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squidhead

You`ve met with a terrible fate, haven`t you?
Jun 13, 2022
33
Does life itself count? In my eyes it`s an illness, albeit "curable". It does take tremendous courage to cure it though.
On second thought, maybe consciousness is the real problem instead of life. Not sure, both suck.
 
Forever_Hopeless

Forever_Hopeless

craving for death
Mar 1, 2023
19
I am diagnosed with bipolar 2, social anxiety, OCD and anorexia.
 
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Ruma

Ruma

Experienced
Dec 26, 2021
250
Depression and Anxiety.
 
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OutOfTheVoid

she/her
Feb 10, 2023
199
dx'd w/ bipolar, bpd, anxiety, plus undx'd ptsd. also adhd and autism tho i dont count those as illnesses in my case. i suspect i also have some sort of undiagnosed physical condition bc i have chronic pain plus random bouts of unexplained acute pain.
 
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Mar 3, 2023
9
Depression and diabetes. Probably an STD or two but the tests so far have come out clean so I don't know which one.
 
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jamie_

Specialist
May 21, 2022
336
Pyschological trauma, PTSD and major depressive disorder as a result of, first, a broken heart (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Broken_heart) and, combined with second, subsequent gaslighting, previous psychological abuse (that only now becomes obvious), and an attempt to reconcile the gaslighting with confirmation of the denied reality (i.e. closure) that has ultimately never been achieved and has rather resulted in them preferring to ruin my life instead.

It brought back anxiety (that I have) to its max but was previously something I handled very well – likewise probably some neurodiversity, autism, and (maybe) OCD which has also been brought out, which previously weren't a problem, better yet visible. Basically I've gone from normal to pyscho because I got left for someone else and used as a placeholder (and only after the fact now going insane by replaying over and over [PTSD] hints and slight wrongs I faced that I ignored in order to put faith and trust in their "love")
 
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brokenpersi

Member
Jan 23, 2023
46
Depression & PTSD. Other minor physical health problems, but my mind is the main enemy
 
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sorrowed_ender

sorrowed_ender

You should never trust the Pantaloon
Mar 3, 2023
40
BPD, AVPD, DID, OCD, Autistic w/ ADHD, PTSD of some degree, psychosis, and like maybe a few other things thrown in there I dont wanna find out about. I feel bad enough already having such a long diagnosis list I dont want to know of anything else.
 
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Babumax

Member
Jan 23, 2023
37
Depression , paranoia, 62 all alone
 
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phantomime

phantomime

Student
Feb 9, 2023
119
I'm autistic, paranoid schizophrenic, and I have a chronic physical illness I don't feel ok talking about yet. It's so humiliating and I'm deeply ashamed of it.
 
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LunaXCBN

LunaXCBN

The Best Thing (That Never Happened)
Feb 6, 2023
119
No physical illnesses as far as I know, but a few mental disorders
ADHD, Autism (Asperger's Syndrome), Dyslexia and a plethora of learning disorders
 
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Temporal_Anchorite

Temporal_Anchorite

wanting outta this bitch
Sep 23, 2022
138
ADHD. I'm also 99% certain I've got either BPD and or AvPD.
 
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Krobo

Krobo

Member
Feb 5, 2023
38
Epilepsy and easily dislocated shoulder joints are as pleasant a combination as you might expect.
 
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Illidan77

Illidan77

╰━≪ - ≫─╯
Nov 22, 2022
120
mdd, gad, adhd, benzo addiction and delayed transition from late teenager to young adult (more or like what my psychiatrist said but i feel that's a toned down word version of being a man-child lol )
 
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disillusion

Member
Nov 6, 2020
69
C19 jab induced progressive neurological disease mimicking ALS.
Im
So sorry. My dad has same.


By the way following is my health issues

Obesity( surprised nobody here mentioned. I gained 50lb in short time after getting depressed)
High cholesterol ( since mid 30s)
Bpd
Hypothyroidism ( extreme fatigue)
Chronic pain due to botched abdominal surgery and consequential adhesions
Chronic back/shoulder/neck pain that never resolve( been to so many medical doctors and quack like osteopath. Chiropractor. Physio et. Nothing helps) causes by assault
Tmj( again from assault)
Tinnitus getting worse( tmj related)
Calf pulling nerve problems
Numbness in some fingers that never go away for decades
Overeating since on anti depressants
Failing eyesight( got first time glasses in my life
Aging
Hair loss
Frozen shoulders
Vitamin d deficiency

I am 45 yo
 
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Hotsackage

Enlightened
Mar 11, 2019
1,138
dp/dr, major ocd, major depression,, social phobia pretty sure early onset dementia in there
 
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lunarpixels

lunarpixels

Member
Mar 1, 2023
33
Borderline Personality Disorder, severe anxiety, GI issues throughout my body, diabetes, chronic pain... The list goes on and on.
 
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charlotte_

charlotte_

Arcanist
Mar 12, 2023
435
physically: maybe amnesia, im not too sure but I can relate to the symptoms
mentally: autism, anxiety, cyclothymic disorder, ADHD type 2, PTSD and depression
currently having problems with my body and guilt of eating too, hope I don't get anorexia
 
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Hahem

Knows too much
Feb 4, 2023
94
Depression and social anxiety
 
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reiko1337

reiko1337

Honestly? No idea.
Mar 12, 2023
34
BPD comorbid with NPD, anorexia, body dysmorphia, substance abuse disorder and congenital heart disease.
 
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unknownus3r0

unknownus3r0

Member
Mar 11, 2023
21
Autism anxiety and depression + possible anorexia
 
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cryinnq

New Member
Mar 11, 2023
2
Hi,
I am wondering what illnesses you have that somewhat contribute your wanting to CTB.
I have bipolar 2 with anxiety and diabetes.
depression, anxiety, anorexia, bipolar
 
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fleshgarden

fleshgarden

Student
Mar 15, 2023
131
tmj, ibs, scoliosis, CPTSD, DPDR, EDNOS, autism, social anxiety, major depressive disorder, trichotillomania, symptoms of BPD
I also have hearing loss
 
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jigsaw_falling

jigsaw_falling

if there’s an afterlife i’ll be pissed
Jan 25, 2023
70
anxiety, an eating disorder, body dysmorphia, depression. and possibly depersonalisation-derealisation disorder
 
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RW__Asher23

Global Mod
Dec 11, 2022
204
PTSD AML COPD/sclc Hearing Loss (Deaf) from suicide attempt Gun.
 
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y'ffre

y'ffre

My English could be bad :)
Aug 15, 2022
179
Major depressive disorder- Generalized anxiety disorder
 
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omoripie

omoripie

New Member
Mar 19, 2023
3
adhd, social anxiety, and bpd!
 
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iknowitsover666

Member
Mar 13, 2023
33
Depression, bipolar, akathisia, social anxiety, DP/DR, chronic tension headache, avoidant personality disorder, existential OCD, possible autism.
 
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Roland7979

Roland7979

Member
Mar 20, 2023
16
Depression of the severe kind for the past 20 years. Schizotypal personality disorder, paranoid personality disorder, adhd, alcoholism, asthma, and recently I've gained over 30 kg's so now I'm officially obese on top of everything. I also have an enlarged liver but some tissue damage, a bad back and a bad knee. I have gotten by for the past decade but with all the physical stuff added things are becoming more difficult.
 
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