Help what if i miss my chance for good

[angelofbows]

im afraid that if i get taken to the mental hospital
i will miss my chance forever

im not in the mood to commit suicide right know but i know if it happens, and i miss my chance, how would i commit suicide in a mental hospital?

will i just be a trapped animal forever

 

[Pale_Rider]

You will not be there for ever. That's for sure.

 

[Nightfoot]

Hospitals won't keep you indefinitely, if you did go.

 

[angelofbows]

OP you wont be in a mental hospital for the rest of your life. and your saying "IF" what if it never happens at all?

I should say "when" it's between that and boarding school, i just dont want to suffer through it, it's like jail, people commit suicide so they dont have to suffer through it, but i suppose youre right