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imtrying

imtrying

Member
Apr 29, 2022
56
I watched this video:

and it made me feel really, really sad and hopeless.

EDIT:formatting
 
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Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
1,669
Headache and neck ache. I wonder if I'm so stressed that I involuntarily keep squeezing (or what fucking ever is the English word I'm feeling really bad learn to speak Finnish) all my muscles or something. I fear I've also started to grind my teeth involuntarily and I keep squeezing my eyes too. Every place hurts and I'm really angry.
 
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Marine

Marine

*~ 絶対に 全てを取り戻させてもらう ~*
Jul 5, 2020
680
Despair and terror.
 
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Dyingtoleave

Dyingtoleave

Member
Apr 11, 2022
16
Energetic
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,781
Love and caring to each and every SS member, as everyone here is like family to me. Just so wonderful!

Walter
 
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markimobzzdeasui

markimobzzdeasui

Life is a cruel joke
Oct 24, 2021
1,155
Rage,excruciating pain like I am in a torture chamber
 
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Hans Voralberg

Hans Voralberg

Experienced
Nov 6, 2021
229
Love for my girlfriend
 
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us_1999

us_1999

Fragments of myself
Feb 1, 2021
56
Alcohol is my only savior...
 
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Nyktalgia

Nyktalgia

Member
Jan 29, 2022
40
Anxiety, just like any other day.
 
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Niko66

Niko66

Specialist
Dec 6, 2021
353
Rejection Fear/Anxiety
 
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Dipiperon

Member
Oct 29, 2021
5
I have a very great feeling for a drink :devil:
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
anticipation
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
11,041
Devastated :aw::aw::aw::aw::aw::aw:
 
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Arrow

Arrow

Rewrite
May 1, 2020
767
dread and general pain
 
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Marine

Marine

*~ 絶対に 全てを取り戻させてもらう ~*
Jul 5, 2020
680
The "please free me from hell's curse" 😭🥺🙏 emotion.
 
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CuriousAboutThis

Uncertainty in life uncertainty for the next life
Dec 30, 2018
538
Curious about whether or not I'm going to be alone forever without any love in my life not including family and friends I love them but I wonder if there is truly such a thing as a soulmate I might've had one before but maybe how ugly I am might've ruined it.
 
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Hercules

Hercules

Arcanist
Jan 31, 2021
408
Sadness
 
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Al Cappella

Al Cappella

Are we there yet?
Feb 2, 2022
888
A little sad & confused, like I'm doing everything all wrong & not even aware of it…
 
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Nanako

Nanako

Experienced
Dec 24, 2018
288
So sad and hopeless. I want this nightmare to end.
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
857
Hopelessness
 
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cheesepancake

Member
May 27, 2022
7
Anxiety. Despair. Self-loathing. So the usual
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
857
Anxiety & disappointment
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
857
Impending doom
 
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ornitier199

Arcanist
Mar 26, 2022
413
Devotion
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,431
Deep envy.
 
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Quinlor

Quinlor

The stranger
Feb 21, 2019
1,067
Insignificance
 
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Niko66

Niko66

Specialist
Dec 6, 2021
353
Loss
 
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Murasa

Murasa

"The Great Little Captain"
Dec 3, 2020
1,756
Guilt.
 
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PaperGodzilla

PaperGodzilla

Member
Mar 20, 2022
60
I felt very anxious at work because we were in a rush and there were many customers. When this happens i get a little disoriented at times but i managed to keep my shit together. Now i'm resting and not feeling that bad :)
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,619
Complete and utter despair.
 
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