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Dandelion's

Dandelion's

Dumbass
May 24, 2026
124
I wish before I lost consciousness I was at a quiet place, with slightly cold air around me while someone wrapped me in a tight warm hug and whispered comforting words into my ear in a gentle voice.

It's something I never experienced, being comforted that is, it was always yelling, laughing or questions.
The closest thing I got to being comforted is by a stranger who just told me the typical it gets better phrase, I appreciate their concern tho.
 
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hdead

Student
Jun 2, 2026
181
I would like to have one of those NDE like experiences, but then just go to the nicer place. I really hope there is some kind of heaven I can go to. I'm scared of nothingness, weirdly enough. It's something I don't know and the unknown has always scared the shoes off of me.

Well, you could say I know it - because it was the same as before I was born. But this is the other end, you know. It feels different.
 
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Lamentice

Lamentice

Walk without rhythm and you won't attract the worm
Mar 27, 2023
298
Probably just my own voice comforting me before I pull the trigger.
 
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ravendrops

Member
Apr 5, 2026
69
Just nothing. Just turn it all off. Just shut it all down.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,105
I don't want to see anything, I just want to permanently lose consciousness and never suffer in this dreadful, torturous existence I just always saw as the most terrible mistake ever again, to suffer in this existence truly is always an abomination to me and I'll just always prefer to not exist, all I want is the peace of non-existence.

I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way, for me non-existence is just all that's positive, for me being conscious is torture and I'd only be glad to be permanently at peace from this existence of torturous suffering that never should had been imposed at all.