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baptist6

baptist6

Member
Mar 2, 2026
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I recently purchased SN and I would like to see what some other people who bought SN have in their kits. Why do you plan on using each thing, such as Benadryl, any type of benzos, etc? Obviously, the use is to ctb, but I mean, mind numbing, prevention of puking, a way to calm your mind from racing, etc. I would like to know.
 
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Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
332
Just SN and a drink in mine
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
930
In my suicide kit are: Bottle of 97% Pro Analysi grade SN, 30 pills of meto, 30 pills of 0,5mg Xanax and a jewelry scale.
 
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walliwalli

walliwalli

Student
Feb 14, 2026
140
(1) metoclopramide as an antiemetic and (2) over-the-counter painkillers (because why not). i wish i could have benzos but it's too much effort for me to obtain them.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
930
(1) metoclopramide as an antiemetic and (2) over-the-counter painkillers (because why not). i wish i could have benzos but it's too much effort for me to obtain them.
If you have $$, find a private practitioner and lie to him that you have anxiety panic attacks. That's how I got the prescription for my benzos.
 
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OnMyWayToSomewhere2

Member
Jul 16, 2025
42
SN
distilled water
benzos
Ibuprofen
Pepto
chloreseptic
 
oopsijustdie

oopsijustdie

I am the dumbest guy on the earth šŸŒŽ
Mar 28, 2026
9
Flowers Dancing GIF by Missio

My long and boring lonely life
 
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vaas

vaas

Member
Feb 19, 2026
19
(1) metoclopramide as an antiemetic and (2) over-the-counter painkillers (because why not). i wish i could have benzos but it's too much effort for me to obtain them.
Wait, do not use OTC Overdose because it has a high failure rate

Check out this thread first

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OnMyWayToSomewhere2

Member
Jul 16, 2025
42
SN
distilled water
benzos
Ibuprofen
Pepto
chloreseptic
Updating to add the why. Sorry, didn't read the OP thoroughly.

SN because duh :p, distilled water because I read it's better to use that kind, Xanax for the courage to go through with it and to hopefully sleep through the worst of it, Ibuprofen for head/tummy ache, Pepto for tummy ache and to slightly help prevent throwing up, and chloraseptic lozenges to numb mouth and throat to make drinking the SN easier.

(I couldn't get Meto)

Ohp! Almost forgot the adult diaper. šŸ˜…
 

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