lostinmythoughts

lostinmythoughts

Student
Nov 30, 2023
112
Sadly in my case any favourable methods are inaccessible, I'm only trapped here because suicide methods are either inaccessible or risky. It's disgusting how we exist in such an anti-suicide society where we are denied a guaranteed, peaceful exit from existence.
Same here I'm thinking about poison that none can track after I die but it's difficult to get. So I'm here to see if there are other plans that I can actually go through with I'm trapped too
I'm still searching! I'm learning about different kind of drugs and what's available for me to order… I'm looking for something I can take by mouth and just pass I don't want blood or objects on me when I'm found.
 
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busreservation92

busreservation92

Member
Oct 21, 2023
23
C4 strapped to chest and brain. Then boom.
 
Celerity

Celerity

shape without form, shade without colour
Jan 24, 2021
2,733
Intraoral gunshot. I plan to park myself somewhere far away from civilization. Even if I fuck up the angle or something, no one will be able to intervene fast enough to save me.
 
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Toxinebulaic

Toxinebulaic

winter is coming
Aug 2, 2023
25
Of all the methods out there, what's the most favorable one that you see yourself going through with?
Passing out into a body of water for no pain and a clean corpse.
Jumping off a building for a fun ride before the outage.
 
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Yaffle

Life’s a bitch
Nov 9, 2023
398
Nothing is ideal, whether restricted resources, distance to jump site or knowing how SI might be worse for some methods.

There's literally no easy way out.
 
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Maplethemorbid

Member
Jul 8, 2023
22
In order of likelihood

SN relatively painless and the closest to dying in my sleep I'll likely get. Also I can rig up the room I die in so no one who would ve traumatized by finding my corpse would HAVE to, if they ignore my warnings and traumatize themselves that's on them.

Jumping at night, hopefully it'll be the quick, and hopefully I'd only be found by a firefighter or EMT and if I can find a way to plan it during a power outage I might even get to see the stars one last time.

Inert Gas is a method I would go for if I had the money but unless I get massive surge of income it's not likely.
 
cryone

cryone

Experienced
Nov 23, 2023
220
SN is ideal given my situation, but even that is difficult.
 
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SN. We are all limited to what we can get so others may not be as fortunate to get idealistic methods. SN is the next best thing for me.
 
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underscore_nine

underscore_nine

the sweet release
Feb 17, 2023
148
Of all the methods out there, what's the most favorable one that you see yourself going through with?
gun, maybe if people saw me with a gaping hole in my head they'd reconsider how they were to me
 
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busreservation92

busreservation92

Member
Oct 21, 2023
23
C4 explosives
 
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MBG

Specialist
Jul 14, 2023
330
R2D Rebreather lll
Nitrogen gas asphyxiation

+ no violence, not gory, no trauma for me ("pretty" corpse), no terror to me (vs jumping in front of train, off a cliff or tall building, hanging myself)

+ no trauma for first responders (who often end up with PTSD) or unintended witnesses. No mess for someone else to clean up.

+ no pain

+ quick

+ sure death vs surviving but in even worse condition

+ affordable $250 + $85 S/H

+ no travel or passport required

+ can ctb at home, in car or travel by car to any isolated scenic location if desired (I would NOT try to check device aboard a commercial airline)

+ no loud sounds, bright flashes, noxious smells or poisonous gases, liquids or solids produced or left behind

+ no medical doctor required

+ no prescription medications needed

+ no assistance required

+ no shelf life (expiration date) for either device or gas cartridge: buy them, store them and then use them if/when you want.

+ only requires 2 small 18 g argon or nitrogen gas cartridge readily, easily and inexpensively available online ($40 each from Amazon) vs large, heavy, expensive helium or nitrogen gas tank

+ use provides no justification for more gun control laws
 
_RustyLeaf321

_RustyLeaf321

Member
Nov 28, 2023
20
What is this?
There's a megathread on it and is a quite good method in the PPeH,idk why it's so little known around here.

The idea is to compress both your carrotides with pads hold by a belt,ratchet strap or tape,some people thought about using this method with a partial hang instead,with only a rope and their weight for pressure. The only difference between usual hanging is you're doing a blood choke on yourself instead of a breath choke,where you cut the blood flow to your brain. It seems to be totally painless and quite pleasing instead.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
10,900
Of all the methods out there, what's the most favorable one that you see yourself going through with?
CO (using charcoal). CO is not only very effective but the needed stuff is easily accessible and not suspicious at all. The method needs some well planned preparations but that's doable imo.
 
starrchaoz

starrchaoz

Another six months, I'll be unknown.
Nov 24, 2023
39
Jumping would be my preferred method. Not sure how accessible it really is to me though. I'd also like to do SN but I can't find the right type online.
 
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experimentee

Member
Sep 10, 2023
14
Decapitation by long-drop hanging.

I understand it's a quite gruesome and violent way to go. But if you can look beyond that, it's a very quick death. It requires only a strong rope, which is very easy and cheap to acquire. As long as you have a strong anchor point, and learn to tie the right knots, probability of success is high. Once it is done, there is practically no risk of being saved/recovered and living life as a vegetable. On top of that, given my specific situation and the reason for my decision to kill myself, decapitation is a very symbolic way to die, which further adds its appeal to me.

And the gruesome/violent part? You can save others from it by killing yourself at a quiet time or place. Or, if you are evil like me, you could use that as a weapon to traumatise as many people as possible and campaign for more peaceful ways to go such as assisted suicide provided by state healthcare. I would claim that, in the absence of reliable and peaceful alternatives, I was forced to go with decapitation by long-drop hanging. Also, people in the small city I live in are obsessed with Game of Thrones, so decapitation would be perfectly consistent with the GOT theme.

It really is the perfect way to go in my opinion, and even more so given my unique circumstances.
 
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KafkaF

Taking a break from the website.
Nov 18, 2023
450
I've thought about a lot. I'm also looking into the possibility of euthanasia. But if I can't get that or can't get that fast enough, I think I want to try SN if I can manage to find it. If I can't find everything I need for SN I'm not sure yet what I'm going to do. Probably helium, I think.
 
Nyotei

Nyotei

here nor there
Dec 7, 2023
38
Opioid overdose. Pleasant, peaceful, and warm. Just fading away in bliss...

I'd settle for SN, jumping or partial hanging though.
 
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CeramicPundit

CeramicPundit

Generalissimo
Nov 26, 2023
24
Of all the methods out there, what's the most favorable one that you see yourself going through with?
Shotgun to the brain stem. I have about enough money and good access. As long as all goes well I'll have a shotgun and some buckshot in late spring. It'll be loud, bloody, and violent. And that's how I'll go. To hell with traumatizing family/friends. I'm done with it all.
 
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Orbitc

Orbitc

Sorry for my English
Jul 2, 2023
277
Nembutal would be ideal, of course, but unfortunately I have no chance of getting it. I will have to use SN with propranolol, in case there is something wrong with my SN I will make a loop for partial hanging. So I hope that But I don't want to think about the fact that I'll throw up and have to hang myself or jump from the 10th floor.
Passing out into a body of water for no pain and a clean corpse.
Jumping off a building for a fun ride before the outage.
Jumping - for this method you need to have balls of steel)) Damn, I'm such a pussy and I'm so afraid that nothing will work out with my SN and I haven't dared to do it for almost a month!
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,482
Nembutal which they made a crime

People should have a way to move away from extreme torture , unbearable constant pain, unbearable constant suffering. But they won't allow the purchase of nembutal without a prescription but it should be allowed. They made the purchase of nembutal a crime
 
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timing

Member
Nov 22, 2023
33
Irony is I have the 3 best methods available:
1) Got my pentobarbital sodium
2) Got AR grade SN
3) Got a tank of helium + scuba mask

Guess coping mechanism kept me searching for the next better method.
 
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the_summoning

Member
Nov 8, 2023
29
Buy pistol, rent motel, ctb.

Feels bad because I don't wanna inflict more trauma on people. One thing to find a dead body, but a dead body with its brain matter all over the place, you know?
 
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Immensevoid

Member
Sep 10, 2023
81
N but unfortunately it is not available..
 

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