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BlazingBob

BlazingBob

Wizard
Oct 28, 2021
610
Getting seriously sick or old and knowing you were better before, but you will never go back.
That's my current reality, and it sucks. My health has and will only continue to get worse. Every single day is torture and misery. Knowing I will never be able to do the things I used to is torment. Watching life go by while sitting and rotting away alone and nobody gives a shit.
 
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Sweet Tart

Sweet Tart

Arcanist
May 10, 2023
459
So. Many. Things. The possibility of becoming homeless and various complications of chronic illness. Not being able to find a therapist who actually calls me back. Finding another shitty therapist and getting vulnerable with them only to discover they are useless and don't know how to help me. That there is no one or no thing that could help. Having to resort to a more violent/proactive ctb method due to lack of resources.
 
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deomlez

Not english native speaker. Ctb is my life.
May 19, 2023
339
So. Many. Things. The possibility of becoming homeless and various complications of chronic illness. Not being able to find a therapist who actually calls me back. Finding another shitty therapist and getting vulnerable with them only to discover they are useless and don't know how to help me. That there is no one or no thing that could help. Having to resort to a more violent/proactive ctb method due to lack of resources.
my therapist is a human centered and she is really good. Try to find a guy from the same trend ?
 
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