What method will you be choosing?

[NoHorizon]

Based on access, my three in order of most likely to least likely are: SN, train, hanging. I don't know much about hanging so I need to look more into it but it's probably more likely I'll just take SN with my limited additional drugs (no benzos and only an OTC AE).

 

[corpse]

Since I only have access to SN, I will use SN as my method.

 

[disabledlife]

I'm sad N methods doesn't exist anymore.

 

[BrainSplatter]

I'm sad N methods doesn't exist anymore.

Yeah I've seen it mentioned on here but SN seems to be the main focus idk much about it but I assume it's next to impossible to access that's why so little are choosing it

 

[disabledlife]

Yeah I've seen it mentioned on here but SN seems to be the main focus idk much about it but I assume it's next to impossible to access that's why so little are choosing it

I understand.

 

[BrainSplatter]

I understand.

What's so great about it? Is it less painful than SN or faster? I'll look into it more maybe it's on DWMs

 

[so-so2]

I live right by an overpass, but I'm too much of a baby to actually do anything.

 

[NoHorizon]

What's so great about it? Is it less painful than SN or faster? I'll look into it more maybe it's on DWMs

It's the method used in euthanasia of animals. Pretty much as instant and painless as you're going to get. As far as I understand all dark web sources are scams. The only way it's been available for a long time is purchasing face to face from dodgy vendors in South America. It's illegal and very heavily regulated in just about every country.

 

[disabledlife]

In fact, before COVID-19, N was widely available and easily sold online, even in countries like those in Latin America. It's the product often used for euthanasia and assisted suicide in countries where it's legal, and also for veterinary euthanasia. This product was so successful that it prompted investigations by many authorities in various countries around the world aimed at shutting down sales networks. Now, only scammers remain. To make matters worse, the PPH book and its updated online version, PPeH, published by Exit International, which also listed N sellers, are no longer accessible because Exit International has blocked access for people aged 50 and over, thus blocking access for anyone younger. Since around 2021, there are no more reliable N sellers, no way to get PPH or PPeH, and now SN (which is the poor man's solution) is becoming increasingly restricted because more and more authorities know that it is used for CTB!
Pro-lifes ruin pacific CTB, a painful torture and a life's prison

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish I could have the option to just painlessly cease existing more than anything but of course I exist in this horrific dreadful anti-suicide world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, it's all so terrible and dreadful, I see so much cruelty in how suicide is seen as a crime even know this deeply undesirable torturous existence was imposed in the first place with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just peacefully free myself from the burden of existing.

 

[Vlad Tepes]

I have almost everything I need for SN. I have never felt such great release in my miserable years on this earth before.

 

[woodlandcreature]

Partial or fsh. I'm hoping that I'm strong willed enough for it because it's what's accessible to me. I'm tired for waiting.

 

[orca1717]

Just finishing off getting the last of the bits I need for SN. It's been a brief time here with an account but I appreciate these forums and all the information freely given.

 

[BrainSplatter]

It's the method used in euthanasia of animals. Pretty much as instant and painless as you're going to get. As far as I understand all dark web sources are scams. The only way it's been available for a long time is purchasing face to face from dodgy vendors in South America. It's illegal and very heavily regulated in just about every country.

Interesting I'll avoid the dark web then not looking to get scammed. I do have an old friend who works in a veterinary clinic we reconnected last month after over 4 years was nice to see her again. I've seen her maybe 3-4 since but yeah idk how I'd even go about asking maybe she'd do it for money but then again idk how that would affect her like her giving me the drug that would kill me. I could see if they were hiring she said she had no previous experience and still got the job I don't think she works with any medication though she just grooms the animals I doubt it's kept that securely maybe in a private room with a key or something it does seem like a lot of trouble tbh I'll see if I can get any SN

Just finishing off getting the last of the bits I need for SN. It's been a brief time here with an account but I appreciate these forums and all the information freely given.

I wish you peace and comfort when you leave us

 

[deadmanwalking1990]

My first kiss was way back in 1999 when I was just 12 years old. Back then I wasn't a depressed kid, I was a very happy kid who enjoyed and loved life and I had no chronic pain. Things changed for the worse in the last 10 years of my life and now I'm both depressed and suffer from chronic pain. As for the note, I wont be leaving a note to anyone.


In my country nobody has ever died from SN poisoning and forensic labs are very underequipped. I will stage the circumstances to appear like i died from a drug overdose. The reason - my parents will be less sad if they think that I've died of overdose than of suicide.

Bro have you seen what the body looks like after SN,there is no way they wont figure out it wasnt a drug OD,Macedonia has better forensic labs than my country,and even here they could and would figure it out,when i get PM available i would like to talk to you about my method if you dont mind

 

[Macedonian1987]

Bro have you seen what the body looks like after SN,there is no way they wont figure out it wasnt a drug OD,Macedonia has better forensic labs than my country,and even here they could and would figure it out,when i get PM available i would like to talk to you about my method if you dont mind

Well, at least I could try. My plan is to make it look like I bought some illegal drugs laced (mixed) with SN. I gotta try and do everything possible. I don't want my parents to think that I killed myself. I want them to think that I took some dirty drugs. People in my country often die from dirty drugs.

 

[deadmanwalking1990]

Well, at least I could try. My plan is to make it look like I bought some illegal drugs laced (mixed) with SN. I gotta try and do everything possible. I don't want my parents to think that I killed myself. I want them to think that I took some dirty drugs. People in my country often die from dirty drugs.

Isnt it more logical you buy those dirty drugs instead of SN,cause trust me you cant cover up SN,there is no drug that leaves the body blue like SN does ,trust me,i wanna make it look like an accident too,but SN is not the method for that

 

[Dark Mood]

My favorite choice would be SN, but with my history as a drug addict, I think, I have no chance to get it. So I'll probably dance with the rope

 

[Yaalya]

i planing to combine sn and charcoal co. i have all the meds for sn (benzos enough for a elephant, AEs, prop, painkiller) and i also making a co test in my room back in 2020 and reached 7k ppm. i am confident with my method. i think this combo gives a very low chance to fail cuz one of this ctb methods are very reliable if done correct.

 

[fallingbehind]

CO, and if it fails, jumping.

 

[martyrdom]

An elaborate method that will involve pulverizing my pelvis and then self immolation.

 

[dead dav]

Full suspension hanging hands secured once you step off no going back

 

[angrybakunawa]

I'm also from the UK and I'm having a hard time finding the easiest way for me ctb. I wish guns were easily accessible but then I probably also cannot afford it.

 

[MiaSanMia]

The one I can find lmao