What is one change that will make you not suicidal?

[Weebster]

Not sure. Never considered it. I feel the least medications you take, and the least you go under their knives, the better off you are. Sounds sort of stupid, though, huh, coming from someone on SS who is planning on offing themselves sometime in the future. I made the changes I made because I was sick and tired of suffering. I don't like pain and I don't like suffering. Call me a coward or whatever. I don't care.

I hate coughing up mucus after every meal. I choke on it

How many days of your diet before gerd stopped?

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I hate coughing up mucus after every meal. I choke on it

How many days of your diet before gerd stopped?

When I started eating only bland foods, I was still on the gerd meds. I phased them out over time once I "felt" better. I'd say I got off the meds about 3 or 4 months after switching to my bland diet and getting used to it.

 

[Weebster]

When I started eating only bland foods, I was still on the gerd meds. I phased them out over time once I "felt" better. I'd say I got off the meds about 3 or 4 months after switching to my bland diet and getting used to it.

Did your meds help? Mine didn't

 

[downndone2]

I say a winning lotto ticket but I'd give up a winning lotto ticket to go back in time and undo what happened

 

[Wizard999666]

Not having this severe anhedonia is all I want. I can deal with regular depression and the other physical illnesses that I have, but what I'm dealing with now is too much. I've almost been reduced to a vegetable at this point.

 

[piger]

Not fucking up with someone I deeply cared about

 

[lofticries]

Not getting old to the point where it makes living hard.

Like it'd be a dream if we all died in our sleep peacefully once the major problems begin with age.

I'd also like a shit ton of money as well.

 

[Élégie]

Being born under different circumstances (in another body, in another family, in another culture...)

 

[Traksae]

Going back to when I had life changing money and not losing it.

 

[thedaywillcome]

Doesnt exist.

 

[MicropBaldCurrycel]

Having a normal Penis.

 

[texas_yellow_rose]

Money for good mental health care and to take the burden off of my family while I get treatment

 

[quix77]

For my pain to go away. That would be an instant stop.

I cant even imagine what it was like not having any pain

 

[Idontmatter]

A new brain. No matter what positive changes I make I still think about it. I tried the whole love yourself thing but I still hate myself. Ugly and useless is pretty much how I always feel.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Having a normal Penis.

Me too on this one actually.

 

[sunsetting]

Just winning the lottery.

 

[Weebster]

Going back to when I had life changing money and not losing it.

How did you lose it?

A new brain. No matter what positive changes I make I still think about it. I tried the whole love yourself thing but I still hate myself. Ugly and useless is pretty much how I always feel.

"Love yourself" is new age crap. I suspect people who love themselves are those who are just validated constantly by people and favorable circumstances.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

"Love yourself" is new age crap. I suspect people who love themselves are those who are just validated constantly by people and favorable circumstances.

Basically, yes. They would feel exactly how we feel if they were in our position.

 

[KlMeNw]

Not being an Aspie.

 

[Graytaichi]

Drugs im too old for it

 

[stupid little girl]

Having a real, deep purpose for living that is for me. I mean sure keeping my mother happy is a purpose, but it's not one that can keep me alive. Especially when I know her life would be easier without me.

 

[MicropBaldCurrycel]

Me too on this one actually.

genetic lottery is unfair hey

 

[Darkover]

i never had a chance luck wasn't on my side, to be more lucky next time around.

 

[GongLiFang]

If the people in power actually started giving a crap about the state of the world I would be willing to give life the good ol' college try. But alas, people are corrupt and the planet is dying so sucks to suck and I am leaving before shit goes wild

 

[Starz]

Not being as lonely

 

[S like Siren]

Being "normal".Not having Depression...having a family where i feel loved,not be so lonely

 

[SoulSearchingMan65]

Not feeling as socially awkward as I have for so long.

 

[spacegirl]

not being consumed by an extremely toxic obsession over my therapist

 

[BellaB]

If aomeone actually bothered to help. Me I've had two failed attempts in the past month. Last was 3 weeks ago with castor beans mashed. I vomited called dr crisis etc no one cared I've had diarrhea since. No one cares. No phone calls no face to face appointments. I honestly just want to be sectioned because when im doing this i have no control. Im self harming now. Through various means. They think my children will stop me ctb but they won't. Glad I've found this site. Trying to order sn. Get it over and done with. Im not xoping its too much no one listens.

 

[SubZero]

Heal my ears, my back and my eyes and I will be my old self again.