deadofdespair
Where's my arc?
- Apr 20, 2026
- 43
I wish I was good enough at the English language to describe my sadness, but I'm not. Maybe others are better.
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Member
- Aug 2, 2026
- 23
Knowing your friends moving onto other people because you cannot provide the emotional aspect they desire. Family giving up, all hospital referrals to psychiatric giving up. Knowing your a failure 24/7 with a fading lack of hope.
The doctor refuses to prescribe anything and is completely clueless same with the new dentist so it leaves me in chronic pain.
I wish it easier, I was fast tracked from the mental ward into psychiatrics and therapy yet I'm not social my mind feels such as alcotraz no matter how much I want to say I cannot, even if I could it wouldn't change anything.Last edited:
darksouls
Angelic
- May 10, 2025
- 4,087
sadness causes pain in my soul,
I am isolated and lonely,
in real life I have no one to talk,
that is why I am always sad,
my mental pain is unbearable
RawRX3
She/They | Waf Waf Awoo ^w^
- Jul 16, 2026
- 72
It feels quiet, my heart aches with regret and longing, I stare at nothing in particular as my mind orbits the thoughts, my eyes sting with tears as my nose has this weird pain that happens just before i cry; my breathing slows and seems hollow and time kind of just flows around me.
I don't usually feel just sadness but when I do that's what it feels like :3Similar threads
