Elv_ira
Member
- Jul 18, 2021
- 9
Drug od in the mountains w sum pink Floyd drummin' in the background n sunset peakin'. *Def's not over thought*
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hlynn95
Anxious Loner
- Oct 2, 2021
- 44
Getting as high as I can off the drug "Molly" (pure MDMA), which then makes me feel fearless, and jump off a bridge. I was considering hanging myself but I'm scared of doing it wrong then having more damage to live with. I actually haven't taken molly (or ecstasy) in a year because I'm scared if I do, I may end up hurting myself or really going through with suicide. This drug makes you feel so empowered and fearless! It is a very fun trip... hmm, makes me wanna take it again thinking about it now lol
Don't be so pessimistic! Don't say you should've never been born. Your poor mother would be very sad to hear you say that :(
peacefulhorizons
Wizard
- Dec 31, 2019
- 676
I want to press the button on a IV drip of N while being in a cabin in the mountains with it snowing outside. Pure bliss lol.
phoenixx
Experienced
- Apr 8, 2019
- 261
I won't be doing it anytime soon but I've had my plan prepared for quite a long time now. I'll do partial hanging at a hotel. I'd book a room for two days. When I get there, I'll prepare everything (the rope, laying out my letters and ID etc). Then I'll spend the rest of the day/night drinking, getting high with pills, hurting myself and whatever else I want to do. Do the things I haven't been able to. Maybe get some sleep if I can. Next day I'll drink some more and take more painkillers to help with SI and then I'll hang myself. This is my perfect suicide.
Either taking sleeping or pain meds or dying when jumping off a building.
Brokensaddle
Student
- Sep 28, 2020
- 185
I have through a lot about this. I mean I've spent months planning how my funeral going to be. After I die my will says I have a basic funeral where my body going cremation. I've banned my family from attending, I don't mind a couple of friends attend but I doubt they care enough. I've asked for 2 songs to played. One when my body is carried in and the other at end.
Preferably at home, going to bed and peacefully dying in my sleep whilst never waking up again. Alone in the apartment. Probably have to move into a hotel room for this.
finish.me
I need you to feel this
- Jul 14, 2021
- 142
i want to feel warm and comfortable. i dont even want to know im fading
hlynn95
Anxious Loner
- Oct 2, 2021
- 44
That would be traumatizing for the hotel maid who finds you dead though! You must think about who will find you and what the suicide scene would look like.
flowerpetalashtray
like smoke
- Jul 31, 2020
- 7
going to a really beautiful spot in nature when the weather is nice, in the middle of nowhere. i would listen to the sounds of nature until i'm nice and relaxed. then i would shoot myself
Darkover
Archangel
- Jul 29, 2021
- 5,641
sex drugs music then die in my sleep disappear off the planet like a mystery
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phoenixx
Experienced
- Apr 8, 2019
- 261
I forgot to add that I'll be doing it in the bathroom. I'm going to leave a note on the door saying not to enter and to call the police. That should stop any hotel staff seeing my body.
Blondi
Iš Lietuvos
- Feb 2, 2021
- 168
Getting euthanized painlessly by an attractive woman in the hotel.
Freedom Believer
Forever alone.
- Dec 23, 2019
- 351
Death is beautiful
Warlock
- May 20, 2021
- 792
I would like to press a special button and erase my entire existence
Evelyn McHale was photographed after her suicide. It's not the way I'd choose to go, but she looked so peaceful.
For me it would be The Sarco Machine.
Go to my parents house to steal then burn all memories of myself (pictures, documents, a couple of things from when I was an infant).
Jumping from the highest point I could find into a river.
I don't want my body to ever be found. Maybe I'd call the non-emergency police line to let them know not to bother with a missing person investigation.
Jumping from the highest point I could find into a river.
I don't want my body to ever be found. Maybe I'd call the non-emergency police line to let them know not to bother with a missing person investigation.
Helplessturtle79
Member
- Aug 28, 2021
- 45
Something clean and not messy. My room would be clean. I'd have arrangements for my friend to get rid of my drugs and sex toys before letting my parents or anyone else go through my shit.
I'd like an eco friendly burial. I like the idea of returning to the earth and growing a tree over me, or doing that thing where they turn you into a reef in the ocean. We've fucked the planet so bad, so I want to hurt it as little as possible when I'm gone.
The perfect method would leave me minimally disfigured. I'm transgender and I do not want to be buried as a "man". I want to look like a woman when I'm dead and I want that shoved in the face of my father, who's like 90% of the reason behind me wanting to die. He'd ideally be super upset and change his ways or something, but that probably wouldn't happen.
I'd like an eco friendly burial. I like the idea of returning to the earth and growing a tree over me, or doing that thing where they turn you into a reef in the ocean. We've fucked the planet so bad, so I want to hurt it as little as possible when I'm gone.
The perfect method would leave me minimally disfigured. I'm transgender and I do not want to be buried as a "man". I want to look like a woman when I'm dead and I want that shoved in the face of my father, who's like 90% of the reason behind me wanting to die. He'd ideally be super upset and change his ways or something, but that probably wouldn't happen.
Obviously assisted suicide. Just peacefully falling asleep and then nothing. Ideally surrounded by my loved ones, but I wouldn't do that to them.
My body can be used however seems most useful , science/medicine. It's just a shell at that point. Then cremated. Don't want to take up more useless space.
Peaceful (likely N), facing the shore. Good news as that is going to be manageable
