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theboy

theboy

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Jul 15, 2022
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Yes
It sounds like "WTF," but I want to have an irreversible illness so it'll be a "gentle CTB" and my family won't be in shock
 
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peacebenow

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Apr 26, 2026
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you are very misinformed and it is ignorant to think it will cause a gentle ctb.
 
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Widow39

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Aug 16, 2026
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Terminal illness will make you a long months suffering death, rather than a 30 seconds one with hanging...
 
theboy

theboy

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Jul 15, 2022
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you are very misinformed and it is ignorant to think it will cause a gentle ctb.
You misunderstood me. I said "gentle" compared to other methods.
Terminal illness will make you a long months suffering death, rather than a 30 seconds one with hanging...
Yes, but I'm willing to do that just so my family will be in shock because I died from one second to the next.
 
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peacebenow

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Apr 26, 2026
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You misunderstood me. I said "gentle" compared to other methods.

Yes, but I'm willing to do that just so my family will be in shock because I died from one second to the next.
I understand what you are implying and as someone who has irreversible illness that is a slow torturous excruciating death I am telling you from personal experience it won't offer you what you hope it will.
 
theboy

theboy

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Jul 15, 2022
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I understand what you are implying and as someone who has irreversible illness that is a slow torturous excruciating death I am telling you from personal experience it won't offer you what you hope it will.
can i send u a message?
 
jilet

jilet

Member
Feb 12, 2026
32
do i remember right one of our members did that a few months ago with a needle. she was a proffessional though. its not recommended and its not gonna work as you think
 
theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
3,423
Hmm...
Do you mean that a healthcare professional injected herself?
do i remember right one of our members did that a few months ago with a needle. she was a proffessional though. its not recommended and its not gonna work as you think
 
jilet

jilet

Member
Feb 12, 2026
32
not really sure but she was a nurse. someone who remember correctly will be here soon.. its not gentle you should know it.
 

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