listening music, asking myself once again how it could come so far (my life, my senseless life and all this stuff). it seems like a rethoric question: i know the answer but can't change the causes......b lbalablabla
Woke up to my alarm clock, no sweat today… even got up to sit at the desk for w while. Sunshine is out there. I didn’t feel too bad — today probably just “bored”. I mean, what I can live through that, but what’s the point. No better words to describe it.
I got really shocked when this site was down for hours after waking up. When it was back kn, I took my phone, crawled back into bed and contemplating about ctb.
Um, watching Lain as usual and considering restarting Evangelion. Listening to Siouxsie and the Banshees, Charli, catching some Pokemon, basically just doing anything to try and quell the panic of undone work and loneliness