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What makes you want ctb?

  • social phobia and isolation

  • physical / health problems

  • loss of a loved one

  • no reason in particular

  • other

  • feeling of loneliness


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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,864
Loneliness and isolation.
That, and I'm depressed as hell and apparently socially retarded and a piece of shit.
 
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TripleA

TripleA

life is a struggle you cannot win
Sep 25, 2020
274
The system
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,359
BPD and Bipolar, anxiety, self harm, childhood sexual abuse, no job, debt, poor living situation etc etc etc, the list can go on and on and on. It's probably quicker to say why I don't want to end my life.
 
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KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

Account Wipe.
Apr 30, 2020
2,700
Mostly Chinese citizenship. (I ticked physical)
I have other concerns but idc about them.
 
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