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starboy2k

starboy2k

“I’ve been digging my own grave for years”
May 21, 2025
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started smoking 🍃 recently after being off it for over a year and 7 months…………


now I know why I was so addicted to it before.
the knee deep shit doesn't stink now.
im at peace with not being/having/aspiring to anything. except death…..
i feel so lightheaded and so unbothered.


i luv it. <3
 
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3rdworldsadness

3rdworldsadness

Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
313
I wish I could smoke!! It's one of the relaxing thing I did...but it was very short time of smoking as my mom is mysoginist and Muslim she won't allow it. I used to hide and smoke ironically, I started smoking to get cancer. Hah but I forgot it takes huge time or it won't even happen. But knowing it takes 7 minutes of my life made me so happy lol. Happy smoking!
 
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ZwartHartje

ZwartHartje

Experienced
May 5, 2026
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You mean smoking weed, yes? I hope not tobacco... myself I'm very, very severely allergic to tobacco smoke, even in the open air I get immediate respiratory distress from it.
But cannabis is very nice, it smells lovely, always reminds me of Amsterdam where I used to travel sometimes. Not any longer now, as I'm too broken to travel now.
But back then I even smoked weed myself occasionally.
 
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