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rabbitjack

Member
Dec 6, 2025
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I'm not so sure there is a painless, risk-free way
1. So many people here tout SN (sodium nitrite), but recently a member here live posted as he took it. He said it worked quick. Then he said it was like sh*t and he was sweating, his insides were burning, and he had a hard time breathing.
2. I've heard of the CO (carbon monoxide) method failing. Plus there's the risk of fire with it.
3. I live in the USA. In my state, I could walk in a store and walk right out with a gun. But what if I don't aim properly? Even an inch off could cause to feel immense pain or leave me permanently disabled.

I recently talked to a therapist about CTB. (I truthfully told her I had only been researching was in no immediate danger of doing it.) She told me she has had people who had "woken up" from all kinds of failed attempts.

I joined this site to research an easy way to CTB in case I ever got unemployed and AI made it impossible to find work. I was very discouraged that there isn't a quick and easy guaranteed way to CTB. It disturbs me when I think about that.
do you have access to SN guy's report? I'm surprised at the "insides were burning" and "hard time breathing", because that would be an awful way to go, especially the suffocation.
 
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BradGuy123

Student
Jul 6, 2025
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do you have access to SN guy's report? I'm surprised at the "insides were burning" and "hard time breathing", because that would be an awful way to go, especially the suffocation.

Scroll down in the thread and you will see it. It's unsettling.
 

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