Discussion What if you didn't have access to a peaceful method?

[dogemn]

Would you still CTB?

 

[Liebestod]

Yes I would have to go with plan b. Which would be to blow up an Airbnb with me in it by dousing the entire house with gasoline and setting it ablaze. Then I'd die from carbon monoxide poisoning.

 

[rainatthetraintrack]

honestly idk

 

[Dejected 55]

I couldn't do it if I couldn't find a peaceful way. I don't know what would happen to me. I'd be homeless and living on the streets soon enough, and I do not know what would happen after that.

 

[NellyGoes]

I think so. Probably jump or something quick.

 

[MicahBell]

Would you still CTB?

i don't have access to a painless method. I've decided to go with a painful method, cause a couple minutes of severe pain is better than the agony of being too mentally weak to do it

 

[Upon a hanging Body]

Depending on the methods available

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Yes i need to and want to kill myself no matter what, any method I can do. Nothing else really matters to me except me suiciding asap

1. Most important by far to me is that the method be very reliable, guaranteed or virtually guaranteed . I can't remain alive and with more brain damage . 2. Then of course i would want a painless method 3. Quick and easy to pull off

 

[Irisse]

Unfortunately no, I'm too much of a coward to be able to prepare for the possibility of extreme pain. My last attempt included jumping off a local bridge but I couldn't do it because I was afraid of the pain of hitting the rocks beneath with my head. The only type of a method that I can stomach is SN or other poison ingestion.

 

[unluckysadness]

Good question. I don't know

 

[cagedSage]

Yes i need to and want to kill myself no matter what, any method I can do. Nothing else really matters to me except me suiciding asap

1. Most important by far to me is that the method be very reliable, guaranteed or virtually guaranteed . I cant remain alive and with more brain damage . 2. Then of course i would want a painless method 3. Quick and easy to pull off

i second this post , if it violent, let it be violent, i cant mentally work myself up to suffering some pretty bad pain for a few minutes, truly the important thing is no for there to be no way back from it, no mishaps, no wake up in really bad state, or semi-vegetable, no burden to those who may have to take care of me, it is vital for it to be a 1 and done

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't actually which is the only reason why I continue to suffer in this torturous, dreadful existence, if i had the option to cease existing peacefully that is guaranteed then I'd be long gone from this existence I just always saw as the most cruel, dreadful mistake as non-existence is just all I hope for and is all I see as positive.

All I want is to never suffer ever again and I see so much cruelty in how we exist in this dreadful anti-suicide world where suicide is seen as a crime with the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just cease existing peacefully so finally I can be free from the abomination of existence that just causes pain and problems there were never a need for.

 

[Kitsune_BCN]

Unfortunately no, I'm too much of a coward to be able to prepare for the possibility of extreme pain. My last attempt included jumping off a local bridge but I couldn't do it because I was afraid of the pain of hitting the rocks beneath with my head. The only type of a method that I can stomach is SN or other poison ingestion.

Same. Without a peaceful method it turns out extremely difficult for me too.
Usually when i daydream, its about jumping, only to come to the conclusion it would be almost impossible.

 

[cait_sith]

My first method of choice isn't peaceful as it's hanging, but then again for me sn doesn't really seem that peaceful either with all the possible vomiting and discomfort. Maybe I have too high standards for what peaceful means, as it would be something like n where you take something and just fall asleep.

 

[strawberry931]

Yes I would have to go with plan b. Which would be to blow up an Airbnb with me in it by dousing the entire house with gasoline and setting it ablaze. Then I'd die from carbon monoxide poisoning.

The fire and smoke might get you before the CO does.

 

[Liebestod]

The fire and smoke might get you before the CO does.

I thought about that already, I figured that I'd only douse the first floor in gasoline while I stay on the second floor and breathe in the smoke.

 

[strawberry931]

I thought about that already, I figured that I'd only douse the first floor in gasoline while I stay on the second floor and breathe in the smoke.

At that point, why burn the house down. Just get four big charcoal grills and light them inside. Stay near the grills (not too close to get burned). Where goggles to protect your eyes from the smoke. Make sure all the windows are closed and maybe find a one story house for this.

 

[Liebestod]

At that point, why burn the house down. Just get four big charcoal grills and light them inside. Stay near the grills (not too close to get burned). Where goggles to protect your eyes from the smoke. Make sure all the windows are closed and maybe find a one story house for this.

Also thought about that but I'm not well researched into CO, wouldn't I need a lot of charcoal and grills?

 

[strawberry931]

Also thought about that but I'm not well researched into CO, wouldn't I need a lot of charcoal and grills?

It depends on the size of the house. Probably just use one room and seal it off. You should be able to burn a considerable amount of charcoal in a bedroom with multiple grills. Use as much charcoal as you feasibly can without burning the house down. I would say at least 3 decent size grills. You probably need much less, but why take the chance of using too little. Go big or go home.