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Soylent

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Oct 12, 2023
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I have the goal to jump from >220 meters on pure concret so … pretty sure it will be 100% if I overcome SI and I'm not the hidden son of Superman.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,426
For me- it's always been my creative job. The scale of what I've wanted has changed over the years though. I used to want to work for the top companies- as I guess we all do. Reality has taught me that all that glitters isn't gold though. When I have worked for larger companies, the experience hasn't always been good. If I could get enough work to sustain myself financially and continue to work at home on my own- that would be enough for me. Doesn't seem utterly unreasonable- get paid reasonably for a job you enjoy. Kind of depressing how rare I think that is. How about you OP?
 
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CrazyDiamond04

CrazyDiamond04

Metal Fan- Wants to hang Under The Oak
May 8, 2023
493
Personal contentment and satisfaction. Shedding of life's worries and a consistent sense of ease and tranquility.
 
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edu0z

edu0z

carried away by a moonlight shadow
Aug 25, 2021
552
being able to eat more than 10 eggs in less than two hours... I have never been able to do it but I know that one day my time will come.
 
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ringo99

ringo99

Mage
Apr 18, 2023
536
13 years ago? Happily married with a couple of kids in my own home working a reasonably well paying job with great career prospects. (yes I was a cliche)

Now? A quick and relatively painless death
 
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Kit1

Enlightened
Oct 24, 2023
1,097
To be able to remain humane at all times and just be able to make a positive difference in every interaction I have with follow human beings, furry friends and the environment.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,839
What I would see as successful is succeeding in ctb, as such a thing is so difficult. I believe if one manages to permanently escape from this pro-suffering society on their own terms they are both courageous and fortunate as it isn't like we can just choose to permanently switch off our existence. There's the fact that suicide is purposely made so inaccessible and also the fact that we are programmed to survive, with potential risks of the suicide plan somehow going wrong. I envy those who manage to succeed so much, they are the only true fortunate ones to me.
 
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134340

Student
Aug 23, 2019
164
I want more than anything to be content. I have never reached a point of contentment in my whole life.
 
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gbi2

Specialist
Jul 10, 2023
311
I've always perceived success as reaching a point at which you know your treatment of everything around you is fully justified.
 
SpiritualDeath

SpiritualDeath

I return to the raiding shadows of death.
Sep 9, 2023
209
Protecting my non-existent children from coming into this horrid existence and pointlessly suffer.
Breaking the chain of senseless reproduction and ending one of these cycles of exploitation and suffering with me.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,206
My suicide to non-existence forever . non-existence solves all problems instantly and forever, never a chance of extreme pain nor of extreme suffering ever, all bad memories forgotten , the escape from and forgetting of this evil world , undoing the imposition.... To infinity and beyond

To me my suicide would be the most rational act. Sitting here feeding these trillions of cells they call a human Body I'm imprisoned in watching click bait youtube is not rational
 
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ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
I don't even know. I got vague answers like "be happy" or "find inner peace" but I don't even know how I would go about doing that. I need some help regrading this but, at the same time, I have to discover this alone as i know myself best
 

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