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Satori Komeiji

Satori Komeiji

Strange girl
Jul 15, 2025
167
If SaSu had a theme song, what would it be? I'm kind of wondering how many songs exist that are about pro-choice? It's such an under-discussed topic. Regardless, I'm sure people with more diverse musical tastes than me have found quite a few so share them here!
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
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This:
 
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Lyn

Lyn

Momentary
Mar 1, 2025
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It's hard to say that it's explicitly about pro-choice or suicide at all, but I do love this one:
 
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orbit

orbit

Member
Jul 27, 2025
34


The double meaning of the song can represent the hope of wanting to get better for the recovery side and the release of death for the suicide side.



I mean this one is literally talking about catching a bus as in suicide so pretty fitting.
 
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Emerita

Emerita

the look of death
Jan 16, 2025
309

I always think of this song it's a bit more aggressive and harsh…

The song contains social activism in its lyrics, fighting for the oppressed and giving a voice to the voiceless while resisting compliance and control.

The song could be interpreted as follows:

It suggests silence is an act of violence. Silence could be censorship, control of media you know that kind of thing.

"If the vibe was suicide, then you would push the button," basically suggesting that compliance with the "enemy" those in control trying to oppress people is suicidal. This implies that following control (censorship) blindly is deadly.

"Madboy grips the microphone with a fistfull of steel" could be interpreted as both a microphone and a gun. He's saying that speaking out (freedom of speech) is a weapon against silence or a way to protect oneself from it. Basically it's a rebellion against control which I see as censorship etc and saying don't be complicit to that control.

I don't think Zach is saying suicide is bad but I guess some could interpret it that way. Though I doubt Zach views it negatively. He's against control and censorship so I hear it as he's on our side.

I don't know I interpret it like the pro choice and freedom of speech with this forum. It also talks about suicide so the lines could be interpreted just on the surface, like instead the lines "if the vibe was suicide then you would push the button" as yeah indeed I would push the button.
 
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Imeavie

Imeavie

Sacred Garden
May 6, 2025
88


I feel like this represents our community pretty well.
The familiar acknowledgement of suffering, while also encouraging recovery without empty platitudes.
 
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Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
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33K1LLM3

Pretty Girl, Sickness killed her…
Jun 28, 2025
143


There's some wierd ambience about landing here…
 
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caramelkidney

caramelkidney

the comic relief
Aug 5, 2025
31
i feel like the one that most members would like would be this one:


my personal pick, though, is this one:
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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wonderful thread idea! ^_^
Here's my pick! :3 I'm not the biggest fan of this song, but it's alright~ :) however, it definitely fits the forum~ ^_^
 
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eggsausagerice

eggsausagerice

last chance for cake!
Apr 21, 2025
1,403
my personal pick, though, is this one:

GEZEBELLE GABURGABLY MENTION IS HUGE



with all my heart i love memento mori by crywank. i feel like it embodies suicidal ideation and the struggles that come with it. i know this song by heart. it comforts me a lot because i have so many anxious spiraling thoughts that are like the lyrics in the song. "oh, i want to be a baby again, oh i want pure thoughts in my head" is so haunting.

additionally,



this is a really good melancholy song about the transience of everything, including life itself. i listened to it years ago when it played during a welcome to nightvale music segment and i liked it a lot. the string instruments just make it sound so mournful.
 
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TheRottingContinues

TheRottingContinues

Low consciousness
Aug 23, 2023
91


If the epitome of depression, nihilism, and suicidal ideation were somehow distilled into musical form, I think Deathconsciousness by HANL would be the result. The entire album is amazing. It feels like the essence of negative thoughts itself was all throughly explored in 1 hr and 30 minutes of music
 
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NutOrat

NutOrat

Falling Down
Jun 11, 2025
310
I love that this is just a thread for people to share their favorite depressing songs :) A lot of these I enjoyed. Here's my contribution:



If the Youtube video doesn't work, check them out on Spotify. (The Beautiful People/120 days). I wonder if anyone else here knows this band.
 
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klantedklaw

klantedklaw

Member
Aug 8, 2025
59
Another day coming to an end. A day devoid of anything... How long am I going to keep living like this?



 
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Satori Komeiji

Strange girl
Jul 15, 2025
167
Someday I'll listen to all the music posted here. I feel very smart for coming up with this thread idea >:)
 
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cemeteryismyhome

Paragon
Mar 15, 2025
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The Morningstar

The Morningstar

Be absolute. Be yourself, until you bleed.
May 4, 2025
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(is joke)​
 
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