What is your biggest regret in life?

[Busticket]

For me it's not buying a lot of Bitcoin 7 years ago.
I am not joking.
The reason I want to ctb is being poor and having to work which is a nightmare for me.
If I had bought say a 1000 bitcoins in 2014 I would have millions right now and would never need to work in anything.
I would be relaxed and happy right now without any worry or stress or anxiety and I would be able to actually enjoy life and not want to ctb.

 

[FuneralCry]

Being born in the first place. But I guess that is not my biggest regret as I didn't choose it. I think honestly If i'd ctb earlier I would have spared myself a lot of suffering. Most bad things that have happened to me I couldn't have prevented, so I cannot regret them.

 

[Beachedwhale]

Not taking care of myself and giving up on my mental and physical health issues several years ago when I still could've turned things around.

 

[logan]

Having self-destructed my perfect life by making several mistakes.

 

[Life_and_Death]

breaking up with my ex.

although, this is complicated to the point where im glad i did. i guess it depends on how this next little bit goes. i love my husband but if i never broke up with my ex i would have moved in with him and therefore never meeting my husband of course then id miss out on him. and him as a person i love him however i sadly i have a feeling that if i had of moved in with my ex i wouldnt be anywhere close to the mental state im in now. not completely my husbands fault. i would have been out of the abusive household sooner. my ex wouldnt have let me smoke up, well he would have frowned upon it and i would have stopped if things got that serious, meaning i wouldnt be addicted to it now. i also wouldnt have almost been raped because i wouldnt have been hanging out with him and it just would have saved from A LOT of mistakes. so...yeah im gonna have to stick with breaking up with my ex.

 

[Symbiote]

Getting married which now means I have to eventually subject my wife to a possible lifetime of trauma if I CTB.

 

[Bullit]

HA!!!!

 

[heretogethelp]

being born :(

 

[WornOutLife]

Not having told my parents that my school was hell so that they could transfer me to another one.
That way, I would've had a nice time, more friends, studied more and would probably have a better economical, professional and social life.

(I would still be suicidal, though)

 

[thats_a_wrap]

Getting married which now means I have to eventually subject my wife to a possible lifetime of trauma if I CTB.

This is real and hurts so much. I love my wife. She's the best thing to ever happen to me, and I hate myself even more for putting her through my mental train wreck and eventual death. I wish I never met her so she could go and love a happy life without ever knowing I existed.

 

[ClownMe]

being born (even though I had no say in it).

 

[WatermelonMel]

Existing

 

[Hurt]

My existence is my big regret. I wish I had been aborted.

 

[Buffy5120]

Not moving the fuck out and dealing with abusive family members that talked shit behind my back and emotionally abused me 24/7

 

[wanttodie]

being born

 

[Wrennie]

Jumping out a window

 

[Q-Dust]

Not having friends

 

[In2TheVoid]

Destroying my life while manic

 

[eglvr]

not doing it earlier

 

[demuic]

Being born.

Not being born a normal person.

 

[lex]

Being shy and never taking any risks. Also a medical condition which I completely neglected.

 

[eternalmelancholy]

Not killing myself earlier. After years of suicidal ideation I think my brain started strengthening my SI and increasing my inhibitions. Like it is trying to protect itself.

I should have killed myself when I was younger and much more impulsive.

 

[Ruecan]

Not living life for myself. Doing everything to please others and burning myself out in the process.

 

[Deadlyroses]

Not succeeding when I tried to ctb for the first time when I was a freshman in high school. And every failed attempt I've had since.

 

[jj83]

Having a series of plastic surgeries that completely ruined my face.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

The mistakes l made as a young very immature boy!!!

 

[Bxbrowler]

For me it's not buying a lot of Bitcoin 7 years ago.
I am not joking.
The reason I want to ctb is being poor and having to work which is a nightmare for me.
If I had bought say a 1000 bitcoins in 2014 I would have millions right now and would never need to work in anything.
I would be relaxed and happy right now without any worry or stress or anxiety and I would be able to actually enjoy life and not want to ctb.

The one thing that I do regret about my life is excepting my first apartment here in New York. I never new some ones hatred could go this far. I never had any of these issues the moment that I have met him. If life was a perfect place. I wouldn't have to deal with him and his issue that he seems to affect other people with. If life was a perfect place. Maybe police would actually listen or at least try to understand. I've learned that just because a individual has a form of prof doesn't mean that that form of truth is honest....

 

[RedHarlequin]

I don't really regret anything. No matter what I had done, the depression would have come sooner or later. This situation is a special kind of hell, just being absolutely trapped knowing you can't and couldn't have done anything to prevent it.

 

[Octavina]

I have a few
Starving my body of nutrition to the point of continuously being hospitalised for low blood pressure and potassium, instead of loosing weight the right way
Not saying 'no' to the man who molested me as a child
Ruining my mother's life because of my constant ctb attempts, stealing her pills, and spending all of her money in a manic state
Loosing my closest friend due to SN attempt, (he never forgave me)

 

[filtfarfar]

Jumping out a window

Same here, jumped out a window. I regret It so bad.