What is the best time to ingest pesticide? This is going to be my first attempt.

[randal_bond]

I'm so sorry you've found yourself in this place of not only emotional pain but also now physically pain. I hope if you are still with us you're not suffering too greatly and if you're not that you did not have to deal with too much pain for too long.

The guy is alive and doesn't recommend this method )))

 

[FRUSTRATED MIND]

The guy is alive and doesn't recommend this method )))

Yes, unfortunately I'm still here in this shit place. I was just testing the poison. It worked quite well although I felt so much pain.

 

[randal_bond]

Yes, unfortunately I'm still here in this shit place. I was just testing the poison. It worked quite well although I felt so much pain.

So sorry. To me, it looked as if you were cutting yourself to distract attention from your usual pain. The same mechanism.
Hugs.

 

[FRUSTRATED MIND]

So sorry. To me, it looked as if you were cutting yourself to distract attention from your usual pain. The same mechanism.
Hugs.

No problem! I was testing the poison. It's a quite painful way. I wasn't ready yet but I took the risk.