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fayth2567

Member
Oct 18, 2022
62
Hi,
I am wondering what illnesses you have that somewhat contribute your wanting to CTB.
I have bipolar 2 with anxiety and diabetes.
 
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wantittoendsoon

Experienced
Dec 11, 2022
248
Terminal Prostate Cancer
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,471
decayed teeth broken left shoulder dislocates damaged stomach lining tinnitus a brain injury and paranoid schizophrenia
 
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MidnightCat

MidnightCat

Still 3 more lives to go.
Jan 1, 2023
310
Depression / BPD
 
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Citruscine

Citruscine

dead in the head
Mar 8, 2022
53
Depression, Anxiety, Borderline Personality Disorder, and Chronic migraines
 
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Lostandfound82

Member
Jan 16, 2023
58
Hi,
I am wondering what illnesses you have that somewhat contribute your wanting to CTB.
I have bipolar 2 with anxiety and diabetes.
I'm bipolar 1 with anxiety and t1 diabetes
 
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Unending

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2022
1,513
Major depressive disorder, Cptsd, Anxiety disorders, Borderline personality disorder.
 
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Versailles

Versailles

Enlightened
Oct 1, 2020
1,647
Autism, with a disability and maybe BPD
 
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_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
825
BPD, Anxiety, Depression, c-PTSD, Possible Autism/Asperger's, a couple other things I wish to not mention
 
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violetchiwawa

violetchiwawa

ruff ruff grr
Jan 23, 2023
37
Depression, Anxiety, and an eating disorder
 
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Fly🦋

Fly🦋

One day I'll be with the stars sleeping forever.
Dec 30, 2019
59
MDD, BPD, ADHD, cPTSD, generalized anxiety, black out spells, chronic migraines
 
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tiredangelgirl

tiredangelgirl

i'm sorry i'm trying my best
Aug 1, 2022
76
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hellispink

hellispink

poisonous
May 26, 2022
1,229
borderline
 
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onceuponadec

onceuponadec

I am a poor wayfaring stranger
Dec 23, 2022
107
Multiple sclerosis and depression
 
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bennydiazapine

bennydiazapine

Member
Dec 4, 2022
87
Depression
Anxiety
BPD
 
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silence ends

Student
Jan 10, 2023
121
Current diagnoses anxiety, depression, avoidant personality disorder with traits of BPD, ADHD.
Think i could be diagnosed as autist too or c-ptsd.
Physical problems too but no diagnoses, sexual malfunction etc.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
10,398
Life !!!:angry:
 
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lionetta12

Just a random person
Aug 5, 2022
1,233
Hi,
I am wondering what illnesses you have that somewhat contribute your wanting to CTB.
I have bipolar 2 with anxiety and diabetes.
C-PTSD and depression.
 
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mObinDEc

mObinDEc

Member
Jan 24, 2023
8
I have depression and maybe PTSD (my therapists have been throwing this term around so I don't know if it's an official diagnosis or not, one of them wrote it down in there notes that it is a possibility). Also, Lupus that has affected my kidneys, skin, and lungs. Most days I don't even look like myself and I look like an elephant due to all the swelling in my face and body. I hate it.
 
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conflagration

Experienced
Jul 29, 2022
207
Depression, anxiety, social phobia, personality disorders (I have been diagnosed in every hospital with different one so no point in listing them as I think they are bullshit anyway).
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,514
I wouldn't really label myself as being 'mentally ill', personally. My wish to die is just a logical response to not seeing existence as being worth enduring and I despise the very nature of existing. Of course life itself is the true problem and it makes sense for me to want to solve it by permanently freeing myself from existence.

But one thing that is certain, is that physical health problems have always made the thought of non existence sound even more incredibly appealing to me. It disturbs me the fact that this human body can potentially torture us to extreme extents, it's certainly so prison like feeling trapped inside it where all that we are destined for is to deteriorate. To me existence is something that is definitely harmful and is best avoided.
 
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Forest Fire

Forest Fire

Student
Jul 19, 2019
119
Diagnosed with Cptsd and Eupd. Undiagnosed eating disorder
I don't see myself as ill though. I obviously am fucked up but i see it as a normal response to things that have happened
 
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vultureilse

vultureilse

ready to go, just waiting for the right time!
Dec 31, 2022
144
depression (mdd and dysthymia), anxiety, dpdr, ednos and suspecting either cptsd or bpd

as for physical issues then dont have anything diagnosed but i have a bunch of problems caused by the eating disorder. also shitty vision and some issues with my knee contribute too
 
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Secret

Member
Feb 10, 2021
45
Eating Disorder.
Depression
BPD
Social & General Anxiety (also panic attacks)
OCD
Complex PTSD
I also self harm.

I do have asthma but that certainly is not the reason I want to ctb.
 
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Tortured_empath

Tortured_empath

Arcanist
Apr 7, 2019
487
Mild traumatic brain injury
 
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Whole-Ad

Student
Apr 4, 2021
178
Depression and Autism that makes me anxious about anything and everything. Don't like meeting new people, going new places, in fact going anywhere on my own. Can't stand changes in plans, or going outside of my routine.
 
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SeeminglyFine

Mixing pills with potions under the smoke alas
Jan 2, 2022
83
Mostly undiagnosed regarding mental health, I dont bother going to a psychiatrist...

I have diagnosed ADD, digestive issues, some bone problems and joint pains, 2 hips labral tears(left unresolved by surgeries) hypothyroidism comes and goes, hymolytic anemia
And something private caused by self-harm.

self diagnosed DPDR, depression, eating disorder, substance use disorder
and PTSD from suicide attempt(dont know if considered an attempt if chickening out though), which seemed to push me to try again
 
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☆AwaitingEntropy☆

☆AwaitingEntropy☆

Snuffing the Light Out
Nov 6, 2021
208
Depression, anxiety, diabetes, possibly OCD. Awful intrusive thoughts. Bleh.
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
1,485
Suspected c19 vax induced autoimmune disease.
 
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