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Wrath

Wrath

Long live my dead dreams.
Dec 12, 2024
93
I know that some methods require fasting, but what will you be eating before then.
Personally having a large last meal feels like too much work. I don't like food that much anyways. I'll have my favorite shrimp chips before starting my fast.
What's yours?
(asking just in case someone has a snack idea that I forgot lol)
 
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qewpie

qewpie

bedbound, bouncing, broken
Aug 3, 2025
159
hopefully a yummy mango
 
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TBONTB

Enlightened
May 31, 2025
1,114
Food has been such a pleasure and a curse for me in life. But right now I don't get that much out of it. I don't really think I'll be in the mood.
 
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Care

Care

Member
Jun 2, 2025
26
Probably some salmon sushi or homemade steak. Who cares about eating parasites when I'll be gone before they can hurt me 😋
 
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woofwag

woofwag

Bad dog
Sep 17, 2025
464
Oooooh shrimp chips are so good!! Honestly I don't want my last meal to be something really appealing to me since I worry I'll just want to binge more food and not go through with it. Maybe pizza and some chocolate the night before. Nothing the day of.
 
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strayed

strayed

big back
Sep 26, 2025
11
My mom's soup, or a chicken burrito from my local burrito joint. I've been pretty addicted to both and I wouldn't mind either being my last meal.
 
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madwoman

madwoman

what a shame she went mad
May 7, 2025
615
I've been preparing for awhile and have just been eating all the last things I want to eat as I am continuing to prepare. I remember asking people what their death row last meal would be and people thought I was crazy so now I'm wondering if it shows how much I think about death. So anyway, I always thought McDonald's burger and fries and chocolate milkshake. I think that would make my stomach hurt and I don't want to feel sicker than I need to the day before and of so at some point I want that meal - but probably not from McDonald's. Not sure what day before and day of yet.
 
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PaxAmericaX

PaxAmericaX

Member
Sep 27, 2025
38
Planned my final meal last week and it would be: Roast beef flavoured Monster Munch crisps (though im vegetarian); some marshmellows and hand full of jellybeans... and for drink i am having coffee and later Cherry Coca Cola....
 
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MicahBell

MicahBell

the coke keeps me slim, booze gives me personality
Feb 11, 2025
134
I know that some methods require fasting, but what will you be eating before then.
Personally having a large last meal feels like too much work. I don't like food that much anyways. I'll have my favorite shrimp chips before starting my fast.
What's yours?
(asking just in case someone has a snack idea that I forgot lol)
since im broke and cant really cook anything, probably just a glass of tea
 
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Ruru-san

Ruru-san

Trust US with your mental health.
Mar 3, 2023
51
A good lasagne.
 
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Kurwenal

Enden sah ich die Welt.
Apr 9, 2025
139
Honestly I don't want my last meal to be something really appealing to me since I worry I'll just want to binge more food and not go through with it.
I feel this so much. Good food is one of the precious few things left that I enjoy, and if I did set a date and choose to eat something absolutely delicious beforehand, I suspect I'll end up in the kitchen rather than the morgue. Finding the will to actually cook is certainly becoming more and more rare. But on the days where I do eat something that speaks to me, deep down, it's kind of like a very good band-aid for my being, with painkillers built into it, or something. Doesn't last long, but it really is special.

To answer the original question: probably something Italian. Pizza, pasta, risotto: I'm not sure. I like an eggplant, artichoke and spinach pizza. I also have a beetroot and kale risotto I love. And a well-made aglio e olio can't be beaten. Gelato afterwards wouldn't hurt. Aperol Spritz for good measure. What I would give for the strength to go buy groceries and cook something.
 
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waqs

waqs

/hikki/
Sep 9, 2025
58
a popeyes chicken sandwich, i have no idea how to cook and i love their sauce </3
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
927
I will eat strawberries as my last meal. Why strawberries you may ask? The reason is simple. The only person who ever truly loved me with all my flaws was my grandmother. She passed away more than 20 years ago but when she was alive in her garden she had amazingly tasty strawberries.
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,373
2 mcchickens with extra mayo and medium fanta is my favorite order. if i ctb in the morning instead of at night, i'll want to eat 2 hashbrowns. i think that i'll feel less motivated to kill myself if i dont eat mcdonald's. i want to eat them in my car and then drive to where i'll ctb.
 
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ABadPerson

ABadPerson

something’s off | internet black goop
Oct 24, 2025
106
Maybe a lot of jelly, I used to love the school meal ones as a little kid.
 
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dearlydeparted44

Specialist
May 21, 2025
303
BBQ ribs, potato salad, and a nice chef's salad.
 
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Drogon

Lost And Gone Forever
Aug 16, 2025
113
Chicken wings and fries
 
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Alex_Was_Here

Alex_Was_Here

Dictated, but not read.
Apr 7, 2023
60
I know that some methods require fasting, but what will you be eating before then.
Personally having a large last meal feels like too much work. I don't like food that much anyways. I'll have my favorite shrimp chips before starting my fast.
What's yours?
(asking just in case someone has a snack idea that I forgot lol)
After loosing my appetite for the last month or two and not having that much spending money. I am now budgeting my meals and planning to specifically eat peanut butter whole grain & seed sandwiches. With a side of frozen fruit & veggies, and a glass of oat milk. All in all 30$ and after a week I still have a week's worth of peanut butter and and bread so I'll just need to spend another 15$ the next week. Like 90$ or less a month? Why that food combination? Because it should contain almost everything you need, and it's the only things I've managed to get down before today. I don't wanna wither away but I'm really just not hungry. (Theres also nothing here I have to cook, the hardest part is making the sandwich.) This will probably just turn out to be my last meal, I lost all interest in anything that used to make me happy, and I use to be a foodie funny enough.
 
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thebayleaf

thebayleaf

my thoughts will follow you into your dreams
Nov 6, 2025
60
last time i tried to ctb i bought a really nice expensive steak a couple hours before... only to leave it on the stove too long and cook it well done 😭. absolutely devastating blunder.
 
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KenDuh

KenDuh

Student
Nov 1, 2025
109
I would like ice cream
 
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TwistedNightmares

TwistedNightmares

Broken beyond repair
Nov 1, 2025
240
Hopefully it would be chicken schnitzel with chips, gravy and salads. If not that, I probably wouldn't eat anything as a last meal to be honest.
 
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Lest3

Lest3

Silence
Nov 3, 2025
27
instant ramen
 
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joey2424

joey2424

Member
Nov 2, 2025
99
My favourite comfort food is Korean tofu stew. I always eat this when I'm feeling sick or if I have a hard day. I think this would be a suitable last meal for me.
 
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somethingisntreal

somethingisntreal

Self sabotaging day #178406
Aug 30, 2025
167
Ice cream and dark chocolate!
 
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JadedBeing

JadedBeing

Hey, I'm using SanctionedSuicide
Sep 17, 2025
198
I am a fat person at heart. Fortunantely i have a fast metabolism so i'm always thin no matter how much i eat.

I need atleast a week before i CTB to eat every Chinese food i know of, Pizza, mcdonalds, KFC, Ben & Jerrys and much more. But if i had to Pick one last meal i guess i would eat fried noodles with chicken.
 
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yosukelvr

yosukelvr

Rei
Nov 6, 2025
11
air fried salmon seaweed and kewpie with rice, cherry cola, karaage and my moms soup and maybe a mango 🤤
 
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Michelstaedter

Michelstaedter

Specialist
Feb 25, 2025
320
The quesadillas my mother has made for me these past few years... Or a "tamal verde", so at least I can take away a good memory of this fucking country.
 
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nullsoul

Member
Oct 8, 2025
87
My favourite comfort food is Korean tofu stew. I always eat this when I'm feeling sick or if I have a hard day. I think this would be a suitable last meal for me.
I like kimchi stew with saury that I made
 
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doomedforsure

i cant handle this shir
Oct 13, 2025
60
mcmorning i guess
 
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happy2die

happy2die

Student
Nov 5, 2025
102
nothing an eating disorder is one of the reasons why im ctb🙂
 
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