Discussion What is your age?

[Aolelife]

I am in my mid 40s. I am planning to die next year.

 

[Sans]

18, but not actively planning my exit.

 

[LonelyLight]

I am 25, not actively planning but often strong strong urges to just impulsively go, so who knows.

 

[NegativeSymptoms]

21, planing to go next summer if therapy doesn't help me.

 

[GeorgeJL]

37 don't want to end it until I'm an old man.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

26

I'm 20 and absolutely terrified of getting old

Same. I don't want to get old.

 

[lymbo]

31 seryosly plannyng

 

[AnxiouslyDepressed]

20, another week or so to go

 

[TearyEyedQueen]

19 but 20 in a few months.

 

[passenger27]

I'm 48 and planning to ctb before X-Mas. Thanksgiving would be even better I don't like turkey anyway.

 

[yyyyal]

20. Just waiting for my SN to arrive, i already have everything else prepared.

 

[blivogade]

Im 18. hoping to be gone February-June time.

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

alive. sadly.

 

[999888]

20.

 

[6000qqq]

18. I'm not entirely sure if I'm going to CTB yet. It truly feels like I'm balancing life and death atm.

 

[andy69]

Despite what people say, it does not get better.

 

[Lonely789]

45

 

[Green Destiny]

Turning 25 in just a few days.

 

[marcusuk63]

if i was a table i`d be an antique

 

[BrokenAngel8]

24, I have choosen my method and know where to get everything needed but still holding back for holiday season and my mom's birthday. Hoping to ctb before May 2020.

 

[uselessloser]

24

 

[Flora1]

43

 

[NitriteAnatomy]

Mid 30's. Planning, but no definite timeline, as of yet. Waiting for when it feels right.

 

[DepressionsAHo]

22. My n should be here tomorrow. Gonna see how this pain management thing works out. Also just got prescribed xanax so maybe, maybe the self hatred can be kept down long enough to just deal with work and actually achieve something for myself but I highly doubt that

 

[Antisad]

18, but 19 on November 29! :)
I am actively planning, so yeah there's that.

 

[sammii]

I'm 28 not quite sure when I'm gonna ctb yet.

 

[AverageJoe9]

24 and thinking sometime early next year is when I decide check out, still finalizing a potential method and don't want to put my family through so much grief during the holidays so that's why I'm holding off for now

 

[IRIYAMA]

47, have everything needed for an exit, enough N for 2 ppl.. trying to hold on for my elderly parents...

 

[OhyouToo]

I'm 26. I am actively planning but also not if that makes sense. I have a time frame in mind but I want to keep it as a last resort.

 

[Detour]

20, wanted to ctb since I was 11 or 12, first attempt at 13. Not voting in your poll bc I'm hanging on for my families sake but we'll see if that lasts...I really don't want to turn 21

Same. I guess I'm planning but as a final resort sorta thing. Hoping I die in an accident or my sleep