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MiMif

MiMif

I do not live for others to understand me...
Sep 13, 2023
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Killing myself in around two hours. Only accessible option I have is slitting my wrist. Any advice on how to better make this method doable. I can cut pretty deep as I self harm and often cut to fat and muscle when I do so I'm pretty confident I can cut deep enough.

But I wanna be sure it succeeds. Is there another way to guarantee? Like taking cleaning chemicals or something. I've tried partial hanging from my door handle but it never works
 
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DivineSpark

DivineSpark

Elementalist
Feb 9, 2025
831
I hope you are aware if you cut with dirty knife or razor, you might catch sepsis (blood poisoning) and it is not very fun way to die.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,495
I hope you find the relief you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,509
good luck
hope everything goes well for you
and you find the peace you desire ❤️‍🩹
I hope you are aware if you cut with dirty knife or razor, you might catch sepsis (blood poisoning) and it is not very fun way to die.
agree with you
I am a sepsis survivor
it is absolutely horrific
extremely painful
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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Honestly, what a horrific way to have to resort to. I hope you find, or have found, your peace.
 
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lemonandcapers

lemonandcapers

I Wanna End Me (she/her)
Jun 7, 2025
109
I wish you well and hope you find the peace you are seeking. I will say, cutting is definitely a painful way to go, and there is a lot that can go wrong if it fails.
 
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kenz00s

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May 16, 2025
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Killing myself in around two hours. Only accessible option I have is slitting my wrist. Any advice on how to better make this method doable. I can cut pretty deep as I self harm and often cut to fat and muscle when I do so I'm pretty confident I can cut deep enough.

But I wanna be sure it succeeds. Is there another way to guarantee? Like taking cleaning chemicals or something. I've tried partial hanging from my door handle but it never works
I wish you peace and a painless exist, but please take a moment and reflect on the method you chose because if it goes wrong you will be in more pain than ever.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

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Jan 1, 2024
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Dont do it you most likely will fail
 
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brokenspirited

brokenspirited

Great Mage
May 20, 2025
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Killing myself in around two hours. Only accessible option I have is slitting my wrist. Any advice on how to better make this method doable. I can cut pretty deep as I self harm and often cut to fat and muscle when I do so I'm pretty confident I can cut deep enough.

But I wanna be sure it succeeds. Is there another way to guarantee? Like taking cleaning chemicals or something. I've tried partial hanging from my door handle but it never works
 
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