What is your dream scenario, under which you will not ctb?.

[Daystavro]

For me it's this:
It's not that much actually.
Is that I live in the US.
In a quiet place in a small house near the beach.
And I have enough money to never work.
And so I only sleep all day, listen to music, and go to restaurants, and to the beach.

But it will never happen.
That's why I do want to ctb.

 

[Dog Food]

Become a vegetable.

 

[Mara]

A great career, loving husband, no financial problems, supportive family, and find true happiness. Bleh too late for that.

 

[Throwaway563078]

It's too late, I'm tired of dreaming but I do wish I was free of mental illness or at least it was bearable. I feel robbed of anything good all my life. Also wish I was out of the country etc.

Anyways it's close to impossible. And I'm beyond tired. I remember in elementary school my classmate always annoyed us with "anything is possible, nothings impossible" and I told him that's not true and stupid. I was such a negative person even young lol

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Have enough money to never work again
Have a healthy body meaning no psoriasis, back injury, scoliosis, throat problem (throat problem being the biggest reason)

With these things in place I would at least have a good foundation to try and built a life from.

 

[Merseymike]

My partner realises what a mistake he is making and returns to me

 

[Deafsn0w]

Live in New York City
Live in a nice apartment
Win the lottery
Lots of money to never work
Lots of friends
Go to movies, restaurants, etc

 

[Sickofit]

Perhaps a loving family that never fights.

 

[Letting Go]

1.) Find a woman -- any woman under 40 years and 250 pounds -- who finds me attractive. This is the only scenario under which I could ever see myself wageslaving and living in a crowded urban/suburban environment long-term.

2.) Live on the fringes of civilization or in the deep wilderness -- as far away from other humans as possible. If I'm never going to attract a woman for as long as I live, then living as a hermit is my next best option.

3.) Have enough money to perpetually travel around the world for as long as I would like.

The worst-case scenario would be working a miserable office job 40+ hours a week in order to survive, and being stuck in a location that I utterly loathe due to crummy weather, horrible traffic, rude people, stuck-up women, corrupt politicians, criminally high taxes, and lack of scenic/uncrowded natural areas to which I can escape without having to drive 5-10 hours overnight.

 

[Lilly]

To not live on earth anymore, but I guess that would be dying because I don't mean move to another planet or anything. So nothing.

 

[Sickofit]

For me it's this:
It's not that much actually.
Is that I live in the US.
In a quiet place in a small house near the beach.
And I have enough money to never work.
And so I only sleep all day, listen to music, and go to restaurants, and to the beach.

But it will never happen.
That's why I do want to ctb.

May i ask where you currently live? Im not american, but i know for a fact the USA is not the mystical beautiful place that ia often thought as.

 

[Mr2005]

A time machine

 

[Circles]

Perhaps a loving family that never fights.

I understand.

 

[Circles]

Welp if suffering didn't exist, but I have a hard time wrapping my head around how that would look.
To be free; whatever that means even I don't so.
If there was a easy switch for you to die whenever you feel like it.
Live in a vast wilderness.
Human nature
So many things really but none of it is possible.

 

[VincentValentine]

Guaranteed support systems of equal status that care about me and have my back for the rest of my life.

A Guarantee that there would be no more evil or injustice or at least that evil would be immediately and promptly held accountable and punished for their actions.

For life to be fair.

For me to get to live where I want in the world permanently.

 

[Jai]

For me it's this:
It's not that much actually.
Is that I live in the US.
In a quiet place in a small house near the beach.
And I have enough money to never work.
And so I only sleep all day, listen to music, and go to restaurants, and to the beach.

But it will never happen.
That's why I do want to ctb.

Same quiet life not work travel no stress or win the lottery and get bit by a Vampire lol

 

[ancryxia]

I find existence pointless, boring, and disgusting. Even if I had everything I ever wanted in the past, I realise it wouldnt be enough now. I want death, that's my main desire. Sleeping forever with no dream is my goal.

Even with a perfect life in my eyes, it'd still get boring after a while. Everything is pointless, even having ththe things I want. Its a part of my philosophy. I want death

 

[Jai]

Live in New York City
Live in a nice apartment
Win the lottery
Lots of money to never work
Lots of friends
Go to movies, restaurants, etc

NYC is a nightmare my friend organised chaos no one cares lived there for years

 

[worldexploder]

That is a hard question to answer. I'm sure there could be things that wouldn't make me feel as desperate but I think overall id still want to CTB.

 

[Kirakishou]

hmmm i guess if mum came back and properly apologised to me and my sisters for the years of abuse. mum, my sisters and i would all live together happily forever.

 

[Made4TV]

Enough money to get me out of debt and pay for my therapy.

 

[TheLastTrip]

I'd like to say winning the lottery, but I know that would only be temporary, I'd be back here in a year and just give all my left over winnings to Made4TV.

So the only thing would be granting me three wishes, that's the only way this world is going to turn into a decent place.

 

[Lunar]

I'd still want to CTB, no matter where I go and what I do I'm always going to be in my head and this body. Society is fucked and it only gets worse as time goes on.

 

[Escape Humanity]

The privilege of financial security would give me a reason to postpone my suicide. But I've experienced enough financial security in the past to know that no amount of money would truly make me happy. The money would just give me the motivation to try to accomplish a few goals that I have before I die.

The only thing that could really remove my suicidal ideations are a series of technological inventions that may occur before the end of this century. There is nothing that makes me happier than the idea of a temporarily escaping the current human condition. I would love to have the privilege of using technology (Gene therapy, cybernetics, artificial general intelligence, immersive VR that's indistinguishable from reality) to escape my body and society. There is nothing that I wouldn't be willing to endure for the privilege of connecting my brain to a VR program for 8 to 12 hours a day.

 

[Lizzie S.]

Having my ex back
Having a healthy body
Not having to work or having a fun job
Caring parents

 

[Gainax]

Having a good job doing something that i like and earn enough money to be able to fulfil 2 or 3 wishes per year on my bucked list

 

[chapternate]

I'm a cisgender man, my disabilities and mental illnesses are cured. My girlfriend wants the same out of our relationship as I do, and we live a long happy life together. I'm able to cope with uni and thrive in what I'm passionate about, I become a teacher when I leave uni and my girlfriend and I get a nice house together with a back and a front garden. We have pets, and maybe adopt a kid.
My family accept me again, and they're a part of my life. I get to see my nephews regularly again and they love me just the same.

 

[Roph]

For me it's this:
It's not that much actually.
Is that I live in the US.
In a quiet place in a small house near the beach.
And I have enough money to never work.
And so I only sleep all day, listen to music, and go to restaurants, and to the beach.

But it will never happen.
That's why I do want to ctb.

Your ideal life sounds like mine. I love the beach.

 

[Going Home]

Maybe if the impossible happened. My mother would have to acknowledge all of her husbands disgusting behavior and at least apologize and mean it, and daughter apologize for continuously spreading lies in return for me not giving her money and things. I might be able to deal with the rest of the messed up crap that's happening in my life.
Those apologies would only happen in a dream.
If this is the life God meant for me to have, he can have it right back.

 

[Rocky M]

My dream scenario consists of living in a medium-sized house in a quiet suburb in a community close to the ocean. My former friend is my friend again, and I get to play soccer all year round .

Also, I work a fairly well-paying job from home. I don't Want to be super rich, because that is one of the most malicious things a human can be, it is a sign of greed and selfishness, but I would like to be fairly well-off.

Lastly, I do not contact the people who were supposed to raise me. I have no more room for abuse .

If only this were real.