• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
R

rabbitjack

Member
Dec 6, 2025
73
I'm not so sure there is a painless, risk-free way
1. So many people here tout SN (sodium nitrite), but recently a member here live posted as he took it. He said it worked quick. Then he said it was like sh*t and he was sweating, his insides were burning, and he had a hard time breathing.
2. I've heard of the CO (carbon monoxide) method failing. Plus there's the risk of fire with it.
3. I live in the USA. In my state, I could walk in a store and walk right out with a gun. But what if I don't aim properly? Even an inch off could cause to feel immense pain or leave me permanently disabled.

I recently talked to a therapist about CTB. (I truthfully told her I had only been researching was in no immediate danger of doing it.) She told me she has had people who had "woken up" from all kinds of failed attempts.

I joined this site to research an easy way to CTB in case I ever got unemployed and AI made it impossible to find work. I was very discouraged that there isn't a quick and easy guaranteed way to CTB. It disturbs me when I think about that.
do you have access to SN guy's report? I'm surprised at the "insides were burning" and "hard time breathing", because that would be an awful way to go, especially the suffocation.
 
B

BradGuy123

Experienced
Jul 6, 2025
246
do you have access to SN guy's report? I'm surprised at the "insides were burning" and "hard time breathing", because that would be an awful way to go, especially the suffocation.

Scroll down in the thread and you will see it. It's unsettling.
 
Liebestod

Liebestod

TheBiggestNarcissist
Mar 15, 2025
593
Where the fuck do I acquire hydrogen cyanide?
You have to burn synthetic materials, I plan on burning nylon clothing in a fire pit indoors to produce hydrogen cyanide along with burning charcoal indoors to produce carbon monoxide. I'll lose consciousness so fucking fast due to the combined effects of both toxic gases.
But i don't know where i can find hydrgen cyanide here in my country.
The sale is controlled by law, as it is a toxic product
You can burn nylon or other synthetic materials in a fire pit indoors an enclosed space.
 
Last edited:

Similar threads

Butterfly-death
Replies
4
Views
313
Suicide Discussion
Mgelanie
Mgelanie
U
Replies
3
Views
378
Suicide Discussion
pthnrdnojvsc
pthnrdnojvsc
B
Replies
49
Views
2K
Suicide Discussion
rainwillneverstop
rainwillneverstop
hereandthere13
Replies
25
Views
1K
Suicide Discussion
Self Medicated
Self Medicated
squillykilly
Replies
5
Views
339
Suicide Discussion
shtangley01
shtangley01