EternalDaydreaming

EternalDaydreaming

Member
May 27, 2023
29
I'm addicted to alcohol (drunk rn) and cutting (cutting rn) what are you guys addicted t and will you try to quit (no for me cause it won't matter when I'm dead)
 
DrinkyCrow

DrinkyCrow

Zap to the extreme
May 2, 2023
95
Alcohol and weed are the ones i really can't stop for some reason.
I took meth constantly for 4 years but stopped just by moving away from it, took it a few times after that but i somehow just stopped liking it.
 
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Aisley

Aisley

Wizard
Mar 12, 2023
627
Alcohol and weed are the ones i really can't stop for some reason.
I took meth constantly for 4 years but stopped just by moving away from it, took it a few times after that but i somehow just stopped liking it.
Jesus, well done. That's a hell of a thing to walk away from.
 
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bronchitisguy96

Member
May 28, 2023
5
Alcohol and weed are the ones i really can't stop for some reason.
I took meth constantly for 4 years but stopped just by moving away from it, took it a few times after that but i somehow just stopped liking it.
you managed to quit meth after taking it for 4 years? that's crazy
 
DrinkyCrow

DrinkyCrow

Zap to the extreme
May 2, 2023
95
I was extremely lucky with that, should add that i never did IV and barely smoked it, basically just did lines. That probably saved my ass. I also managed to brush my teeth regularly, so i still have them all and they look mostly ok.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
11,537
I have experience with many different kind of drugs for many years when I was younger except heroin and meth, there were phases when I consumed them more or less daily for quite some time. None of them really made me addicted and the older I grew the less drugs I took. Right now I drink more alcohol but once things turn a bit better I don't even drink alc.
 
Octavia

Octavia

“I’d… rather kill myself.”
Mar 4, 2023
363
Sugar. And no, I just bought 5kg of Smarties.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
9,876
Food unfortunately. I could try to stop eating but I kind of think that's doomed to fail...
 
l4dybug

l4dybug

miss crying
May 29, 2023
12
I'm bulimic, i used to have a massive ket dependency but it made my older brother cry so i stopped that, i have a moderate alchol dependency but i'm getting over it and i smoke a pack a day, oh and 40mg of fluox but thats legal.
 
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jorheslen428

Member
May 4, 2023
90
I've tried every single type of drug in my lifetime, the only one that I can't quit is nicotine. I have no reason to consider quitting it though, whether I ctb or not.
 
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DesperateOne

DesperateOne

Specialist
May 25, 2023
318
I'm addicted to alcohol (drunk rn) and cutting (cutting rn) what are you guys addicted t and will you try to quit (no for me cause it won't matter when I'm dead)
Alcohol (not quitting), weed (at first it felt amazing then I started getting depersonalization/paranoia so I quit), messed with benzos but after reading JBP story and the withdrawals I dumped that shit so fast.
 
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l4dybug

l4dybug

miss crying
May 29, 2023
12
I've tried every single type of drug in my lifetime, the only one that I can't quit is nicotine. I have no reason to consider quitting it though, whether I ctb or not.
same on god
 
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DesperateOne

DesperateOne

Specialist
May 25, 2023
318
same on god
I never understood how people like nicotine. I want to feel good, but every time I try it (snus or cigarettes) it just makes me nauseous and make me want to vomit.
 
l4dybug

l4dybug

miss crying
May 29, 2023
12
I never understood how people like nicotine. I want to feel good, but every time I try it (snus or cigarettes) it just makes me nauseous and make me want to vomit.
yeah i think thay can be how it effects some people, personally i find it's a good way to manage stress levels, when i'm anxious because of something that isn't to do with nicotine i can have a fag and the anxiety goes away.
 
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Sad.L0lly

Sad.L0lly

suicidal little girl
Feb 2, 2020
21
I'm addicted in selfharm since 11y old, at 17 started on weed and 18 started on cocaine and still.
 
SpiderLink

SpiderLink

they/them
Apr 3, 2023
361
I'm addicted to alcohol (drunk rn) and cutting (cutting rn) what are you guys addicted t and will you try to quit (no for me cause it won't matter when I'm dead)
I'm not addicted to any drugs, but I'm addicted about mental illness and suicide. Wether that's music, videos, shows and so on. Idk if that counts
 
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AerialBoundaries

The Songs of Distant Earth.
Sep 18, 2022
432
Booze for me. I'll put away dangerous amounts when I'm on my benders.

My liver is in a bad way according to recent bloodwork, but not full on cirrhosis yet. My intention is to severely cut down, or possibly even quit entirely. I don't want to keep living through terrible withdrawals when I stop and inevitably die a very painful death.
 
Challu

Challu

Life boat
Aug 29, 2022
260
Porn. Went 5 days abstinence 2 weeks ago, but relapsed the following days since. It sounds like it's a joke, but it's taken alot from me.

Adds to the reasons why my suicide will be a great relief.
 
sorrowful

sorrowful

My exhaustion knows no end
Feb 13, 2023
284
heroin and xanax, though currently with no plans to quit. honestly i see no point in quitting if i plan to ctb soon
 
girlsboysthems

girlsboysthems

no i dont have a gun
Dec 19, 2022
420
i use weed everyday for 8 hr a day and drink a cocktail per day. i also have a sweet tooth for cocaine and mdma, but more cocaine
 
Drakkamora

Drakkamora

Don't even know anymore
Dec 30, 2022
37
I quit meth and drinking 3yrs ago, still addicted to nicotine though with no intentions of quitting
 
BpdQueen

BpdQueen

Exhausted lol
Mar 29, 2023
41
Weed and hasj but i just feel like it isn't enough i want to be an addict idk why bruh i Cant stop and i don't want to
 
Dmoore3232

Dmoore3232

Student
Jun 20, 2023
195
kratom, all day everyday for like 9 years straight
it gets poisoned a lot because it is not regulated that well, I have a swollen and sore liver, when I use a tylenol my liver gets very sore
 
platypusfan

platypusfan

Member
Jun 29, 2023
88
This is a weird one but Benadryl. A lot of people say it's stupid to get addicted to some OTC antihistamine but when you have anxiety, insomnia, and allergies it is like a 3 in 1. I have been trying to take less to avoid memory loss but unless if the insomnia stops I doubt I will quit.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Angelic
Jul 29, 2021
4,738
cocaine tobacco weed i won't stop into the day i die
 
deathLiberation

deathLiberation

Student
Oct 31, 2021
161
Porn/Masturbation. But i have been controlling it.
Still i cant seem to be more than 15 days away from it.

And yes, it destroys your dopamine receptors, and probably more.

Sugar also, to some extent. And all the aspartame crap we have to avoid.

funny how my drugs are all thrown at me by this screwed up existence
 
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misarexic

misarexic

i’ve never felt so low
Jun 23, 2023
18
extremely dependent on weed, i wish i could just go to a time before i started smoking, because i don't think i can quit now. it doesn't even make me feel anything anymore, just a money sink
This is a weird one but Benadryl. A lot of people say it's stupid to get addicted to some OTC antihistamine but when you have anxiety, insomnia, and allergies it is like a 3 in 1. I have been trying to take less to avoid memory loss but unless if the insomnia stops I doubt I will quit.
i totally believe it, i did an essay on the dark sides of Benadryl and that shit is actually kinda crazy. hope u are doing okay 🫶🏻

i feel the same way about basic painkillers, i have chronic migraines so i use Ibuprofen and Advil like crazy
 
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mazzy

mazzy

Evil cannot be undone
Jun 30, 2023
24
I'm very dependent on weed and addicted to nicotine. I've tried other drugs but tend to avoid the harder stuff and doing it often because I know if I get hooked there will be no hope for me
 
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ih8libras

Member
Mar 9, 2023
21
extremely dependent on weed, i wish i could just go to a time before i started smoking, because i don't think i can quit now. it doesn't even make me feel anything anymore, just a money sink

i totally believe it, i did an essay on the dark sides of Benadryl and that shit is actually kinda crazy. hope u are doing okay 🫶🏻

i feel the same way about basic painkillers, i have chronic migraines so i use Ibuprofen and Advil like crazy
Jesus that might just make me stop doing it. Ive been taking 2-4 x 50mg dramamine sleep pills for a while now.
 

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