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- Jul 18, 2022
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Of all the methods out there, what's the most favorable one that you see yourself going through with?
The night-night methodOf all the methods out there, what's the most favorable one that you see yourself going through with?
although I am depressed, I do not find it difficult to die, or it would be better to say that I do not consider it particularly difficult to reach a condition in which one can deliberately decide the way, means and when of one's death (compromising, except in rare cases ), but I do not deny that what follows once the latter are established is experienced, in terms of intensity, differently between the various individuals, but this is inversely proportional to the dysphoria experienced towards life: there have been circumstances in which people have desperately committed suicide by self-asphyxiating with a pillow;Sadly in my case any favourable methods are inaccessible, I'm only trapped here because suicide methods are either inaccessible or risky. It's disgusting how we exist in such an anti-suicide society where we are denied a guaranteed, peaceful exit from existence.
It's really awful isn't it. To be suicidal and stuck with no way out. Just awful. I understand that it's a tricky situation. I think people can't imagine that there is no way forward for some. Like mental illness.Sadly in my case any favourable methods are inaccessible, I'm only trapped here because suicide methods are either inaccessible or risky. It's disgusting how we exist in such an anti-suicide society where we are denied a guaranteed, peaceful exit from existence.
What's the night night method? Not heard of thatit would have to be SN
the night night method maybe if SN became too much trouble, but i like that there is a bit of downtime with SN. i'd like to have some time to think about everything before i go
What is this method?Night night. It's my current plan for the sole reason of being the death I want to have.
You have to be comfortable with the method you're using! To KMS I have to have what i can do and if it's available. No everyone can just hang themselves or jump like myself I'm looking for something that looks natural I don't want trauma to my loved ones. In conclusion: it take a while to plan and find the right resources everyone is unique you can't rush death just because your suicidalalthough I am depressed, I do not find it difficult to die, or it would be better to say that I do not consider it particularly difficult to reach a condition in which one can deliberately decide the way, means and when of one's death (compromising, except in rare cases ), but I do not deny that what follows once the latter are established is experienced, in terms of intensity, differently between the various individuals, but this is inversely proportional to the dysphoria experienced towards life: there have been circumstances in which people have desperately committed suicide by self-asphyxiating with a pillow;
in this case I'm talking about the emotions and the states of mind that arose pre-suicide, or in preparation for it.
furthermore, reiterating the fact that even though I am depressed, I think that what I personally think is wrong, biased, inculcated by mental manipulation such as depression in general, since it is a mental illness, which distorts the reality of the facts, but obviously the awareness of this is not enough to make the torment I feel less real and concrete, on the contrary, it makes me feel even more guilty;
however, assuming this, I fervently believe that there are conditions under which life is worth living.
in conclusion, finding a way to kill yourself is not as complicated as it is to accept the fact that you are killing yourself.
It's really awful isn't it. To be suicidal and stuck with no way out. Just awful. I understand that it's a tricky situation. I think people can't imagine that there is no way forward for some. Like mental illness.
What's the night night method? Not heard of that
What is this method?