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Animaniax

Member
Nov 25, 2024
20
If I died now, I'd be extremely angry because I was wronged recently but there's nothing I can do about it. Fuck therapists! Can't even die because of unfinished business.
 
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CatLvr

Enlightened
Aug 1, 2024
1,501
I'm pretty sure I'd be sad. I've had some good times on this side, and I have children I love more than life itself that I do not want to leave. But ... Even though I am in a bit of a recovery at the moment, these things never last. Additionally, I'm a bit on the "more mature" side of life and have some health issues. If I develop any one of several conditions, I will make the decision that it is time to move on, rather than suffer through one of those illnesses and become a burden to my kids.
 
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Surai

born on a sinking ship
Mar 26, 2024
321
Lots of addrenaline and just over all a mix of feelings like a pinnacle or a peak of overwhelming emotions flooding in
 
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Animaniax

Member
Nov 25, 2024
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Lots of addrenaline and just over all a mix of feelings like a pinnacle or a peak of overwhelming emotions flooding in
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I'm pretty sure I'd be sad. I've had some good times on this side, and I have children I love more than life itself that I do not want to leave. But ... Even though I am in a bit of a recovery at the moment, these things never last. Additionally, I'm a bit on the "more mature" side of life and have some health issues. If I develop any one of several conditions, I will make the decision that it is time to move on, rather than suffer through one of those illnesses and become a burden to my kids.
But knowing you had good times helps right? Makes it easier?
 
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ScaredOfMachines

ScaredOfMachines

I am who I am
Nov 8, 2024
156
I think I would feel at peace. I don't really have any unfinished business, and honestly I'm just biding time until my things get here. I've pretty much lost everything at this point besides my family, and I'll be a bit sad to leave them. When the moment finally comes, I'll probably be a little scared, but there's not much I can do about that.
 
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groucho

Student
Feb 4, 2023
122
A mixture of sadness, disappointment, guilt and shame.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,389
Sadness, fear, some regret and shame.
 
blacksand

blacksand

Specialist
May 2, 2023
359
I've felt excitement the times I've had a gun to my head and pulled back the trigger.
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
I'd feel terrified because the ways of dying in this world are so horrific. What I want is death only, I don't want to go through the dying process. Thinking about the dying process immensely scares me
 
lilah

lilah

Member
Nov 7, 2024
74
i'd feel terror i think bc of the unknown (will i wake up disabled? will i reincarnate into a cow or a worm? will i go to a lower plane? hell? a purgatory?)
 
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pariah80

Arcanist
Aug 12, 2024
404
I'll be at peace. Sure, there were injustices done to me that were never atoned for. However, I've overcome a lot. I gave life the best I had. I got to live at (what appears to be) the height of human culture. I got to enjoy a lot of things. I've seen the world. I got to live during some of the most fun times in human history. I'm leaving by my own hand, in my own time, on my own terms, with my freedom.

I'll take that and be at peace, knowing that I'm leaving with my tank on "E."
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,794
Personally I'd be relieved to finally cease existing and never suffer in this futile, torturous existence ever again, all I hope for is the peace of an eternal, dreamless sleep where this existence is no longer my problem and there is no more pain, no more suffering. For me existing will aways be deeply undesirable in every way, I just want to cease existing and forget about it all, I just want peace from the terrible burden of human existence, to me existence always felt like a mistake.
 

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