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rabbitjack

Member
Dec 6, 2025
79
I'm not so sure there is a painless, risk-free way
1. So many people here tout SN (sodium nitrite), but recently a member here live posted as he took it. He said it worked quick. Then he said it was like sh*t and he was sweating, his insides were burning, and he had a hard time breathing.
2. I've heard of the CO (carbon monoxide) method failing. Plus there's the risk of fire with it.
3. I live in the USA. In my state, I could walk in a store and walk right out with a gun. But what if I don't aim properly? Even an inch off could cause to feel immense pain or leave me permanently disabled.

I recently talked to a therapist about CTB. (I truthfully told her I had only been researching was in no immediate danger of doing it.) She told me she has had people who had "woken up" from all kinds of failed attempts.

I joined this site to research an easy way to CTB in case I ever got unemployed and AI made it impossible to find work. I was very discouraged that there isn't a quick and easy guaranteed way to CTB. It disturbs me when I think about that.
do you have access to SN guy's report? I'm surprised at the "insides were burning" and "hard time breathing", because that would be an awful way to go, especially the suffocation.
 
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BradGuy123

Specialist
Jul 6, 2025
308
do you have access to SN guy's report? I'm surprised at the "insides were burning" and "hard time breathing", because that would be an awful way to go, especially the suffocation.

Scroll down in the thread and you will see it. It's unsettling.
 
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Liebestod

Liebestod

I’m going to die in 2026 (2006-2026) 🔜
Mar 15, 2025
680
Where the fuck do I acquire hydrogen cyanide?
You have to burn synthetic materials, I plan on burning nylon clothing in a fire pit indoors to produce hydrogen cyanide along with burning charcoal indoors to produce carbon monoxide. I'll lose consciousness so fucking fast due to the combined effects of both toxic gases.
But i don't know where i can find hydrgen cyanide here in my country.
The sale is controlled by law, as it is a toxic product
You can burn nylon or other synthetic materials in a fire pit indoors an enclosed space.
 
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keat6890

Member
Mar 6, 2025
11
You have to burn synthetic materials, I plan on burning nylon clothing in a fire pit indoors to produce hydrogen cyanide along with burning charcoal indoors to produce carbon monoxide. I'll lose consciousness so fucking fast due to the combined effects of both toxic gases.

You can burn nylon or other synthetic materials in a fire pit indoors an enclosed space.
How did you find out that ?
 
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dirkw83

Member
Mar 4, 2026
40
I think that's wrong, I think there's no GUARANTEED way to ctb without any pain or discomfort. There's always gonna be variability and some people will get the short end of the stick. But as with most things there's gonna be a normal distribution where most people are not gonna get it the worst, and some people are gonna be lucky and some people just have bad luck.

Also in that example of the guy who (probably) died from SN, the fact that he was still able to sit behind his PC or was on his phone and typed those messages tells me it's probably a pretty peaceful way to go even in less than ideal outcome (not losing consciousness early let's say). A lot of methods would put your mind and body in so much distress or panic that there's no way you'd be able to do that.
 
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ohdeergod

ohdeergod

haunted
Mar 19, 2025
14
Hanging with the right instructions. I have experience and can say that it is as quick and painless as if it were a dream. And it is so effective that it is even a little scary.
fsh? or partial
 
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Intoxicated

MIA Man
Nov 16, 2023
1,193
You have to burn synthetic materials, I plan on burning nylon clothing in a fire
That method doesn't look good, because it would likely produce nasty byproducts that are significantly unpleasant to inhale.

If I wanted to make HCN, I'd rather use decomposition of some hexacyanoferrate by dilute sulfuric acid. In many countries, sales of hexacyanoferrates are not restricted.
 
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Liebestod

I’m going to die in 2026 (2006-2026) 🔜
Mar 15, 2025
680
That method doesn't look good, because it would likely produce nasty byproducts that are significantly unpleasant to inhale.

If I wanted to make HCN, I'd rather use decomposition of some hexacyanoferrate by dilute sulfuric acid. In many countries, sales of hexacyanoferrates are not restricted.
Yes there are other byproducts produced including volatile organic compounds which burn the throat however the real reason I'm not doing this method anymore is because of the potential for uncontrollable flames.
 
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keat6890

Member
Mar 6, 2025
11
Guns were the only method I considered at first, after I looked at the statistics. But the more I thought about it, I realized just how wrong that could go. My plan A is now nitrogen, which seems to me to be the most painless option, but that's highly technique dependent, and if one small thing is done wrong or goes wrong, it won't work. My plan B is sn, but it sounds like it might be a rough 10-20 minutes or so before consciousness is lost. It would be ideal if I could combine plan A and plan B, but since vomiting is so common with sn, that would not be so great with an exit bag.
How do you plan to commit suicide using nitrogen ?
 
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SDB

Student
Jul 21, 2025
120
I'm not so sure there is a painless, risk-free way
1. So many people here tout SN (sodium nitrite), but recently a member here live posted as he took it. He said it worked quick. Then he said it was like sh*t and he was sweating, his insides were burning, and he had a hard time breathing.
2. I've heard of the CO (carbon monoxide) method failing. Plus there's the risk of fire with it.
3. I live in the USA. In my state, I could walk in a store and walk right out with a gun. But what if I don't aim properly? Even an inch off could cause to feel immense pain or leave me permanently disabled.

I recently talked to a therapist about CTB. (I truthfully told her I had only been researching was in no immediate danger of doing it.) She told me she has had people who had "woken up" from all kinds of failed attempts.

I joined this site to research an easy way to CTB in case I ever got unemployed and AI made it impossible to find work. I was very discouraged that there isn't a quick and easy guaranteed way to CTB. It disturbs me when I think about that.
I understand I've been out of work for literally years, only do small temp things. I apply all day on indeed and nothing. That's why I want to CTB. About 5k applications. I stay with family and some investment income from selling my home. endless rejection emails, I can't take it anymore. My sanity and patience is gone.
 
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DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
778
How do you plan to commit suicide using nitrogen ?
With an exit bag, like this…

 

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