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Past-Expiry-Date

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Jan 19, 2019
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My research lately has focused on fatal hypothermia, essentially on land (but perhaps partly also in shallow water where drowning is not possible), at an air temperature ranging between +2 and +6 degrees Celsius (to prevent frostbite), and heavily under the influence of sedatives combined with 1 litre of premium vodka.
 
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burninghill

burninghill

Arcanist
Dec 2, 2025
427
Jumping.

I wish we had tall enough buildings here to jump from. The tallest is a 78 meter student accomodation which I have had the pleasure to go to the top of. Unfortunately it's built very stragely and in a way where there is actually no rooftop access on the top floor and to jump you'd need to smash a window as there are bars on every single window that can open.
Our tallest bridge is 36 meters from the road and I understand it has to be over 50 for a virtually guaranteed fatality, not to mention that it is a suicide hotspot and is patrolled often. I'd also have to scale a 2 meter barrier, which isn't crazy but I don't think I could move fast enough to make it without intervention.

I'm not sure why tthis is the ideal method for me, it just feels kind of right. When I think of suicide, I think of jumping.
 
Mental666

Mental666

Hey guys! I guess that's it!
May 20, 2026
96
Hanging because it's easy and you stop feeling anything after few seconds
 
3rdworldsadness

3rdworldsadness

Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
267
Fentanyl overdose. Very euphoric and painless as I have learnt about it. But I don't have the access to it, sigh. But that's my desired way to go.

Other is hanging or jump.
 
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notsosillybilly

notsosillybilly

dear princess celestia i wanna kms
Apr 8, 2026
41
I have one particular post in my mind… someone attempted with carbon monoxide a few months ago & stopped because it was far from painless and they couldn't stand another second of it. Being high might help, but I'm not sure where you got the idea that CO was painless.
it's not painful when you're sleeping 🤷🏾‍♀️
 
hmnow

hmnow

Specialist
Jul 29, 2025
351
It's still hanging either full or partial. I've tested partial and I can knock myself out I know it would be fatal if I did t have the safe guards

I like I know I can do it. And that is why I prefer this approach
 
Sammyweevil

Sammyweevil

Dumb dog
Mar 30, 2026
50
I want to head up to the woods, take SN, hold my shark plush for comfort as I look into the stars under my blanket at night. Probably listen to some pretty music..
It sounds beautiful and I hope to get it done by the end of the year, but currently I don't have any of the resources to do it properly...
So I'm just thinking about what would be convenient I guess..
 
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LostHighway

Student
May 5, 2025
193
Fentanyl. People who ODd and nearly died reported that they felt absolutely no discomfort. They just drifted off to sleep.
 
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0dysseus

0dysseus

Student
Jun 11, 2026
132
Fentanyl overdose. Very euphoric and painless as I have learnt about it. But I don't have the access to it, sigh. But that's my desired way to go.

Other is hanging or jump.
I have a lot of access to this "Fentanyl Actyc", which are essentially subdermal lolipops of fentanyl. But I dont know how much resistant will my body be, because I have very high tolerance to benzos.
 
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selfkillermachine

selfkillermachine

Empty
Jun 11, 2026
12
Ideally? It would be obviously euthanasia with everyone getting over it
Realistically, hanging in a forest and hope noone found me
Both wouldnt matter after death though
 
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Scaredycat

Scaredycat

Member
Jun 8, 2026
55
I would love to suicide with a gun(painless, success rate of almost 100%), but the method isnt available in my country. inert gas or partial hanging would be the method for me.
 
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hdead

Arcanist
Jun 2, 2026
457
My research lately has focused on fatal hypothermia, essentially on land (but perhaps partly also in shallow water where drowning is not possible), at an air temperature ranging between +2 and +6 degrees Celsius (to prevent frostbite), and heavily under the influence of sedatives combined with 1 litre of premium vodka.
This one is alluring to me still, too. Clear night, looking at the stars in a peaceful part of nature. Hopefully the sedatives + vodka will make it painless. Not sure what would happen if your SI wakes you up, though. Let me know if you ever try and find out. If not; good journeys!
 
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boilingfishcakes

boilingfishcakes

맛있는 오뎅!
Jun 14, 2026
29
Honestly, it would be something that would look more like an accident. Like a drug overdose or me getting hit by a speeding vehicle. I don't want my family or my in laws to carry the shame knowing that I killed myself so I think it would be easier for them to handle.
 
DoomedDarkCircles

DoomedDarkCircles

too many secrets, please make it good tonight
Feb 23, 2024
84
My ideal way to die would be to die in my sleep, which would be probably by N, but considering how it is unrealistic to obtain it, I guess SN does the job if I nake no mistakes in the process
 
guiltyparty

guiltyparty

Member
Jun 12, 2026
6
I have had recurring dreams about dying by walking into an ocean and drowning so I feel called to that method. but I think it's a bit tricky to enact.
 
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unkown00

Member
Jun 13, 2026
40
Boolet - maybe aimed using a mirror through areas that support consciousness. i.e Pons. Pain shouldn't be felt I think. Quick too. Ideally somewhere I'm not found.
 
DarkFriend.

DarkFriend.

Neverending Suffering
May 1, 2022
103
Inert Gas.

But lately I've been feeling the bridge more.
 
buriedinmyhead

buriedinmyhead

If pain can purify the heart, mine will be pure
Mar 24, 2026
221
mine would be carbon monoxide poisoning, it's painless and i would be high during the process anyway lol
Shotgun in the mouth because it would be over in an instant.
 
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DeadnDusted

DeadnDusted

Attendre et espérer
Jun 17, 2026
48
Pentobarbital of course, but since thats outta the question ill have to go with partial hanging since it's simple enough and basically one of the least gruesome/shocking methods, could also be not so painful. It basically hits enough points for me both in execution and aftermath.
 
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tinyfox

tinyfox

Student
Nov 26, 2025
148
My research lately has focused on fatal hypothermia, essentially on land (but perhaps partly also in shallow water where drowning is not possible), at an air temperature ranging between +2 and +6 degrees Celsius (to prevent frostbite), and heavily under the influence of sedatives combined with 1 litre of premium vodka.
Hi. What if temperature is bellow 2C on air?
This one is alluring to me still, too. Clear night, looking at the stars in a peaceful part of nature. Hopefully the sedatives + vodka will make it painless. Not sure what would happen if your SI wakes you up, though. Let me know if you ever try and find out. If not; good journeys!
I'm thinking about this too. That sounds like an approach I might go for. I've thought about taking my clothes off and chaining myself—say, by the foot—to a tree, just in case I want to escape.


But my ideal method it's guns... But I can't buy in my country (
 
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slowlybreaking

slowlybreaking

I couldn't save you...
Jul 9, 2026
53
Assisted suicide, that way I don't have to worry about preparations and don't have to get police involved and shit - I've got bonus points for BPD. Even with that, it's still impossible for me to achieve, specially considering how things are going in my country lol
 
MissWannaLive

MissWannaLive

Member
May 1, 2025
30
For me it would be either carbon monoxide poisoning or being hit by a train. While the first one is more logical, what I want in terms of it being peaceful, a part of me would also want to make it drastic. It's a bit hypocritic of me I guess. But being hit by train would be a very loud scream that "I was unwell and none of you cared, I was never joking". But that's the more unrealistic one. I'm not sure if I am cruel enough to put people for seeing me like this. So it would be rather carbon monoxide poisoning, or any method that would make me peacefully go to sleep and never wake up.
 
groovygoober

groovygoober

Member
Apr 1, 2026
46
If I could choose anything then it would be assisted suicide don't know if there's anything better , medical professionals making sure that you don't suffer and no chance of failure , sign me uo !

The most realistic one for me is hanging , I was testing yesterday I lost consciousness really quickly and it was fairly painless , everything else requires a lot of planning or leaves a bloody mess .
 
Live_Life55

Live_Life55

Student
Jul 16, 2026
123
Pentobarbital of course, but since thats outta the question ill have to go with partial hanging since it's simple enough and basically one of the least gruesome/shocking methods, could also be not so painful. It basically hits enough points for me both in execution and aftermath.
I've been trying for weeks to get some. Very difficult
 

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