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DukeDestroyer

DukeDestroyer

I HATE YOU!
Feb 1, 2023
68
Autism
Depression
Severe General Anxiety Disorder
OCD
Severe speech disorder
and possibly sociapathy. I also hit every criteria for PTSD except for one.
 
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Hislight88

New Member
Oct 18, 2022
4
I have been battling chronic stomach issues for many years. It has taken everything away of any meaning. Can not hold a job. I go for surgery in 1 month. If it does not work I am ctb. Chronic illness robs a person of their whole life. I am physically and mentally exhausted. I can not take any more. It's living torture
 
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DreamEnd

Enlightened
Aug 4, 2022
1,892
Treatment resistant ptsd
 
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ilovebunnies

Member
Dec 12, 2022
19
laryngopharyngeal reflux, dry eyes, ocd, depression, and anxiety

laryngopharyngeal reflux is by far the worse. I can't eat anything, I'm always in pain, I can't do the activities I once loved, there are no medications that are truly effective for it, risk of cancer, destroys your teeth, and doctors know very little about it.
 
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ThanksBigPharma

Member
Feb 3, 2023
15
C19 jab induced progressive neurological disease mimicking ALS.
 
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rifle

rifle

never seen a hero like me in a sci-fi
Jan 15, 2023
25
schizotypal pd, depression, dysphoria, osfed, being myself
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,639
C19 jab induced progressive neurological disease mimicking ALS.

So Very sorry … you're not alone

there are / were — a few of us suffering here — Due to C19 Jab / "wild" Covid 😢
 
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Mors

Mors

Member
Jul 24, 2021
28
I have a damaged bladder due to medical malpractice during a foot surgery when I was 25 (two years ago). I've dropped out of college, can't work and can't exercise, have social/romantic relationships, etc. due to my debilitating symptoms. It has ruined my life.
 
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ThanksBigPharma

Member
Feb 3, 2023
15
So Very sorry … you're not alone

there are / were — a few of us suffering here — Due to C19 Jab / "wild" Covid 😢
Absolutely terrible. I loved my life until the vax ended it - and then didn't have the decency to finish me off so I'm going to have to do it for them.
 
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tiredone

Tired one
Dec 12, 2022
197
Depression,anxiety, tension type headaches, agoraphobia, suspected autism, possibly cptsd, maybe some others...and then the physical side like sciatica, piles, rashes, pain and excersise intolerance, mild asthma
 
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Blackroom_57

Student
Dec 25, 2021
157
Aspergers
Schizoaffective disorder
Major depressive disorder
Ulcerative colitis
Chronic derealization/depersonalization
 
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Zykg85

Zykg85

Member
Sep 30, 2021
40
BPD, bipolar 1, major depressive disorder, intense tooth loss (decay due to depression; have had all but 8 extracted), agoraphobia, paranoia, depersonalization,
 
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unimaginativelamp

Member
Apr 9, 2022
43
Crohn's disease, ulcerative colitis, depression, cPTSD, eating disorders
 
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unHumam

unHumam

I <3 the cure
Feb 4, 2023
16
Depression, anxiety, anorexia
 
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freevoid

freevoid

Student
Jul 11, 2022
137
ADHD, OCD, Depression, Anhedonia, Social Anxiety, Panic attacks, C-PTSD, Severe insomnia (with hypervivid stress dreams/nightmares when I do sleep)

Sensory Sensitivities, Lyme Disease + coinfections, Chronic Fatigue, chronic nasal infection,
IBS-D, Malabsorption, Pancreatitis, Chronic nauseau/stomach/gut pain, Anal fissure,
Sensitive/intolerant to >95% of foods, chemicals, medication etc.
Chronic TMJ pain, headaches, tinnitus,
Chronic low blood pressure, fainting, dizziness, heat intolerance,
Various musculoskeletal issues that collectively cause chronic breathing difficulties and diaphragm, abdomen, hip, sciatic, leg and ankle tightness and pain.

.....It's quite a lot when I type it out
 
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AnxietyHangover

AnxietyHangover

Global Moderator
Aug 20, 2022
243
Depressive disorder with psychotic elements, accompanied by all the fun stuff that comes with it, like anxiety, cyclothymia...
Seborrheic dermatitis in an advanced state, basically most of the skin on my head is affected by flaking, and occasional bleeding occurs, nasty stuff.
Amblyopia and myopia.
 
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downndone2

Living in misery
Jan 23, 2022
1,270
Diabetes, neuropathy, heart/stomach issues, arthritis, depression, anxiety, etc etc etc
 
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Parnate

Experienced
Dec 16, 2021
256
Depression,Adhd,Avpd, Hyperhidrosis
 
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MatthewV3

MatthewV3

Student
Dec 15, 2021
107
Doctors say that I don't have a depression. I remember that I was once diagnosed with simple type schizophrenia - a very rare variant of schizophrenia. Besides that, OCD - overthinking. Keep thinking about the same things over and over again.
 
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mojabaka

Student
Apr 20, 2022
100
POTS and neuropathy thanks to a certain "vaccine".
 
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sick.faery

sick.faery

Mar 18, 2021
288
ptsd (basically non existent rn tho)
binge eating disorder half of the time, anorexia the other half
bdd
also maybe depression
 
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lex

lex

Just another statistic
Jul 7, 2020
49
Depression, anxiety, "post treatment" Lyme disease syndrome and possibly autism and ADHD
 
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StillBreathing

StillBreathing

Student
Dec 4, 2022
153
Ulcerative Colitis, major depressive disorder, social anxiety is what I've been diagnosed by the doctors. The UC and multiple traumatizing incidents throughout my life is the main reason I'm suicidal. Even though I hate the way society works I feel fortunate to live in a country that takes care of the sick. I would have slowly bleed to death or barely living if I had to cover all my medical bills by myself.
 
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HopelessSoul

trapped in an endless hell loop
Jan 23, 2023
38
Depression
Anhedonia
Asperger
AVPD
OCD
PTSD
Genital skin disorders
 
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Shadowlord900

Shadowlord900

Seeker of Darkness
Sep 29, 2022
918
Asperger Syndrome
Coeliac Disease
Insomnia or Insomnia-like issues
Sinus Tachycardia (dunno if that's permanent?)
Some unknown dry skin condition on my face that I keep on top of with a salt water solution
 
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javie33

javie33

Member
Mar 5, 2023
28
Hey there I have bipolar 1 depression with schizophrenic tendencies and gender disphoria just wanted to share hope u feel better!
 
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gotomrg

gotomrg

Member
Mar 10, 2023
58
ED for sure. anything else would be self-diagnosis and i'm too detached from myself and my emotions to be able to speak for myself.
 
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Kta1994

Kta1994

Specialist
Apr 25, 2019
326
Very painful IBS (Constipation), which is an umbrella term bc doctors cant figure out why i have so much abdominal pain, gastrits, reflux, daily headaches, back pain, TOS ( neck pain that spread throughout the pec muscles, shoulder, arm and also scapula), daily headaches, chronic prostatis and sometimes anxiety and panic attacks but i think thats better now.
 
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CyberCat95

CyberCat95

Member
Jan 30, 2022
42
Bipolar type 2, anxiety, OCD, autism, Depersonalisation/derealisation disorder, ednos and fibromyalgia.
 
7@vuse99

7@vuse99

Too tired to care.
Mar 9, 2023
20
DID, OCD, ADHD, depression and anxiety, and fucked up muscle spasms
 

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