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What is your method of choice ?


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illAF

Experienced
Jun 19, 2023
279
Please answer N or SN only if you can have access to these method.

I'm just curious.

Please mods, delete this poll if it has been already done or if anything is wrong :)
 
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hikikomorizombie

hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
771
my method of choice would be a heroin overdose, then a firearm, but since neither of those are available to me i'm unfortunately gonna have to jump :p
 
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Silent_cries

Silent_cries

I wish I could delete my trauma...
Aug 10, 2021
1,061
Was litterary about to make this poll myself lol.

My method is full suspension hanging as I don't have any other choice due to my current situation, plus any blood choke related methods has too high of a risk to fail for my taste and is too difficult to get right anyways.
 
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barkbark

Jan 22, 2024
66
if i had access to it, which i hope one day i eventually will get access to a source, id prefer SN (or N, but being realistic.) i have access to a firearm but it's too violent — and as dumb as it is, scary — for me and i would prefer it being a calmer, quieter process for me. SI is too scary on hanging or jumping but those are my backup plans.
 
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Silent_cries

Silent_cries

I wish I could delete my trauma...
Aug 10, 2021
1,061
Was litterary about to make this poll myself lol.

My method is full suspension hanging as I don't have any other choice due to my current situation, plus any blood choke related methods has too high of a risk to fail for my taste and is too difficult to get right anyways.

If I could have chosen freely it would have been either od or poisoning with something painfree.
 
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TiredOfAllThis

Arcanist
Feb 5, 2024
447
SN. Hopefully, soon - I can't stand it anymore. Only my cats keep me going.
 
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Tokugawa_Yoshinobu

Tokugawa_Yoshinobu

Arcanist
Sep 10, 2023
424
Tournique method.
 
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letsmakeitagoodworl

Member
Sep 25, 2022
78
my method of choice would be a heroin overdose, then a firearm, but since neither of those are available to me i'm unfortunately gonna have to jump :p
Mine to would be heroin or opiates but I dunno how to get them and our country has strict border control.

I have to try a shit posioning with foxglove combined with maintaining a very low hemoglobin & a tonne of sleep meds to hopefully increase the chances. But I'm scared to try
 
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DesperateOne

DesperateOne

Specialist
May 25, 2023
313
Please answer N or SN only if you can have access to these method.

I'm just curious.

Please mods, delete this poll if it has been already done or if anything is wrong :)
At first it was SN, but after seeing the symptoms and how long it takes to go out I've swapped to hanging where I will be out in 5-10 seconds and I will feel the panic/anxiety only for that small period of time. If I lived in the US tho shotgun would most definitely be my method.
 
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hikikomorizombie

hikikomorizombie

Ouch
Jan 15, 2024
771
Mine to would be heroin or opiates but I dunno how to get them and our country has strict border control.

I have to try a shit posioning with foxglove combined with maintaining a very low hemoglobin & a tonne of sleep meds to hopefully increase the chances. But I'm scared to try
i don't blame u for being scared to try :o i'm scared of jumping too, & from what i've seen on watchpeopledie poisoning's the worst way to go. it sucks that suicide's been shunned so much by society that we have to die in ways we don't want to :// i wish u luck<3
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
35,374
Mine isn't accessible, it's such a hellish and evil world where Nembutal is made inaccessible, the option to peacefully cease existing should be there at all times.
 
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illAF

Experienced
Jun 19, 2023
279
i don't blame u for being scared to try :o i'm scared of jumping too, & from what i've seen on watchpeopledie poisoning's the worst way to go. it sucks that suicide's been shunned so much by society that we have to die in ways we don't want to :// i wish u luck<3
What is watchpeopledie ?
 
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illAF

Experienced
Jun 19, 2023
279
a site where u can watch people die. think liveleak remastered.
Could you dm me or give me the adress ?
At first it was SN, but after seeing the symptoms and how long it takes to go out I've swapped to hanging where I will be out in 5-10 seconds and I will feel the panic/anxiety only for that small period of time. If I lived in the US tho shotgun would most definitely be my method.
At first it was SN, but after seeing the symptoms and how long it takes to go out I've swapped to hanging where I will be out in 5-10 seconds and I will feel the panic/anxiety only for that small period of time. If I lived in the US tho shotgun would most definitely be my method.

Yeah it is SN for me too. But now I'm scared. But I tried hanging many times and SI is just too strong... And just as you, i wish I could live in the USA to have access to a gun...
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,275
My methods of choice would have been N or SN but am going with partial hanging :(
 
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timetodie24

Wizard
Apr 14, 2023
606
Probably partial. Would prefer Jumping though if I can find somewhere high enough that is accessible to me (researching this atm)
Although may be out of my hands. I'm waiting for message with my instructions for date but it may also specify method and place. So then it's no longer a choice.
 
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illAF

Experienced
Jun 19, 2023
279
Probably partial. Would prefer Jumping though if I can find somewhere high enough that is accessible to me (researching this atm)
Although may be out of my hands. I'm waiting for message with my instructions for date but it may also specify method and place. So then it's no longer a choice.
I don't understand the second half of your message... If you feel like explaining :)
 
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timetodie24

Wizard
Apr 14, 2023
606
I don't understand the second half of your message... If you feel like explaining :)
I tried to explain it in a thread yesterday and people called me insane 😂 (eventhough I have evidence it's all legit) so don't really feel like explaining again
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
10,086
My method of choice is CO with charcoal bc of easy availability and effectiveness.
 
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Sugarplum

Member
Feb 12, 2024
12
I'm still trying to sort it out. I'm wondering about combining methods, like hanging and OD.

Ideally I'd love to be able to go to Switzerland or use death with dignity in the US, but Switzerland is too expensive, and in the US, at least in Oregon which I think is the most progressive, you have to have a terminal diagnosis of 6 months or less. I'm not sure if there's a way to cheat that by VSED. I've already gone 50 hours with only coffee, water and 4 Oreos lol, but I think the not drinking part would be a lot more difficult.

I have access to a lot of medications, but the problem is my metabolism is insane and a lot of stuff just doesn't work at all, so I don't know what dose it would take to actually cause any problems. I've known several people who OD'd and all of them just ended up surviving with damage to their bodies.

I joined the forum to be able to use the search function and ask questions to determine what combo might work best for me, considering.
 
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bluebird16

Student
Feb 27, 2023
151
Drowning in the sea. I'm forced to. Can't find SN. Everything else is inaccessible to me.
 
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letsmakeitagoodworl

Member
Sep 25, 2022
78
i don't blame u for being scared to try :o i'm scared of jumping too, & from what i've seen on watchpeopledie poisoning's the worst way to go. it sucks that suicide's been shunned so much by society that we have to die in ways we don't want to :// i wish u luck<3
It makes me so sad to hear your scared too, I'm not sure how to explain it (I don't mean you made me feel worse) I think it just makes me so sad someone is in as much pain as I'm feeling (& I know how absolutely awful it is to seriously wanna die but be so scared of the act that it somehow keeps, at least me, alive more & more days. I've actually been so annoyed today as I felt slightly better with depression, in the past that would be good but now it just feels it's taking me further away from my ability to end myself. Sorry that turned into a vent.

I can't blame you for not wanting to complete it, I know personally I could never jump & it would be so hard. It's so unfair euthanasia is so impossible to access.
Even for terminal medical illness in our country they have made it so it's almost impossible for anyone to use it unless they are willing to die before they are ready, eg once someone is considered medically quite unwell (yet still fully capable of choosing logically) they take the choice away. I'm nit sure of the details but a friend's close relative was unable to use it for this reason & had to suffer for weeks. I think it's because they have to decide very near the time they want it to occur.

I've poisoned myself several times, only once was a true attempt, that one was peaceful as you could possibly get (80 zopiclone) well I did vomit them immediately as the taste is awful but I'd barely put them down my throat so I just swallowed them again. The only research articles online at the time (2017) quoted deaths from a few people on much lower doses so I thought it was guaranteed to work. Now im so sad to know I could probably swallow the hundreds I have & not die. The panadol & anti Ds were awful nausea/vomiting even with maxed out antinausea (110% don't recommend).

I've taken a small amount of foxglove before & ended up in coronary care so I know it can be potentially very lethal, however so many factors can effect its potency & the stuff i have is now 2+ years old & it's hard to determine if it loses potency even though I have maybe 30x the amount I took before. I just dont think there would be anything worse then sedating myself nearly into a coma on benzos and then going thru days of godknowswhat and to wake up to a complete mess. I think that would almost be worse then existing in some ways
 
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Eternal Sleep

Eternal Sleep

Member
Dec 7, 2020
5
I, like many people just want a peaceful death. But like many, I am surprised how hard it is to OD, at least without the very real risk if making yourself worse off.
 
throneofdispair03

throneofdispair03

is a mistake
Jan 10, 2024
236
my ideal method would be firearm, idealy shot by someone else. but it's not available, so partial hanging is mine.
 
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Doemu

Doemu

⸸ I am my own end ⸸
Feb 4, 2024
212
I would like to dying underwater, i love water to much and it's relaxing to me. I don't think i can hold breath enought to die with Shallow Water Blackout, so i will need to just got drowned. I dont mind, i want to die underwater looking at the sun.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
10,086
What is this method?
 
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notherenotnow

notherenotnow

july 3rd
Oct 7, 2023
226
SN. Probably the easiest option for me. If I somehow wont be able to buy SN, then OD or hanging.
 
vak

vak

🏅🇨🇿
Feb 13, 2024
239
I keep staring at two big English Yew trees in a nearby park, seems like a nice way to go in theory, The dosage is tricky though 😞
 

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