XdragonsoulX

XdragonsoulX

Vengeance Incarnate
Apr 13, 2022
145
My partner and I live with his parents for a little while until we get our new apartment, his mom has taken us under her wing to try to help us work on ourselves because we always manage to set ourselves up for failure, so she will generally ask us random questions pertaining to a self help podcast or book she will be listening to. This week she asked us what our biggest fear is, and then everyone in the family gave their fears, I'm afraid of not knowing the unknown of any situation, but still knowing what the not so distant future holds for me.

So I ask y'all what's your biggest fear?
 
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katara

katara

tired all the time
Mar 17, 2022
182
I used to be really afraid of snakes when I was a kid. I'd have nightmares about being abandoned too, now I have nightmares about being buried alive or hurt badly. I had a nightmare where i was a raccoon and some guy cut all my legs off :mmm: I think I'm afraid of people, they lie to me a lot and generally have never really been nice to me even when I'm nice to them. I think back of when I was in elementary school and this asian boy would always put his arm in front of my seat on the school bus so I couldn't move and had to get off the bus last. It's little things like that I will always remember.
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
My biggest fear is heights, I can't fucking stand em, when I was a kid every time I climbed one of those tall ass diving boards I'd start shaking, it's very hard for me to be scared, nothing phases me, expect heights, fuck heights
 
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AllFoxedOut

AllFoxedOut

Arcanist
Jun 7, 2023
474
hospitals
 
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XdragonsoulX

XdragonsoulX

Vengeance Incarnate
Apr 13, 2022
145
My biggest fear is heights, I can't fucking stand em, when I was a kid every time I climbed one of those tall ass diving boards I'd start shaking, it's very hard for me to be scared, nothing phases me, expect heights, fuck heights
I have severe panic attacks when I go to high up places, even on rides at amusement parks that shoot you in the air and then drop you those ones are the worst
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
I have severe panic attacks when I go to high up places, even on rides at amusement parks that shoot you in the air and then drop you those ones are the worst
Don't even get me started on those, I almost faint going on one of those, I read somewhere the fear of heights is the most common and natural fear, fuck I just find it funny how nothing else phases me except heights
 
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BleedingHeartofPain

BleedingHeartofPain

Member
Jun 19, 2023
10
That I am just as much a fraud in real life as I feel like I am in my head
 
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ultrasharpy123456

Wizard
Aug 18, 2022
634
that's a good question I'm afraid of so many things. I guess failing my sn attempt.
 
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XdragonsoulX

XdragonsoulX

Vengeance Incarnate
Apr 13, 2022
145
that's a good question I'm afraid of so many things. I guess failing my sn attempt.
I understand that, I had to think for a while on what my biggest fear was but I keep picturing my partner getting into a horrible wreck and dying and I see me ctb soon after, I also keep seeing all of my family around me pass knowing they are sick and are in and out of hospitals and I'm afraid that when they pass I will lose all my will to live that I have left.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,535
My biggest fear was always not being able to sustain the life and the lifestyle I wished for, I worked for and I wanted to have. Obviously that fear became true for me in the past years and here I am. Well and now I fear a failed CTB attempt and becoming a veggie.
 
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SoftWorries

Specialist
Feb 22, 2023
334
Going crazy, especially if I was unable to die because of being locked up. Or trapped as a vegetable wishing to die.

Or being in a submarine waiting to die as I ran out of oxygen.
 
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angel31

angel31

sause
Jun 14, 2023
255
Getting seriously sick or old and knowing you were better before, but you will never go back.
 
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BetterInTheory

Member
Jun 22, 2023
46
Failing my attempt and having to continue existing as a vegetable, reliant on others...can't think of anything more terrifying
 
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soft-flower345

soft-flower345

🌸I'm ashamed of who I've become🌸
May 15, 2023
93
My biggest fear is having to rely on someone else for survival. I just, can't. I can't be abused again and not be able to escape or kill them defending myself. I would rather die. I would so much rather die I don't care how I have to do it or how much it hurts.
 
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The anhedonic one

The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,070
My biggest fear is existence itself.
 
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befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
2,587
to be reborn
 
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CarambaAlbum

CarambaAlbum

Member
Jun 16, 2023
51
Hell. Fire and brimstone. Hieronymus Bosch. Drowning in a vat of boiling shit, ect.

I have a lot of fear about ending up in Hell either because I'm not straight, I killed myself, I haven't repented among other personal sins. I don't think I'll ever get to Heaven because my own personal Heaven would definitely make God really angry at me.
 
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Erik.t.f

Experienced
Jun 1, 2023
215
whatever is on the other side, just not knowing what happens after ctb, think it's just empty but you don't know, for all we know it's worse than living second place is hospital and third is snakes
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
2,747
Remaining alive is my Greatest fear. The problem is that only while I'm alive many very horrible things can happen to me .

1 nanosecond after this brain and brain stem dies nothing bad can ever happen to me ever again because I won't exist forever
 
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AntiAll

AntiAll

Pathetic lifeforms
Jun 22, 2023
15
My partner and I live with his parents for a little while until we get our new apartment, his mom has taken us under her wing to try to help us work on ourselves because we always manage to set ourselves up for failure, so she will generally ask us random questions pertaining to a self help podcast or book she will be listening to. This week she asked us what our biggest fear is, and then everyone in the family gave their fears, I'm afraid of not knowing the unknown of any situation, but still knowing what the not so distant future holds for me.

So I ask y'all what's your biggest fear?
The biggest fear of humanity is nihilism .. Although it is the one and only certain thing
We should convince ourselves with it and accept it even if it tasted bitter
 
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Unattainable666

Unattainable666

Enlightened
Mar 31, 2023
1,346
I have two great fears. The first is I attempt ctb and fail (huge fear). The second is that I will die in the state (in the US) where I currently live. I want to ctb where my little girl is buried. Lots of planning is involved.
 
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Parasitic

Parasitic

Tew
Jun 16, 2023
34
That chance that there's an afterlife or anything infinite

And spiders.
 
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deomlez

Not english native speaker. Ctb is my life.
May 19, 2023
330
Loose my brain before i ctb.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,920
I just fear existing in general. Having the ability to exist in this hellish reality truly is a terrible undeserved punishment, it terrifies me how there's unlimited potential to suffer here, I wish that people were aware enough not to so cruelly procreate, I dread to think of what potentially lies ahead, to cease existing truly is the only relief.
 
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sickbeyondmeasure

Member
May 17, 2023
58
Biggest fear is Hell
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,591
No more fear is left--Because my greatest fear has already happened, she died
 
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enough of this

enough of this

Specialist
Jun 4, 2023
382
My biggest fear is that, even though I have a do-not-resuscitate order, medical personnel will succeed at reviving me after my body is dead.
I can't think of anything worse than coming back to this place run by maniacs for maniacal reasons.
 
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phantomime

phantomime

Student
Feb 9, 2023
118
Losing my job. It's all already bad enough. I can't take going hungry again and homeless. I can't.
 
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enough of this

enough of this

Specialist
Jun 4, 2023
382
Hell. Fire and brimstone. Hieronymus Bosch. Drowning in a vat of boiling shit, ect.

I have a lot of fear about ending up in Hell either because I'm not straight, I killed myself, I haven't repented among other personal sins. I don't think I'll ever get to Heaven because my own personal Heaven would definitely make God really angry at me.
 

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