what is a dream experience you want to have before you CTB?

[samarah988]

is there anything you always wanted to do before you die? anything, as unrealistic as it is. a childhood promise, a dream body, being a muse... anything.

ill go first.

i always wanted to be adored by millions.
have every word i say be iconic.
be so beautiful that agencies and music artists would reach out to me to appear in their brands and music videos.
have a childhood birthday party with cake and balloons.
go to a club in sweden and have heads turn.
be an iconic music artist.
sleep in snow.

what are yours?

 

[apearl]

Would love to have like a real relationship before I die, I don't think it would save me but I wanna know what the hypes about before I go.

sleep in snow.

This one is also a cool idea though. :)

 

[SomewhereAlongThe]

Someone that would hold me in their arms, and tell me they love me.

 

[trying ungracefully]

If I killed myself I'd want to have be able to climb the largest sand dunes I know by me. I want to be able to see it from the top to bottom. I realized I wanted this after I saw some smaller ones on vacation and they were so beautiful and I was in awe. I wasn't able to climb them though because I am too unathletic from always being in bed. Even walking through the sand was hard because the sand wasn't like what I ever experienced, I sunk in so much and was pulling and shuffling out, my legs were burning by the end of a 20 minute walk.

 

[TBONTB]

All the experiences I've had are enough. The only thing I'd like now is a smooth exit.

 

[inhabitinglots]

would be pretty awesome if i could make a positive impact on someones life. like if i could do something good for someone and its something they remember me by. that, or me and a guy going into the middle of the woods and beating the shit out of each other until we break our noses would be pretty awesome

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't as I find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way possible, to me existence just feels like a terrible mistake and I wish I never suffered more than anything, my dream is to be unconscious for all eternity with this torturous, futile existence all gone and forgotten, to me existing will always be only suffering, I wish to erase this existence so it's like I never suffered at all.

 

[Tiny Little Tree]

Hmm I guess I always wanted to go to Japan, for the food if nothing else. Also somewhere that gets proper snow.

Maybe something stupid like shoot a gun or drive a fast car

 

[Actovania]

haha when i was 16 i made a promise to myself that i couldn't die before i see Victoria Falls. i doubt that promise is going to be fulfilled

 

[R-7]

The only thing I could really ask for is to actually feel loved for a while.

 

[Irisse]

I want to finish University first so that I have a solid plan B if ctb doesn't succeed.

 

[Linux]

haha when i was 16 i made a promise to myself that i couldn't die before i see Victoria Falls. i doubt that promise is going to be fulfilled

I haven't seen it either and it's in my country, haha. not sure if I want though... i think it will be scary

 

[qewpie]

feel like my healthy self again (impossible)
have a night of refreshing sleep (maybe possible)

 

[Dreamland6947]

I want to climb the tallest tower or building, and just stand on the hgihest point of it, the little antenna of it. and just see around me

 

[oxarith]

is there anything you always wanted to do before you die? anything, as unrealistic as it is. a childhood promise, a dream body, being a muse... anything.

ill go first.

i always wanted to be adored by millions.
have every word i say be iconic.
be so beautiful that agencies and music artists would reach out to me to appear in their brands and music videos.
have a childhood birthday party with cake and balloons.
go to a club in sweden and have heads turn.
be an iconic music artist.
sleep in snow.

what are yours?

I would like to have like 20 kids and make them have 20 kids each so I can capture a village dig tunnels and defend that village to the end thats what I'd would like to do before dying

 

[grapefruit04]

I think I would like to have a nice meal in a moment where everything feels right. I'd probably be by myself but it wouldn't bother me anymore, and my appearance, skills and responsibilities would no longer matter. I could feel like I have nothing left to do and nothing to be scared of

 

[Greyhawk]

Jump from an airplane and play russian roulette.

 

[Sleepwalkuntilsane]

I've always wanted to travel to Alaska, hike in the wilderness there. If I'm not up to that anywhere in the Pacific Northwest would be cool.

 

[Macedonian1987]

Before I ctb I would like to be without any pain in my joints. And for once to be loved by a woman who is kind, loving and compassionate. I had a relationship with a woman once but she was such a cruel person who enjoyed seeing me suffer, and she never really loved me. I like to experience these 2 things before I die - no pain and love.

 

[Dark Moon]

I wanted to experience love and be in a proper relationship, also visit more places.

 

[ocdrowsy]

Not so much a dream but it's Halloween soon and I have never gone trick or treating or dressed up in costume for a Halloween Party. It just seems so fun imagining to be someone cool or being someone else for a little bit