Rher
Member
- Nov 22, 2023
- 24
I've been wanting to ctb for as long as I can remember, I am just not sure of which method to do. I want a painless and accessible method. My most favorable method is going to be with a gun to the head, however, getting a gun is super hard and I don't even know if I can properly kill myself. I've contemplated jumping off my 11th floor balcony, but i'm still not sure. I tried to drown myself in my tub and it sucked because it was difficult and painful. Please if anyone can help me, I really don't want to wake up the next morning. I want to dedicate myself to my purpose, to have a "perfect suicide".