Cubashii
One second in Valhalla Is all I really would want.
- Oct 22, 2018
- 144
That is wild! Ive never had those kinds of dreams. So are you shy to tell him how you feel?
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That is wild! Ive never had those kinds of dreams. So are you shy to tell him how you feel?
nzdarkshark
The Loved Mistake
- Sep 4, 2018
- 400
Probably tiredness/exhaustion - which isn't an emotion...um....sadness
Lra888
Enlightened
- Sep 30, 2018
- 1,140
TheGoodGuy
Visionary
- Aug 27, 2018
- 2,900
I have a good family but no friends except a few I occasionally play CS GO with while we talk on discord.
Cubashii
One second in Valhalla Is all I really would want.
- Oct 22, 2018
- 144
Whats making you said? and tiredness and exhaustion can aggravate the emotions we have.
Cubashii
One second in Valhalla Is all I really would want.
- Oct 22, 2018
- 144
I dont think they will ever come out with a med to stop depression completely. So Its up to us to find things thats gonna take that pain away. Like for me, it helps me helping others. Helping them talk and vent. You could find something that totally takes your mind off it. What would be something you enjoy like at the highest on the list of things you like?
nzdarkshark
The Loved Mistake
- Sep 4, 2018
- 400
Being alive makes me sad.
Cubashii
One second in Valhalla Is all I really would want.
- Oct 22, 2018
- 144
Is it from trauma you have experience growing up?
AndyCurious
Warlock
- Sep 13, 2018
- 707
nzdarkshark
The Loved Mistake
- Sep 4, 2018
- 400
Not really - I wanna ctb because of my species dysphoria (feeling in the wrong body) and the fact I cant have the future I want for myself.
cupio dissolvi
Member
- Oct 20, 2018
- 48
Shy? No, it would simply be an impervious task.
Surprise: he's a celebrity, he's 22 years my senior, he lives in another country, English isn't even my mother tongue. And, I'm not joking when I say that I'm scared of him. I get vivid nightmares, I throw up when I see his face, I have panic attacks, I dissociate. It's been 6 years so...It's rendered me lifeless. My day consists of obsessive thoughts and ridiculous compulsions. No wonder I can't function in society. It doesn't even make sense. I don't know why he terrifies me and I don't know why I miss him so much that I want end my life. It drives me crazy. Ok, I'm rambling again. Thanks for asking, though.
Cubashii
One second in Valhalla Is all I really would want.
- Oct 22, 2018
- 144
It's not rambling its sharing your emotion. 6 years is going on a long time. Have you seen a therapist about this?
Cubashii
One second in Valhalla Is all I really would want.
- Oct 22, 2018
- 144
Im a trans male and I cant take T. It doesn't mix with certain meds. If you want to transition you do it! Do not let any other person tell you no. You always have a future!
Cubashii
One second in Valhalla Is all I really would want.
- Oct 22, 2018
- 144
What are you longing for?
nzdarkshark
The Loved Mistake
- Sep 4, 2018
- 400
Species dysphoria is different than gender dysphoria - mostly because it deals with species rather than gender. It's not possible for me to transition into a wolf unfortunatly :')
My ex, who recently reached out to me in her own weird way. I was hoping she was happy in another relationship, and just angry at me, but it seems I was wrong. She deserves better, and I won't be here for long anyway.
cupio dissolvi
Member
- Oct 20, 2018
- 48
Well, yes of course - I've seen more than one therapist. I've been on medication too. I'm fairly young, I'm 18. So 6 years means it survived not only a lot of environmental changes, but internal ones as well. I'm quite confident I can't vanquish this monster. But, you know...Everyone disagrees.
Irritation... at other people including my own family...
Cubashii
One second in Valhalla Is all I really would want.
- Oct 22, 2018
- 144
Cubashii
One second in Valhalla Is all I really would want.
- Oct 22, 2018
- 144
Family can be irritating. even more so when you are going through a lot of things.
your pathologist
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
- Sep 5, 2018
- 519
Cubashii
One second in Valhalla Is all I really would want.
- Oct 22, 2018
- 144
Panic? What has you panicking?
your pathologist
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
- Sep 5, 2018
- 519
Im still trying desperately to find out of my situation
cupio dissolvi
Member
- Oct 20, 2018
- 48
I know it's ridiculous but I can't properly answer this question. I've accepted that there's probably no rational explaination. I know that he can't do anything to me, so I guess it's something about his physical appearance (?). He disturbs me and I can feel my brain frying when I look at him (or when I hear his voice, or say his name etc). I just lose the plot. I can recall being around 11-12 and being panic-stricken because he was on tv.
Cubashii
One second in Valhalla Is all I really would want.
- Oct 22, 2018
- 144
Does he look like family members or family friends? Maybe a trauma could have brought this on.
cupio dissolvi
Member
- Oct 20, 2018
- 48
My relatives say no. I can't answer this question because when I'm obsessing a lot everyone looks like him to me (including myself).
Cubashii
One second in Valhalla Is all I really would want.
- Oct 22, 2018
- 144
What did your therapist say about this? Ive never heard of this condition.
dysfunctional
Arcanist
- Oct 26, 2018
- 459
Extreme depression, sadness and regret. Missing the person i used to be not long ago.
