Discussion What mental health problems do you have?

[dogemn]

It's well known that most people who die by suicide suffer from mental health problems. Which ones do you have? Personally I suffer from clinical depression, social anxiety disorder and substance addiction (alcohol, benzos and opioids/heroin).

 

[geogaddi_676]

Chronic insomnia, depression, social anxiety, addiction issues.

 

[Trav1989]

Honestly my only mental health "problem" is depression which stems from being subjected to this fabricated reality we humans have created for ourselves. Sure, the overlords get to sit in their ivory towers enjoying themselves while the drones attempt to find some semblance of meaning and worth from toiling for them but for some of us who want nothing to do with any of such it's one hell of an existence to say the least. Being able to see everything for what it is and having the willpower to avoid getting involved or believing propagandized blanket statements from others truly requires a considerable amount of personal agency.

Yeah, I could go out and work some shitty job, meet some random woman who is at least somewhat supportive, and have kids, then buy some house at triple market value and be in debt for 15-20 years, have a decade or two of relative enjoyment, then die but I have no real interest in playing the game of life.

I have SN now and I am so very tempted to just use it right now and say sayonara to this world and everything it entails but here I am, still waiting for something to finally push me off the edge.

 

[WhatDoesTheFoxSay?]

Childhood trauma due to a toxic upbringing and maladaptive coping behaviours that developed as a result of it, such as people-pleasing and being terrified of people getting angry with me.

 

[J&L383]

Major Depressive Disorder, Autism (Diagnosed but I don't think I actually have it), Generalized Anxiety Disorder (Idk if I still meet criteria though), Body Dysmorphia (Not formally diagnosed but my therapist and I agree), Unspecified Feeding and Eating Disorder (UFED).

I think I have all those, too, and that's just to start.

 

[Done_with_the_world]

I have c-ptsd, depression, and borderline personality disorder with psychotic features. My doctor thinks I may have bipolar too. I also have misophobia, but that is a separate thing entirely.

 

[sitring_lonely]

Borderline, biid and something else maybe, all psychs have given me a different diagnosis not surprising since they're all a ridiculously expensive useless talkmeat in the end

 

[a_tired_autist]

Well my name is self explicit. But more than that I've got depression.

 

[__dystop1a__]

BPD, ADHD, bulimia, probably ptsd

 

[ItsyBitsyWeetard]

It's well known that most people who die by suicide suffer from mental health problems. Which ones do you have? Personally I suffer from clinical depression, social anxiety disorder and substance addiction (alcohol, benzos and opioids/heroin).

Clinical depression anxiety disorder social anxiety and I have other symptoms like brainfog chronic headaches visual snow tinnitus body pains tremors muscle twitches chronic fatigue high body temperature floaters bfep all these symptoms and mental illnesses completely ruin my life im lonely my brain doesn't function and I have to watch everyone around me live their lives and I had a good life and it was completely fucking robbed by my condition everything went to shit my life used to be amazing now its unbearable and there's no hope I've been to 7 therapists tried meds tried ketamine infusion therapy im just ready to go man people like me with chronic illnesses should be allowed to make these choices and not to mention all these symptoms developed out of absolutely fucking nowhere first it was intrusive thoughts then brainfog then the other symptoms then I got mentally ill and I was treated like shit in school and up until that point I never touched any alcohol or any substance and these symptoms came out of nowhere. My life ended the day my brain stopped functioning properly I cant pursue my dreams and I can barely function

 

[Tig]

Bi polar, CPTSD, severe depression, severe anxiety, traumatic loneliness.
Didn't even know traumatic loneliness was a thing, till a few weeks ago.
Trying to get help for wanting to commit suicide, I gained another label, for the bargain price of $250, just made me even more determined to CTB.
Psychiatrists, Therapists and Counselors,
are all just hustlers, living high on the hog off other people's pain, misery and suffering.........
Fux them all

 

[Major Tom]

I had TBI as an infant, severe ADHD, OCD, emotional stunting and anxiety trough adderral since 6 , which changed me from extrovert to introvert with bad social skills, and now smiling depression with exited masochistic suicidal ideation.

 

[Leiot]

Bipolar II

 

[orias.rlz]

Bpd, social anxiety, depression, addiction, eating disorder

 

[Z-A]

Panic disorder, on benzos and ssri daily.

 

[TrulyCursed]

Depression, anxiety and autism

 

[PixelPlant]

Depression and ASPD. I could also have PTSD but i've lied a lot.

 

[Privateer2368]

PTSD.

 

[onlyforever1]

moderate depressive disorder (lol this is just because my therapist is nice and doesn't want to have me committed so she hasn't changed it to severe) anxiety, OCD, gender identity disorder, probably in the beginnings of giving myself an eating disorder after 30 years of trying

 

[Marco77]

I don't have any mental pathology or even particular disorders. Mine will be a rational suicide. Living sucks.

 

[ConstantPain]

Depression, anxiety, PTSD, rheumatoid arthritis, fibromyalgia, TMJ, migraines, and I'm a useless piece of s#it as I am told everyday.

Was diagnosed schizoaffective years ago too but don't agree with that one.

 

[whydidthishappen]

Complex Ptsd.
Life long BDD., formerly an ED. (Anorexia but I've had both that and bulimia at one point during my worst stint in a hospital)
BPD (?), although I don't trust the doctor who diagnosed me with it but it's undeniable I meet certain criteria
Bipolar, manic episodes replete with medication induced manic depression.

Probably also autism, although never formally diagnosed as a female. Definitely neuro divergence

 

[pandorasactor]

Well that's tonight cause I'm in an asian household that doesn't believe in mental health so I never really got diagnosed. The only thing I actually got diagnosed was auditory processing disorder, my parent wanted a diagnosis but didn't do any treatment.

I suspect I have ADHD, CPTSD, and general depression. I wish I can get diagnosed, but that would lead to me to get yelled at. Plus I don't think my parents would believe me. I don't want to self diagnose cause thay bad and not helpful but idk what to do.

My suspicion of CPTSD is strong. Like I remember a traumatic event, get snapshots in my mind, can tell you details of that event but don't remebr anything else. I remebr a time were my dad hit me so hard repeatedly that I need myself because I didn't want to go to karate training with him while I was a little kid, I had to do training with soiled underwear. This memory I can explain in great detail, but cannot tell you anything else about the day.

 

[Pol]

bpd

 

[darkness456]

Depression, anxiety, and having to deal with a phobia.

 

[CogitoMori]

I'm undiagnosed, but I'm definitely autistic and show a lot of symptoms of borderline.

 

[graveface]

Bipolar + PTSD

 

[bathinginmymisery]

professionally diagnosed with major depression and severe anxiety, as well as pocd.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

CPTSD, OCD, Panic Disorder, night terrors etc
eating disordered for 20+ years.

 

[Wonhun]

BPD

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

Autassassinophilia