What is your main reason for wanting to commit suicide?

[QiTianDaSheng]

It was always mental/life based.
Serious social issues, few friends, spergy weirdo, detest people who like me (aggressively low self worth), long history of self sabotage, isolation - various things that make finding a partner unlikely.

These last 6 months though I have had horrific fatigue and cloudy thinking. I have zero energy to dig out of the hole, as I have forced myself to do many times before. Possibly covid/vax related, but damn, I'm practically bed ridden.

 

[RoundaboutResolved]

At the time... to get away from my ex-wife and my marriage!

(It finally ended & I moved in with friends)

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Not being born the correct sex and overwhelming jealousy towards those who are the sex I wish I was.

 

[Abandoned Character]

I don't want to be responsible

 

[WorthlessTrash]

Why do you sound like an AI bot on every comment? I'm sorry if you're a real person (I highly doubt that), but you talk like a bot trying to kill everyone.

They're autistic.

and being negative about life doesn't mean you're trying to kill everyone. They're expressing their views on existence, which they are allowed to do. If you want more positivity about life, the recovery section on this forum is probably where you want to hang out. You're not going to find many people positive about life in this section.