as bad as you probably think. I'm sorry you are finding yourself at this point. N has a long shelf life, 20 to 50 years I'm reading, so don't feel you need to rush into it. You have it for when you need it. I doubt opening it a couple times is going to matter. I don't know what your situation is but it might improve and if it doesn't you are sitting on the holy grail of ctb methods.

 

[Nirrend]

How much oxy and klonopin do you think it should take? These are what I have. Ty

How much oxy and klonopin do you think it should take? These are what I have.

mm, it depends mate,

Firstly I'm not incitating you and I hope that you are sure of your choices

Then, I'm not a doctor, pharmacist.

To talk about my case, I will take a little more than the lethal doses of each drugs (you can find it on the web for both but if I remember for oxy, it's around 180mg. You can also search people relating their experience, or you can search the amount you'll have to take to fall unconscious. Considering your weight, stomach emtpy, tolerance)

Of course, to make such researchs, use Tor on "Safer"/"Safest" mode (shield icon of your browser) to keep your privacy.

Then I'll add alcohol (but without taking too much of it and avoid those which can lead to vomit because of the taste, that can cause fails)
So I'll take alcohol to feel good and to potentiate the breathing depression effects the drugs will cause.

In fact I can't be really helpful because Idk your amount of pills.

In my case it's
-600mg of oral morphine
-1500mg of pills morphine
-900mg valium
-200mg alprazolam
-25mg oxyde
-225mg zopiclone
+ alcohol

Hope I helped

Wishing you the best ❤

 

[Cantbereal]

How much oxy and klonopin do you think it should take? These are what I have. Ty

How much oxy and klonopin do you think it should take? These are what I have.

Als

mm, it depends mate,

Firstly I'm not incitating you and I hope that you are sure of your choices

Then, I'm not a doctor, pharmacist.

To talk about my case, I will take a little more than the lethal doses of each drugs (you can find it on the web for both but if I remember for oxy, it's around 180mg. You can also search people relating their experience, or you can search the amount you'll have to take to fall unconscious. Considering your weight, stomach emtpy, tolerance)

Of course, to make such researchs, use Tor on "Safer"/"Safest" mode (shield icon of your browser) to keep your privacy.

Then I'll add alcohol (but without taking too much of it and avoid those which can lead to vomit because of the taste, that can cause fails)
So I'll take alcohol to feel good and to potentiate the breathing depression effects the drugs will cause.

In fact I can't be really helpful because Idk your amount of pills.

In my case it's
-600mg of oral morphine
-1500mg of pills morphine
-900mg valium
-200mg alprazolam
-25mg oxyde
-225mg zopiclone
+ alcohol

Hope I helped

Wishing you the best ❤

Thanks for the info. Are you overdosing as your way out? I do have some morphine but wow you have a lot.

 

[jodes2]

I'd definitely choose N. Peaceful way to go

 

[Cantbereal]

mm, it depends mate,

Firstly I'm not incitating you and I hope that you are sure of your choices

Then, I'm not a doctor, pharmacist.

To talk about my case, I will take a little more than the lethal doses of each drugs (you can find it on the web for both but if I remember for oxy, it's around 180mg. You can also search people relating their experience, or you can search the amount you'll have to take to fall unconscious. Considering your weight, stomach emtpy, tolerance)

Of course, to make such researchs, use Tor on "Safer"/"Safest" mode (shield icon of your browser) to keep your privacy.

Then I'll add alcohol (but without taking too much of it and avoid those which can lead to vomit because of the taste, that can cause fails)
So I'll take alcohol to feel good and to potentiate the breathing depression effects the drugs will cause.

In fact I can't be really helpful because Idk your amount of pills.

In my case it's
-600mg of oral morphine
-1500mg of pills morphine
-900mg valium
-200mg alprazolam
-25mg oxyde
-225mg zopiclone
+ alcohol

Hope I helped

Wishing you the best ❤

I counted 650 mg oxy
Only 45 mg klonopin.

I have lots of other drugs but they are propranolol, trazadone, zanaflex...

 

[Nirrend]

I counted 650 mg oxy
Only 45 mg klonopin.

I have lots of other drugs but they are propranolol, trazadone, zanaflex...

Ok nice, I guess it could work, like it couldn't.. We can't predict OD..

Yes OD is my method..

I just can't do SN.. seems too awful for me

Wishing you the best ❤

 

[Cantbereal]

Ok nice, I guess it could work, like it couldn't.. We can't predict OD..

Yes OD is my method..

I just can't do SN.. seems too awful for me

Wishing you the best ❤

What are you doing for vomiting?