What is your dream scenario, under which you will not ctb?.

[SkepticalAsshole]

My dream scenario where i wouldn't ctb would be something like this

Win enough money anonymously to pay of my debts, buy a nice isolated home, and be able to live of the interest comfortably.

Cut all ties to my head in the sand in a cult family and move to northwestern Washington.

Get a part time job as a bartender, brewer, or budtender and do what i actually want to do with my life instead of which wage slave society has decided all but the 1% have to do.

Unfortunately my dreams will never be reality since I have no talents or skill of value to society so its just a matter of time until either I got bat shit crazy or I ctb

 

[Maravillosa]

Become independently wealthy (in a respectable, legal, ethical way) so I can travel extensively, buy a fairly large, comfortable and elegant condo in San Francisco (the weather and public transportation are better there than in Los Angeles, in my opinion: I would want to keep my home base in California, since I am Californian to my fingertips in spite of myself), live off the interest comfortably and have more motivation to complete and publish my novel

My mother is cured of her ailments: she can sit, stand and walk again without any pain, and her short-term memory dramatically improves

Die fairly suddenly and in a dignified manner of natural causes (but with enough time for a priest to give me the Last Rites [Confession, Anointing of the Sick, Viaticum] before I leave this world) before I become too old and/or ill and/or incapacitated for some reason -- this last clause is quite important, since I would intend to ctb if my health began to decline, even if I were an independently wealthy published novelist and if my mother had excellent health till the day she died

 

[AgingLoser]

I could achieve my dream scenario but doing so would make me a horrible person. It's a lose/lose situation,

 

[dysfunctional]

Time travel to spring of this year to correct a disastrous decision that I made.